First Love New Feelings

Hi friends ,mera nam Sandy h mein madhyapradesh k ek sheher guna se belong krta hu mein bt kuch aisi h ki mein kendriya vidyalya school m pdhta tha jb mein 10 cls m tha toh ek ldki thi jiske m bht close tha bdiya bt hoti thi mein usse lyk krta tha or pyr v krta tha or uske xpretn se mjhe feel hota tha ki wo v mjhe lyk krti h bt mein keh nhi pa rha tha toh din bit rhe the or ek charctr mera ek friend bhi tha jo merw sath hi clas m betha krta tha usse mene bola bhi ki yrr jo ye syd m ldki bethi hna surbhi raghuwanshi uska nam tha jise mein lyk krta tha mene bla mein isse pyr krta hu toh ussne bola ki toh bhai usse blde teri feelings k bre m us propose krde toh mene kaha ki nhi yrr mjhe darr lg rha h kahi wo bt krnabn nakrde bs isi bt ka darr tha or mein keh nhi paya tha or din nikle jarhe the kuch dn bd mera dost blne lga ki yrr mjhe ye ldki psnd h knsi wo hi ldki jise mein lyk krta tha surabhi raghuwanshi mjhe bht bura lga ki jisse mene itna accha dost smjha usne aisa bolormnse phle hi bta dahak mi is ldkisepyr krt h fr v usne ye bol tmenkuch nhi kaha bs bst of luck bola or kaha ki bhai toh blde fr toh ussne kaha nhi yrr nhi blrha avi kuki mere karan uski v bt strt ho yi thi surabhi se toh bs bt ye thi ki bt sb m fel rhi thi or apko detail nhi bta skt tym jaebt bt mainlyye tha ki sbko jalan ho rhi thi ya kuch v h bt n wao nglt kiymere sath usldki se kuch galt salt boldiya mere bre m or usne mjhse bt krna bnd kr dya bt isse phle mene akhir kar use propse kr diya tha friensship day k dn or uska indirctly wala answer toh itna gajb tha ki kya btaun usne kahn tha ki sunne k liye mein kbse wait kr rhi thi tukit ym lgyyr yew pnhikor fr m soch iski mr lyefeligsthi omn lateh gyblne m b mere kuch karbi walo neussekch glt bola mre (ki mine uk papmummy k bre m kuch galt blusse ye bura lgaor usn knbn kr diabt r ye lgk usn mjhsecnfirm nhi kra bs bt hi krna bnd kr dya un dino mein khub roya bs socha ki av kuch nh pyrvyr sb bkrhkch nh rkin sb m bs cariern bnao or aish kro men sb bhulane ki koshish ki or kuch had tk bura lgta raha bht yd ati ti uski fr mein us skul se chla gya tha chuki mein pdhne m avrge tha jiske karan mjhe apne school m maths sub. Nhi mil tha toh mene dusre skul m try kiya jb mein apna purana skul chhod rha tha tb mere purane skul m ek ldki addmission k liye ayi thi bt na mein usse janta tha na hi kvi mila tha usne commrce liya tha or mein toh kisi or skul m maths sub liya tha pr mere purane skul dost the jinse mein milne jaya krta tha or ek din ek ldki mjhe balcony m khdi dkhi or meri kuch frend jo meri purani frend thi clasmate thi wo lod ussi ldki k ghr p aye hue the or mein uss ldki k ghr k samne se nikal rha tha apne bst frnd k sath or mene pucha are ye toh apne clas ki ldkiyan hna or ye balcony m khdi h ye kn h jo mera dost tha wo ussi ldki ka cls mate tha cmmrce liya tha ussne v toh ussne btaya ye ldki toh meri hi sectn m h mere sath pdhti h ku tu ku puchh rha h usne mjhse pucha toh mene kaha yRr mein toh isse dkhta hi rh gya yrr kya naam h usne bola sweety sharma mene kah wah yrr namm toh bda hi pyara h mene kaha year mjhe love at 1st syt ho gya h bs usse phli nzr m pyr ho gya tha mjhe av ap log pyr smjhe ya attrctn bt mein kuch aalg hi lovejaisa feel kr rha tha toh dost ne kahn ki bt kru kya usse teri hn mjhe darr lga kuki wese hi meri ldkiyo se bt krne m fatti thi toh mene aisa kaha ki mein toh usse janta tk nhi yrr ye wo ussne kaha thk h bt mein kr skta hu mene mana krdya fr jo ldkiyan us ldki k ghr ayi thi unme se ek ldki ka cl aya ki ku aman teri ek ldki h hamri friend usse bt chlaun kya mjhe kuch smjh nhi aya mene kaha kya bl rhi h ye wo toh usna kaha ki chal kuch nhi bt mjhe lg rha tha ki ho na ho wo hi ldki ki bt kr rhi h ye tohmene usse cl lagaya or bola hi ki knsi ldki h toh usne kaha hmarai ffriend h sweety sharma wo single h toh tu usse bt krle mene kaha ki wo hi ldki hna jaha tm log gye the usse milne usne kaha hn mene kaha thnqu bhagwn tune bs uss ldki k bre pta chl waya or wo meri friend ne sweety ka no. De diya toh mene msg kiya hi I m aman u r sweety toh rep aya kuki meri frend ne bta dya tha ki aman tjhse bt krna chahta h bt krlna ye wo toh uska rep aya hn mein sweety hu or mene kuch socha na smjhe bs I love u bl dya usse toh usse bura lga ho toh ussne kaha ki avi mein tmhe janti tk nhi hu or tmne I lvu bl dya avi toh frndshp v nhi hui or usse bura lga toh usne meri frend se kaha ki mjhe nhi krni aman se bt ye wo usne dirct I lv u bl dya toh fr meri frend ka cl aya ki abe usse phle bt toh krle fr I lv u blna phle frnshp toh krle mene kaha ki meri toh yhi feelings h mene bl dya bt usne smjhe ki yrr aisa nhi wo tjhe janti tk nhi av avi aise kese hn kr degi mene kaha yhk h mene sory msg kiya uska do dn tk rep nhi ay fr aya its ok koi bt nhi fr hamari bten strt hone lgi dhire dhire usse v mjhse bt krna accha lgne lga bt usne bola tha apni frends se ki mein usse agr hn krungi toh bs chlaungi usse pyr vyr nhi krungi bs ye tha bt hamari dosti ho gyi thi hm bht bten kiya krte usne bht si prsnl bt btyi uske ghr walo ki frnd circle sb kuch hm dono bht si bte shre krte the bs mein hmesha puchta tha usse ki apni reltnshp kaha tk pohchi bt wo blti ki dosti to ho gyi h age ka kuch nhi pta mene kah thk ha hm rat rat bhr msg m bt kiya krte the usse v mjhse bte krna accha lgne lga tha or bte krte krte kb subha hojati thoi kuch pta hi nhi tha or din nikle ja rhe the or idhar mere dost kehte ki tu usse pata hi nhi paega ye wo mjhe apne upr cnfdnce tha mene bhagwan se bola ki bs isse mere nam krse bs or kuch nhi chahye fr 19 january 2012 ko uska subha 9 bje k bd cl aya ki kya kr rha h mene kaha kuch nhi nahane jara hu nahaya nhi h 2 3 dno se toh usne kaha wah same pinch mene v nhi nahay 3 dno se fr mene bola ki yrr men papa ko station chhodne jara hu thodi dr se cl lgata hu toh usne kaha thk h or mein nahane chala gya papa ko chhodke mein lot raha tha toh mjhe ekdm se yd aya or mene sweety ko cl lgaya usne bola hn bol mene bola ki subha tera cl aya tha kya bl rhi thi bl av toh usne kaha kuch bhi or hans rhi thi toh mene kaha ki kya hua bta na. Usne mana kiya mene kaha fr yrr bht dn ho gye bta na apni rltnshp kahan tk pohchi toh usne kaha pohnch gyi jaha tk usse pohchna tha toh mene kaha kya mtlb smjh nhi toh usne kaha pagl I luv u 2 I luv u 2 I luv u 2 mjhe yakeen nhi hua yrr smjh nhi ara tha ye kya ho rha h h kya mtlb usne hn krdi meri feelings akhir usse cmpltly smjh agyi usse. Yrr fr mjhe believe hua ki yrr ye v mjhse pyr krti h bs fr mein apne dosto k pas gya jinhone kaha tha ki ye ldki tjhse nhi patne wali sb ko mene ikaththa kiya sb agye the or mene fr sweety ko cl lgya or mene kaha ki kya bl rhi thi tm bolo toh mene use propose kiya dosto k samne toh uska rep aya ki hn I luv u 2 I luv u 2 I luv u 2 toh sb dost heran ki wah yrr ye wo mein bht khush tha sb mere dost v bht khush the or mein sweety se bht pyr krta hu or hmsha krta rhunga or aj pure 2 sal hone ja rhe hn meri love reltnshp ko mein bht khush u I lv u sweety …..! Meri sweety ne mera past pura bhuladiya h aj mein bs ussu k bre mein schta hu or hn sweety agr mene tmhe hurt kra ho kvi toh m rly very sory n I luv u so muchh 




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1)Have you loved someone? Have you get trashed? I have loved and get trashed. I don't know why girls exits in this world. but i have told her that she is the whole world... 

2)For every mistake there is a punishment.. If there are sorrows written in fate, some reason forms.. Now all the sorrows are wound up in tears, Now all the tears have clung to the eyelids.. 

3)When love hurts me, I continue to live Wiping my tears doesn't ease the pain Love, is my love that bad? Love brings happiness, but here I am crying Why me, why am hurting so much? I'd give everything away, if this love was permitted Precious things always seem to leave So I've kept my feelings hidden ... 

4)Our relationship, how I also do not like a moment away Every day, I live for you My all time is for you .. Should not be a moment without you Your name is on every breath .. 

5)Because you alone are, Now you only are, life. You're my life. My peace, and my pain, you alone are my love. 

6)From the moment I saw you, when you entered my heart You weren’t the one You’re different, don’t look into my eyes My feelings are confused, they cannot grow Oh oh you were deeply raised from hate You laid your roots in the hole you made in my heart I love you, please love me 

7)When love hurts me, I continue to live Wiping my tears doesn't ease the pain Love, is my love that bad? Love brings happiness, but here I am crying Why me, why am hurting so much? I'd give everything away, if this love was permitted Precious things always seem to leave So I've kept my feelings hidden 

8)These two joined by holding hands Distance between them was gone Its not steady Its not proper but its happy 

9)Here we go once again Guess who's back, let's go This one is all about you I really hate you but I love you 

10)Becoming crazy, my heart tells you time after time Even for a moment, darling, don't go far from me If you have fallen in love then obey it * 

11)Mujhae Paana Itna Mushkil To Nahi.. Teen Lafzon K Liye Kuch Mehnat To Kijiye.. 

12)Suno aye dost Mohabbat tum ne karni hai? Tou phir be aas ho jana Dil ko sakht kar lena Mathe pe shikan na ho Honton pe hasi na ho Chehray pe sukoon na ho Haan muhabbat aisa karti hai Bohot be-dard hoti hai Dil ko dard deti hai Chehray ko zard karti hai Aankhoon ko sard karti hai Bahut hi dard deti hai Muhabbat tum ne karni hai? Tou phir be ass ho jana. . . 

13)Kese Karo Main Eid ! Bhala Kyon Karo Shinghar Woh To Kab Ka Rooth Gaya, Jo Tha Meri Eid Ka Chand. 

14)Suna Hai Aapki Muskurahat Pe Har Kio Marta Hai. . . . Zara Time Nikaal Kar Aana To. . . . Ek Chooha Maarna Hai... 

15)Santa gets a message "Kya aap Anna Hazare ke saath hai?" . . . Santa Replies "Nahi mai ghar pe hu. Kuch kam tha kya" 

16)Samne Manzil Thi Aur, ""Peeche Uska Wajood"" Kya Karte Hum Bhi Yaaroon? """Rukte Tho Safar Reh Jaata""" Chalte Tho Hum-Safar Reh Jaata 

17)Woh kitne itmenaan se thukra gaya mujhe, aansu bana ke aankh se tapka gaya mujhe, kaisi rehbari thi yeh kaisa faraib thaa, manzil dekha ke raah se bhatka gaya mujhe, khamosh nigaho se kahani suna kar, lafzo ke hair phair main atka gaya mujhe, mujh ko bhi bachpane ka ek mazaq samjh kar, choti si ek hansi main uda gaya mujhe, do din main us k dil se møhøbbat utar gayi Badnaam, aur do hi din mein yaad se mita gaya mujhey 

8)Hasati thi mujh ko toh phir rula bhi deti thi, kar ke vo mujhse aksar vaade bhula bhi deti thi, bewafa thi boht magar achi lagti thi dil ko, kabhi kabhi baatein mohabat ki suna bhi deti thi, thaam leti thi haath mera, kabhi yunhi khud, kabhi haath apna mere haath se chura bhi leti thi, kabhi bewaqt chali aati thi milne ko, kabhi keemti pal mohabat ke ganwa bhi deti thi, ajab dhoop chaon sa mizaj thy usske mere dosto,,, mohabbat bhi karti thi nazaron se gira bhi deti 

19)Itni Himat Nahi mujhme Ke Kisi Ko Haal-E-Dil Suna Sakien.... Bus Jis Ke Liye Udaas Hain Woh Mehsos Kar Le To Kya Baat Hai~...... 

20)Agar wo jaan le mere zakhm ke dard ki gehrai.. Toh wo kabhi na soye mujhe sulane se pehle....!! 

21)Har waqt rulata hai woh ek shaks humein.... jisey hum sapney mai b roney nai dete hai... 

22)Kitna bebas hai insaan apni kismat ke aage . kitna benoor hai sapna haqeeqat ke aage . koi ruki hui dhadkan se pooche . kitna tadapta hai dil mohhabbat ke aage

23)Mujhe Pata Nahi. Ki Mohabbat Kise Kehte Hain. Dosto Ye Shayed Wo Cheez Hai. Jo Hum Unse Or Wo Kisi Aur Se Karte Hain..! 

24)Kash Tum Samjh Pate... Kitna Chaha Hai Tumko, Kis Qadar Mohabbat Hai, Kis Qadar Zarurat Hai, Kash Tum Samjh Pate... Jaan Ye Tumhari Hai, Har Khushi Tumhari Hai, Dil'lagi Tum Hi se Hai, Zindgi Tum Hi Se Hai, Kash Tum Samjh Pate... Rooh Ki Zarurat Ho, Dil Ki Ibadat Ho, Meri Tum Mohabbat Ho, Kash Tum Samjh Pate... Sirf Tum Mohabbat Ho, Sirf Tum Ko Chaha Hai, Sirf Tum Hi Chahat Ho, Kash Tum Samjh Pate...! 

25)Sath Roti Thi Mere Sath Hansa Karti Thi, Wo Ek Larki Jo Mere Dil Main Basa Karti Thi, Meri Chahat Ki Talabgaar Thi Wo is Darja, Ke Wo Musallay Pe Namazun Main Dua Karti thi, Ik Lamhay Ka Bicharna Bhi Gawara Na Tha Usy, Roty Roty Wo Mujhy Yehi Kaha Karti Thi, Rog Dil Ko Jo Laga Bethi Thi Anjaany Main, Meri Aaghosh Main Marny Ki Dua Karti Thi, Baat Kismat Ki Thi Dour Hogaye Hum, Warna Wo To Mujhy Zindagi Kaha Karti Thi.....! 

26)Meri Chahat Ko Chahe Musibat Kehna… Apni Nazar Ko Mere Liye Nafrat Kehna… Par Akele Me Jab Ansoo Bhari Aankhe… Meri Yaad Dilaye To Jaan Use Meri Mohabbat Kehna. 

27)Bharosha ek chhota sa lafz hai. Jiske mayne samjho to bahut hai. Par mushkil ye hai ki logo ko "Bharoshe par shak hai aur apne shak par Bharosha hota hai.. 

28)Khud ko akele ka tana na dia karo, Yadoon ka gila shikwa bhi na kia karo, Kya btaien tumko kitna karte hai yaad, Hisab lagana ho toa apni sansien gin lia karo. 

29)Waqt Guzre Ga T0 Phir Dil Se Mita Degi tu mujhe.. Faasle barhte Gaye T0 Phir bhula Degi tu mujhe.. Samne h0ngin Magar Tu Nahi phechanegi mujhe.. PYar K Jurm Ki Tu aesi Saza Degi mujhe.. Be-Rehmi T0 DuniYa Karti Hai ye mujhe mal0om tha.. Kia Pata Tha Tu bhi Ghair0n sa Dagha degi mujhe.. Dukh T0 Ye Hai Khawab Mai bhi mene Socha na tha.. Dil Ki Iss Diwangi Ka Ye Sila Degi tu mujhe,,,,,! 

30)Woh kitne itmenaan se thukra gaya mujhe, aansu bana ke aankh se tapka gaya mujhe, kaisi rehbari thi yeh kaisa faraib thaa, manzil dekha ke raah se bhatka gaya mujhe, khamosh nigaho se kahani suna kar, lafzo ke hair phair main atka gaya mujhe, mujh ko bhi bachpane ka ek mazaq samjh kar, choti si ek hansi main uda gaya mujhe, do din main us k dil se møhøbbat utar gayi Badnaam, aur do hi din mein yaad se mita gaya mujhey,,,,!!! 

31)Hasati thi mujh ko toh phir rula bhi deti thi, kar ke vo mujhse aksar vaade bhula bhi deti thi, bewafa thi boht magar achi lagti thi dil ko, kabhi kabhi baatein mohabat ki suna bhi deti thi, thaam leti thi haath mera, kabhi yunhi khud, kabhi haath apna mere haath se chura bhi leti thi, kabhi bewaqt chali aati thi milne ko, kabhi keemti pal mohabat ke ganwa bhi deti thi, ajab dhoop chaon sa mizaj thy usske mere dosto,,, mohabbat bhi karti thi nazaron se gira bhi deti 

32)Sishe mein dikhti aapki parchai, kehti hai humse ki aap ho sharmai, yeh kaisi hai rusvayi, Mann karta hai thaam lu aapki kalai, kyunki ab to sahi jaye na ye judaai.

33)Yeh Sishe Yeh Sapne Yeh Rishte Yeh Dhaage, Kise Kiya Khabar Hai Kahan Toot Jaye, Mohabbat Ke Dariya Mein Tinke Wafa Ke, Na Jaane Yeh Kis Mod Par Doob Jaye 34)Sochta Hoon Tere Hussan Ek Ghazal Likhoon / Lkhane Baitha To Socha Kya Kya Likhoon// Lafz Kum Ho Gaye Hussan-e-Adda Byan Karte / Ek-Ek Ada Ghazal Hai Ab Kya Kya Likhoon 

35)Teri Baatein Hi Sunaane Aaye Dost Bhi Dil Hi Dukhane Aaye Phool khilte Hain To Ham Sochte Hain Tere Aane Ke Zamaane Aaye Aisi Kuch Chup Si Lagi Hai Jaise Ham Tujhe Haal Sunaane Aaye Ishq Tanha Hai Sar-e-Manzil-e-Gham Kaun Ye Bojh Uthane Aaye ? Ajnabi Dost Hamein Dekh K Ham Kuch Tujhe Yaad Dilaane Aaye Dil Dhadakta Hai Safar K Hangam Kaash Phir Koi 

Bulaane Aaye Ab To Rone Se Bhi Dil Dukhta Hai Shaayad Ab Hosh Thikaane Aaye Kyaa Kahein Phir Koi Basti Ujdii Log Kyun Jashn Manaane Aaye ? So Raho Maut Ke Pehluu Mein ‘Faraz’ Neend Kis Vaqt Na Jaane Aaye 1) MY LUV 4 U IS 4EVER LASTING AND 4EVER INCREASING BCOZ U 4EVER SHOW ME UR TRUE LUV 
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2)LOVE IS A TEST WHICH STUPID PEOPLE FAIL AND THEN RE-TAKE THE TEST 

3)Wo Rut Bhi Aai Ke Mai Phool Ki Sahaili Huii Mehek Mai Champa Kali, Roop Mai Chambeli Huii Wo Sard Raat Ki Barkha Se Kiyu Na Pyaar Karun ? Yeh Rut To Hai Mere Bachpan Ke Saath Kheli Huii Zameen Pe Paaon Nahi Par Rahe Takabbur Se Nigar-E-Gham Koi Dulhan Nai Nawaili Huii Wo Chaand Ban Ke Mere Saath Saath Chalta Raha Mai Us Ke Hijr Ki Raaton Mai Kab Akaili Huii ? Jo Harf-E-Saada Ki Surat Hamesha Likhi Gai Wo Larki Tere Liye Kis Tarah Paheli Huii ? 



4)Apni haatir jage ho, soye ho, Apni haatir hanse ho, soye ho, Kis liye, Aaj khoye khoye ho, Tum ne aansuu bohat piye apne, Tum bohat saal reh liye apne, Ab mere, Sirf mere ho ke raho, Tum azal se dikhon ke dairey ho, Chahey khud ko ghamon mein ghairey ho, Jab se paida huye ho mere ho, Aaj kholain ge lab siye apne, Tum bohat saal reh liye apne, Ab mere sirf mere ho ke raho, 

5)Ab mujhe apne dard sehne do, Dil ki har baat dil se kehne do, Meri banhon mein khud ko behne do, Mudatt’ton zakham khud siye apne, Tum bohat saal reh liye apne, Ab mere, Sirf mere ho ke raho, Hussan hi hussan ho, Zahanat ho, Aashiq hon mein, Tum to mohabbat ho, Tum meri , Bas meri amanat ho, Ji liye, Jis qadar jiye apne, Tum bohat saal reh liye apne, Ab mere, Sirf mere ho ke raho, Rehte ho ranj-o-gham ke ghairon mein, Dukh ke, asaib ke baseron mein, Kese choroon tumhain andheron mein, Tum ko de doon ga sab diye apne, Tum bohat saal reh liye apne, Ab mere, Sirf mere ho ke raho.. 6)Hum Khushbu Kay Sodagar Hain Hum Soda Sacha Kartay Hain Jo Ghahak Pholoon Jaisa Ho Hum Bin Damoon Bik Jatay Hain Hum Shehray Wafa Kay Logoon Ka Tum Bhala Hal Kya Janoo Hum Dil Ki Baat Chupatay Hain Aur Ansoo Tak Pee Jatay Hain. 

7)Kuch Umer Ki PehLi ManziL Thi Kuch Rastay Thay Anjaan Bohat Kuch Hum Bhi PagaL Thay Lekin Kuch Wo Bhi Thay Naadan Bohat Kuch Us ne Bhi Na Samjhaya Ye Payar Nahi Aasaan Bohat Aakhir Hum ne Bhi KhaiL Liya Jis KhaiL Mein Thy Nuqsaan Bohat Jab bikhar gaye tab ye jaana Aaty hainn yahan toofan Bohat Ab koi nahi jo apna ho milny ko to hain insaan Bohat kash wo wapas aa jaye Ye dil hy ab sunsaan Bohat.. 

8)Kabhi is majlis e aqwaam par aayega woh din bhi! Kahegaa Ibn e Aadam uth ke "Sun lo! Main bass insaan hoon! Mera koi naheen mazhab mera bass deen hai sulh e kul! Na Eisaai hoon main naa hoon Yahudi nae Musalmaan hoon! Merey jeeney ka maqsad hai faqat behbood e insaani! Main is duniya mein nafrat ka naheen raahat ka saamaan hoon! Mere haathon se hogi bass hifaazat haq e insaan ki! Suno ahl e mazaahib! Main naqeeb e bazm e insaan hoon!" 

9)Tera Zikar Bhi Karna Chor Diya Ab Hum Ne Rona Chor Diya Jub Rona Nahin To Hasna Kiya Ab Hasna Hasana Chor Diya Har Shakhs Ne Hum Ko Zakham Diye Ab Dil Ko Lagaana Chor Diya Tum Rootha Karte Thay Hum Se Ab Hum Ne Manaana Chor Diya Teri Yaad Bohot Aati Thi Humain Tujhe Yaad Bhi Karna Chor Diya 

10)Aisa nahi k humko mohabat nahi mili,- Haan jesay chahtey thay wo qurbat nahi mili, Milnay ko zindagi mai kayi humsafar milay, Lekin tabiyatton say tabiyatt nahi mili, Chehron kay har hajoom mein hum dhondtay rahey, Surat nahi mili tu kahin seerat nahi mili, Wo yak-ba-yak mila to bohat dair tak hamien, Alfaaz dhoöndnay ki bhi mohlat nahi mili, Har shakhs zindgi mai bohat dair se mila, koi bhi cheez hasb-e-zaroorat nahi mili. 

11)Death be not proud, though some have called thee Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so; For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow Die not, poor death, nor yet canst thou kill me. From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be, Much pleasure, then from thee much more must flow, And soonest our best men with thee do go, Rest of their bones, and souls' delivery. Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men, And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell, And poppy, or charms can make us sleep as well, And better than thy stroke; why swell'st thou then? One short sleep past, we wake eternally, And death shall be no more; death, thou shalt die. 

12) We pray for one last landing On the globe that gave us birth; Let us rest our eyes on fleecy skies And the cool green hills of Earth

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1)Boy: kiya tum meri life me chand bana pasand karogi? . . . Girl: yes. . . . . Boy: To jitna chand do0r hai utni do0r dafa ho jao.... 

2)Katrina ki coffee me ek machchar gira, usne wo pee li. . . . . . . . . . Tabhi Machchar ka baap katrina k kaan k pass aake kuch kaha : . . . . . . aur katrina behosh ho gayi... . . . . . Usne kaha tha : Tumhare pet me mera bacha hai.... 

3)Solid Beijjati: . . Ek Doctor ne naya clinic khola. . . Thodi daer bad ek Aadmi aaya. . Doctor ne apne aap ko busy show karne k liye, telephone ka receiver uthaya aur appointment denay k andaz me bolne laga. . Fir phone rakne k baad... . Doctor Aadmi se: Haan bataiye kya hua? . . . Aadmi: Bsnl se aaya hun, telephone thik karne k liye..... 

4)Smoking effects LIPS . . Drinking effects LIVER . . Love effcts HEART . . |But| . . The most danger 1 is STUDY . . It effcts the BRAIN Direct komma . 

5)Ek raat 2 baje bahot tez baarish ho rahi thi.. . . Ghar ki ghanti baji to aadmi ne gehri neend se uth kar darwaazakhola.. . . . Darwaaze par bheege huye Pappu ji khade the.. Pappu ji ne aadmi se request ki:" plz dhakka laga doge kya.. ?? . . Aadmi neend me tha isiliye mana kar ke andar aa gaya... Lekin phir usse guilty feel hua.. Usne socha baarish mein koi meri help na karta to.. ?? Woh utha, darwaaza khola aur uss ne awaaz lagaai:" Kya tumhe ab bhi dhakka chahiye Pappu.. ?? . . . Awaaz aayi:" HAAN" . . Man:" Theek hai , lekin tum ho kahaan.. ?? . - - - - - - - - - Pappu bola: "YAHAN GARDEN MEIN JHULE PAR..? 

6)Ek choti bachhi apne Papa k sath ja rahi thi.. Ek pul par paani bahut tezi se beh raha tha... PAPA:-Beta daro mat, mera haath pakad lo. BACHI:-Nahi papa,aap mera haath pakad lo. Papa(muskura kar):- Dono me kya antar hai beta..? Bachhi:-Agar mai aapka haath pakdu aur achanak kuch ho jaye,to shayad mai aapka haath chhod du...LEKIN agar aap mera haath pakdenge,to mai jaanti hu ki chahe kuch bhi ho jaye,AAP MERA HAATH KABHI NAHI CHHODENGE..!!! GREAT LOVE...! Always remember our 1st love is our parents 

7)Phoolwala: "Sahab apni gf ke liye phool le lo.. . Boy: "Meri gf nahi hai.. . Phoolwala: "To mangetar ke liye le lo... Boy: "Meri mangetar nahi hai.. . Phoolwala: "To biwi ke liye hi le lo.. . Boy: "Meri biwi bhi nahi hai... . . . . . Phoolwala: "Aye duniya ke khush kismat insaan meri taraf se ye phool free me le le.." 

8)Ek moti aurat ne chor pakda aur uss par beth gayi.. . . phir naukar se boli ja police ko bula la . . . . . Naukar:" Meri chappal kho gayi hai... . . . . . . . . . chor chillaya:" Saale meri pehen le par jladi ja.. 

9)On a call.. Girl:" Kaun ho tum.. ?? . Boy:" Hasrat Teri.. . Girl:" Dekhte ho kya.. ?? . Boy:" Surat teri.. . Girl:" Karte ho kya.. ?? . Boy:" Pooja teri.. . Girl:" kafir ho kya.. ?? . Boy:" Soch hai teri.. . Girl:" Chahte ho kya.. ?? . Boy:" Mohobbat teri.. . Girl:" Pachtaoge.. . Boy:" Kismat meri.. . Girl:" Rakhi Sawant hoon me.. . . . . . Boy:" Ohh teri.. Sorry aunty wrong number.. 

10)Santa Poori Zindagi . . Sochta Raha . . . Sochta raha . . . Sochta raha . . Sochty sochty mar gya . . . Meri Behan K 3 bhai hain tu Mery 2 Q. 

11)Girlfriend to 3-4 honi chahiye . . . . . . . . . . . Ek to Daayan bhi thi 

12)=== GAME TIME==== Game Bahot Simple Hai Sabko Apna Name Iss tarah Likhna Hai:" A N E E S A Note:" ek Comment Me Sirf ek Alphabet. Agar Kisi Ne Aapke Name Ke Bich Me Apne Name Ka Alphabet Dala toh PuraName Phir Se Likhna Hoga... SO Lets Start.. GAME STRT NOW FIRST 3 Winners Ke Name Next Post Par Publish Honge Along With Profile Picture RULE==> MUST LIKE D POST ek Comment Me Sirf ek Alphabet Letz See Who Will Be The Winner. 

13)Gf:" Jaanu ab tum change ho gaye ho.. . . . BF:" Wo kyun.. ?? . . GF:" Ab main tumhe KISS karti hu to tum Eyes Close Nahi Karte.. . . . BF:" Saali Haramkhor, Pichli Baar Close ki thi to Mere Wallet se 100 Rs. Gayab The.. 

14)Pappu pinki ko pasand karta hai aur pinki pappu k bhai ko, .. lekin pappu k bhai ko pinki ki behan achi lagti hai .. aur pinki ki behan pappu ko pasand karti hai. .. Hala ki pappu pehle hi pinki ko chahta ha. .. Ab jab k pinki ko pappu acha nahin lagta aur pappu ka bhai pinki k liya razi nai hai aur pappu pinki ki behan se pyar nahin karta jab k pinki ki behan ko pappu ka bhai acha nahin lagta. . . . . . To ye unka personal problem hua, aapkyu apna dimag kharab karte ho . 

15)Ladka to ladkii:- Agar tum batao ki iss bag ke andar kya hai, Toh sare ande (eggs ) tumare, . . . agar tum batao kitne eggs toh 8 ke 8 tumare . . . . aur agar tum bata do ke ande kis ke hai toh woh murgi bhi tumari. . . . . . . . Ladki: yaar...., koi hint toh do na plz ? 


16)Facebook me apna muqam kuch is tarah se banao ki... agar Mar bhi jao to log ye bole... "Banda asal zindagi me to kabhi milta nahi tha, par facebook par REGULAR update kartha tha. 

17)Ladki pic upload karke likhti hai : hii friendzz kesi lag rahi hoon..? . . . . . . . . . . Boy : tere baap ne 15-20 hazar ka mob. Leke diya hai to ghar me 500rs ka sheesha bhi lagaya hoga.... Uss Mein dekh le,,...!!!....humse kya poochti hai 'bhootni' kahi ki....;D ;D 

18)Wo Kehti Hai: . Phone Na Kiya Kro "DEAR" . Mama Hoti Hai "NEAR" . Papa Se Lgta Hai "FEAR" . Bat Nhi Hoti "CLEAR" . Dewaro Ke Bhi Hote Hy "EAR" . Is Liye FB use Karo . "DEAR".. :p :O :/ 

19)Jab sa reply ka option comment ma aya ha larkio na comment karna he chor dia. ^_^ U knw why???? . . larki 1 comment karti ha or 10 larka reply karta hain. 1 really? 2 nae yaar 3 qasam sa 4 hello 5 beautiful name 6 kia haal ha 7 kaha rehti ho 8 hi 9 hmm 10 agree wid u :D :D :O ladki set kre ka naya tareeka :D 

20)Facebook pe kisi ladki se chat karne se accha... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Kisi Kutte ko patthar maaro... Atleast dhang se reply to karta hai..! 

21)1 behra scooter khich ke le jaa raha tha . . 2nd behra - kyua hua Petrol khatam ho gaya kya? . ... . . 1st behra - nahi yaar Petrol khatam ho gaya. . . 2nd- acha muje laga Petrol khatam ho gaya :D 

22)Pyar kabi na krna pardesi se . . . . Rote Rote naina thak jayenge . . . . Pyar krna ho to karo hamesa padosi se . . . . . . . Roj Balcony se darshan ho jayenge ;) 

23)Once Rajnikanth teachs a kid..... How to open the door without Ringing the bell . . . . . Now that kid is know as CID inspector Daya....!!! 

24)A boy to Police inspector! Sir mera dost kuch din sy laa pata hai . . . Inspector : aakhri baar kahan dekha tha? . . . Boy : whatsapp pe 3 din pehle ka last seen hai.. 

25)When I got enough confidence the stage was gone.. When I was sure of losing I won.. When I needed people the most they left me.. When I learnt to dry my tears I found a shoulder to cry on.. When I mastered the skill of hating Someone started loving me from the core of ones heart 

26)When I got enough confidence the stage was gone.. When I was sure of losing I won.. When I needed people the most they left me.. When I learnt to dry my tears I found a shoulder to cry on.. When I mastered the skill of hating Someone started loving me from the core of ones heart Thats LIFE! No matter what you plan you never know what life has planned for you.. 

27)Rone Ki Saza Hy Na Rulane Ki Saza Hai........ Ye Dard Mohabat Ko Nibhane Ki Saza Hai..... Haste Hai To Aankh Se Nikal Aate Hai Aansu....... Ye Ek Shaksh Ko Be-Inteha Chahne Ki Saza Hai... 

28)Santa Omlet Bana Raha Tha . Usne Jaise Hi Anda Toda To Anda Khali Nikla.. . . . . . Santa Hairan Hokar Bola- . . . . . . Saala Ghor Kalyug Hai . Ab Murgiya Bhi ABORTION Karwane Lagi Hai O.o 

29)Interviewer: Just imagine you are in 8th floor . . . . It caught fire How will you escape? . . . Pappu : Its very simple . I will stop my imagination..!!. 

30)Jalebi Ko English Mein SYRUP FILLED RING Aur Pakoray Ko English main FRITTERS Kehte Hein. Kuch seekh lo yar.har waqt pochtay rehte ho sabse (--) _//_ Main tou bachpan se hi intelligent hon;-) ( .)/ /) ( _/ /_ Ab batao beta k chocolate ko Hindi mein kia kehte hein? : 

31)1 Pagal Aaina Dekh Ke Sochne Laga . Isko Kahi Dekha Hai . . . . . . Thodi Der Sochne Ke Baad O Teri Ye To Wohi Hai . . . . . . . . . Jo Mere Saath Us din BAAL Katwa Raha Tha.. 

32)Boy Sends Friend Request To Girl On Facebook :- Girl :- Kaunn Ho Tum ? Boy :- Hasrat Tumhari. Girl :- Chahte Kya Ho ? Boy : Mohhabat Tumhari. Girl:- Pachtaoge Tum. Boy :- Kismat Hamari. Girl :- Married Hoon Main. Boy: To Status Single Se Hata Manhoos Naari. 

33)A Hurted Line By A Boy, Whose Friend Request Was Not Accepted By A Girl On Facebook. "Ek Request Hi Bheji Thi Koi Rishta Thodi Bheja Tha." Lucchhii.. 

34)Namaskar! Ye hamari “SURYA UDAY” SMS sewa hai… Isme hum soe hue “aalsi logon” ko jagate hain aur baad mein Good Morning keh ke khud so jate hai GOOD MORNING 

35)Girl meri jeans 2000 ki hai. Mera top 3000 ka hai. Mere jute 1500 ke hain. Boy bus kar….. Phle chain band kar pagli…. 20 rupye wali chaddi dikh rahi hai. 

36)India is nation and Dadar is station, wha wha India is nation and& dadar is station, Do not fall in love, First complete your Education..! 

37)Khud ko karo kanjoos itna, ki har sms bhejne se pahle, service center wale call kr ke khud puchhe.. Sir ji Ru sure? bhejna hai, ki sending fail kr du? 

38)Girl: Paros wali Aunty mujhe bohat tang karti theen.. Jab b kisi ki Shadi hoti wo mere gaal kheench k kehti “AB TUMHARI BARI HAI” Phir maine un ki ye aadat khatam karwa di. Friend: Kaise ? Girl: Jab koi Mar jata tou main un k Gaal kheench k kehti.. “AB AAP KI BARI HAI” 

39)The 1 who b4 goin out for a party, facial, bleach, waxing, hair cuting/straighting, threading, toning, scrubing, moisturhng, done & put on lipstick, lipgloss, lipliner, perfume, body toner, body lotion, eye liner, eye shadow, eye maskara, foundation, face powder, rings, bracelet, neckless, nail paint, party dress, Sandle, Purse and says: yaar jalde ki bajah se kuch kar nahe payi Define boy!! The one who b4 goin to party calls his frnd & ask : “bhai, tu naha k aayega kya?” Frnd reply: chal be tere bap ki baraat hai kya.. Boys alwayz rocks…   
40)Jailer: Faasi se pehle kisse miloge? Santa: Biwi Se Jailer: Maa-Baap se nahi Santa: Maa-Baap to agla jnm lete hi mil jyenge biwi ke liye sala phir 25 saal wait karna padega!! : 

41)Edison Had Rightly Said: A Fool Can Ask More Questions, Than A Wise Can Answer.. Now We Know.. . . . . . . . . Why All Of Us ..Are Speechless During The Exam Viva. 

42)Hardest job in the world: . . . . Police sketch artist in CHINA. 

43)Bataiye… sach baat itni chubhti kyu hai..?? . . . . . . . . . . . Kyunki Sach baat mai point hota hai. 

44)Har ek boy ki dil ki khwaaish hoti hai……?? . . . . . . . . . . . . . . khud kitne bade kaminey honge par larki shareef chahiye….. 

45)Ek Ladka aur ek Ladki ki shaadi hui.. Aap yakeen nahi karoge ke doosrey din hi Unka Bachaa hua khana kharab ho gaya.. Fridge me nahi rakha tha na 

46)If movies wear made by drinkers, it would be named- 1) Soda Akbar 2) Rab Ne Pila di Thodi 3) Rum de basanti 4) Hum tight ho chuke sanam 5) Beer Zaara 6) Bewde Zameen par. 

47)Ladkiya paraya dhan hai, to ladke kya? Nahi pata kya? . . . . . . . . Ek No. ke CHOR, jinki nazar hamesha paraye dhan par hi lagi hoti hai. 

48)Sacche Friend ki 3 Nishaniyan: 1) Kamine Kabhi call nahi karenge. 2) Zalim has~has k sms padhenge. 3) Chahe jitni beizzati karlo. Besharam SMS pura padhenge. 

49)Kahte hain.. Shaadi ki gaantth to aasman mein hi bandh jati hai.. Insan to sirf petikot salwar bra ki gaantthe kholne ke liye hi zamin par bheja jaata hai. 

50)Agar koi achha sa msg ho to use jaldi se . . . . . Paper par likh kar almari me band kar do Kahin galti se SEND na ho jaye KANJUS. 

51)Mobile ek MANDIR hai, Sim card uska DEVTA, Call karne wala PUJARI, Sms bhejne wala DANI, Padhane wala BHAKT Reply na karne wala mandir ka BHIKARI. 

52)Sur aap do, Geet hum banayege. Manjil aap chuno, Rasta hum dhikayege. Khush aap raho, khusiya hum manayege. Aur . . . . . . PAGAL aap bano, RANCHI hum le jayenge. 

53)Heart touching must read:) Ek din ek ladke ki girlfrnd ka BIRTHDAY tha. Boy was not in that city. So, he ordered 24 RED ROSE for his girlfriend. He called her up. Dear maine tumhare liye utne ROSE ain jitni saal ki tum ho gyi ho. While delivering florist thought: Ye aajka mera sabse achha customer hai. Chalo ise 10 ROSE FREE me de deta hu. So, he gave 34 instead of 24. aur aaj tak ladka nahi samajh paya ki uska BREAK-UP kyu hua..! 

54)If people drink alcohol it means they are alcoholic.. . . . So.. . . . I drink fanta it means i am fantastic..??? 

55)Santa court mein judge se: Aaj tak meri itni insult nahi hui, meri nai padson ne mujhe nahate hue dekh lia he! Judge: to tum kya chahte ho? Santa: Badla. 

56)EXAM Aur SEX ke baad ladkiyan kaisa mehsoos karti hai! 1. Kitna LAMBA tha, 2. Kash thoda TIME aur mil jata, 3. Pehle DARR lag raha tha, par kitna EASY gaya. 

57)1 Ladke ne ek ladki ko call ki Boy: I LOVE U Jaan. Girl: Sacchi Boy: Mucchi Girl: Ek 100 ka recharge karwa do plz Boy: Sorry Didi Rong No. 

58)Girl Demanded for Ice Cream Boy Purchased It Girl: Thank U Boy: Sirf Thank U Girl: U Want Kiss Na? Boy: Arrey Romance Ki Bhuki, Aadhi Icecream De. 

59)Delhi belly spirit aage badao yeah msg sabko sunao Mangta hun to deti nahi ho, Jawaab meri baat ka. Aur deti ho to khada ho jata hai, Rom-Rom jazbat ka. Muuh me lena tumhe pasand nahi, Ek bhi qatra sharab ka. Phir Kyu bolti ho ke dheere se daalo, Balon mein phool gulab ka? Woh Soti rahi mein karta raha, Intezaar uske jawab ka. Abhi uske haath mei rakha hi tha ke usne pakad liya, Guldasta Gulabon ka. Usne kaha pichhe se nahi aaGe se karo, Deedar Mere husn-e-shabbab ka. Usne kaha bada maza aata hai jab andar jata hai, Kano Mein Ek Ek lafz Tere pyar ka. 

60)Movies of school life Classes- Bardasht. Attendance- Hera pheri. Class room- No entry. Teacher- Janidushman. Exam- Evil dead. Examiner- Don. Frnd during paper- Hum aapke hai kaun? Viva- Encounter. Marking- Andha kanoon. Exam time- Qayamat. Cheating- Lage raho munna bhai. Question paper- Ek paheli. Answer paper- Kora kagaj. Result- Sadma. pass- Chamatkar. Fail- Devdas. Future- Na tum jano na hum. 

61)Jindagi behaal hai, Sur hai naa taal hai, Msgbox bhi kangal hai, kya aapki sms factory me hadtal hai, yaar kuch to bhejo ye meri, mobile ki zindagi ka sawaal hai… 

62)Log Kehte Hai Ki Pyar Ek Aisi Bimari Hai, Jiski Koi Dawa Nahi Hoti, Hum Kehte Hai Bewfai Ek Aisi Dawa Hai, Jisse Ye Bimari Dubara Nahi Hoti… 

63)Pyaar Ke Geet Gayenge Hum; Apni Ek Nayi Duniya Basaayenge Hum; Jo In Hawaaon Se Diya Bujh Gaya; Unhe Bech Kar Philips Ke Bulb Layenge Hum..! 

64)Teri yaad mein humne kalam uthaayi liya paper aur tasveer aapki banai socha tha ki usko dil se laga kar rakhenge magar vo to bacho ko draane ke kaam aayi… 

65)Badla Hai Mausam Aur Thand Ho Gayi Hai Aapko Yaad Kiye Bina Life Adhoori Ho Gyi Hai Kya Bhula Diya Humein Ya Mobile Mein SMS Pack Scheme Hi Band Ho Gyi Hai? 

66)Neend aati hai to khaab aata hai khaab mein ek ladki aati hai, ladki ke piche uska baap aata hai phir na neend aati hai na khaab aata hai.

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Hi friends main Bipin hu, Jaise taise maine BBS tak study kiya hai and kuch Computer hardware ka course bhi liya hai. Now come to the story. Baat April 2009 ki hai main ek naye computer training aur counseling office me job karta tha post tha Asst. System Administration ka. Office main kuch khash kam nahi hota tha. me ladkiyon se to bilkul bhi baat nai karta tha na karta hoon (kam k alawa agar bagar). Office main main akela ladka raha tha and or 4 staff ladki the. So main mostly full office time internet par hang out hota tha and dhire dhire yahoo messenger main chat karne laga tha and kuch ache chat friends v ban gaya tha. Baat June/july 2009 saam k 3/4 PM ki hai mere fren list main koi online nahi tha to as usual main chat room (Nepal 2) main gaya and woha ek ID par private chat kiya. Uss ID par ek ladki thi uski naam Shipra thi New Delhi se. Normally chat hogaya uss din and mere office 5PM par off tha then main nikal gaya. Main jhut nahi bolta and auro ki baat bhi such hi lagta hai. Kal bhi me online tha and around 3 PM par mujhe Shipra ki yaad aaya to main fir usi chat room main gaya and luckly wo bhi thi aur chat suru hogaya. Hum ne ek dusre ko add karliya. Tab se mostly each n everyday around 3 hours chat hone laga. Kuch din baad hum ne pic share ki. Uski pic bahot bht aachi thi main to bus dekhta hi rehegaya. Usne bus 1 hi pic send kit hi and maine 3 4 pics send kiya tha. Main usse har pal yad karne laga tha yaadon main khone laga tha. Uski pic maine apne mobile k background par rakha taki har par usse dekh saku.yaise hi time nikalta raha tha and ekdin maine usko apni cam on karne k liye kaha but uski laptop main webcam nahi tha to main usse live dekh nai paya. Jab wo choti thi uske mum dad car accident main death huwa tabse wo uske uncle, aunty, cousin brother and cousin sister ke sath rahti thi. That’s why uske pass koi paisa nai hota tha and uski koi demand nahi hota tha. Wo akeli hai ye baat jankar usspar mujhe aur jada like karne laga, main uska sath dena chahta tha. Sayed mujhe Shipra se pyar hone laga tha but humari relation to possible nahi tha. Karib 3 months baad ek din chat kar rahe the hum, Shipra ne kaha k wo bhi mujhe like karta hai and then she proposed me. Main ekdum se bht khus hogaya jo mere dil main tha wo hi baat usne mujhe kehedi. Par main yaha Kathmandu main around 1900 km door delhi se and socially humari kuch bhi nahi milta tha, humari family humari relation ko kabhi bhi kisi bhi halat main accept nahi karenge. Main ye sub baatain Shipra ko samjha raha tha. And most thing is life chalane k liye paisa chaiye jo mere pass to hai nahi and ma main talented hoon na to koi achi job hai. Shipra kehene lagi k agar pyar karte ho to hum kahi bhi kaise bhi rehe lenge bus usko mera sath ho to kaafi hai. Main kaise refuse karpata uski propose ko jab ki mere dil main pehele se hi pyar k phool khilchuka tha. Mujhe bhi kya chaiyetha jab wo bhi mujhse pyar karti hai to. Meri life main U turn aagaya tha. Humari baatai yese hi chalta raha chattin par, no phone calls, no live chat, nothing else. Time line aage badhta raha humari relation achi khasi chalraha tha. Main kuch apna hi kam karma ki soch raha tha and and finally maine apni local area me apna shop start kiya computer sales and maintenance ka. Yehi koi 4 lakhs nepali rupees invest kiya tha.Ekdin najane kis baat ko lekar hamari bich thodi si discus hogaya tha I forgot and wo ruth k chali gayi. Sayed humari chat, relationship sirf 8 9 months tak hi raha. Mere life k first relationship bus chat par 8 9 months. Main bht dukhi tha.. Main Shipra ko bht miss karta tha and bht offline msgs, mail kiya but kohi response nahi aaya to around 2 3 mahine baad maine gusse main shipra ki id apne yahoo ke id se delete kardiya but meri hotmail ke id par add tha jo id me kuch khas nahi chalata tha chat k liye. Yehi koi 2 3 months baad shipra online dikhi. I was so happy. Aur mehe hi kaha sayed shipra ko patta nahi tha ye id mera hai. Shipra ne normally response ki and maine uski naam puchha to wo boli it’s shipra here. Fir maine ye main hoon bata diya and humari baate suru hogay. Fir se pyar ke phul khilne laga. Maine usse pucha kiu gayeb hogaye the kiu koi reply nahi kit hi, to shipra ne kaha k uska ek accident huwa tha that’s why wo koi reply nahi kar pai. I missed her so much and she also. Maine uski pic send karne ke liye kaha to usne apni 3 4 pic, cousin sis ki ek pic and uski best friend Himani ki ek pic send kardi. I was shocked ye pic to pehele wali nai thi and puchne par wo bhulchuki thi pehele wali pic k bare main. Uske baad maine kuch nahi puch. Mujhe laga k suru suru main kuch aur pic send ki hogi. Ab wo online par thoda kum hi aata tha uski apni problem hogi sayed and ek baat wo apni cousin k laptop se ussi k id se online aaraha tha. Wo meri request k bawajud najane kiu dusri ID bana nahi rahi thi. Par mujhe koi problem nahi tha couse I belive her, I love her. Maine usse jada time online aaneko, online reheneko kaha but wo nahi aapati thi. Aur kahane lagi ki uski pass mobile to hai nahi so wo baj bhi time milega tabhi online aapayegi, agar mobile hota to jada online rahapati. Wo bhi most time mere sath bitana chahti thi. Ek din wo mujhe mobile lene k liuye paise send karne k liye repquest ki main na nahi kehe paya (mera nature kuch yesa hi hai). And paise send karne ki medium dhudne laga. Bank, IME, Money Transfer etc. main inquiry ki but yese kisi ko paise send nahi kar sakte. There are no provisions. Phir maine socha agar India se hi send karde to acha hoga. Mere ek friend Mangalore main study k liye gaya huwa tha. Maine mere friend ko yaha se deposite kardiya and mere friend ne shipro ki account me deposite kardena tha. But shipra ne kaha ke uske pass abhi tak koi legal if proof banaya nai hai so uski bank account nai thi. Then usne apne ek cousin brother jiska naam binod tha, uske bank account no. diya jisme paise deposit karma tha and uska cousin brother nikal ke usse dedeta tha. Maine usse mobile k liye 15000 ic send kardiya. Phir sim lene k liye uski best friend Himani ne help kardegi kaha. Main baar baar mobile sim ki bare puchta tha to shipra thida gussa hojata tha mujhpar. Jab paise send karna tha tab wo mostly bht bar online hota tha. Main mobile se online rahakar har action ka report kiya karta rahta tha mere yaha kya kya ho raha hai sub baat ka. But paise send hone ke baad pata nahi wo kahi goom sa hojata tha ek do din. Phir online aati thi. Main puchta to wo khti thi k time nai mila ya phir uski problem dikhati thi. Main uski har baat ko believe karta tha. 1 month birchuke the mobile to leli thi (Samsung wave 2) par abhi bhi sim nahi leparhi thi. Khti thi sim lene k liye bht strict hai but I don’t think so. Ek din usne kaha k uske best fren Himani ne sim lekar dedi. Main bht khus huwa. Shipra ne kaha k activate honemain 3 4 days lagega. Shipra mere pass aana chahti thi and main bhi chahta tha. So uski legal ID banawane k liye and uski bank account banwane k liye khkar bhi 10 thousand IC bhi send kiya tha. Usne kaha tha ke uske shadi ke liye 10 lakhs rupees koi provision kiya huwa hai and usse nikalne k liye usski shadi hona jaruri tha to wo apni id proof banwana chahti thi. Main shipra ko mujhe call karne k liye kiya tha tabhi achaak 2 3 days wo out of contact hogayi and online aane k baad kahi k uske ghar main najane kiu uski room ki talashi li and mobile or wo 10 cash uske uncle aunty ko milgaye. And usse inquiry karke bht mara aur mobile, paise chinliye and shipra ka haat facture kardiya that’s why wo kuch din online nahi aa payi thi. Shipra ko mar padi ye sunkar mera dil bohot rone laga aur aakhose pani tapakne laga par me kya karsakta tha. Abto uski call aane ki umeed khtm hogaya. Phir usse online aane main problem hogaya to hum mails k through contact main rahane lage. Kabhi kabhi online bhi aati thi wo. Main humesha uski aaneki mail ka wait karta rahta tha. Yaise hi time nikalta raha and ek din usne mujhe usse lene delhi aane k liye kaha par main uska exact address nahi janta tha. Main jab bhi puchta to wo baton ko ghumadeti thi and jujhe batati nahi thi. Pehele ekbar usne kaha tha ke wo lodhi colony se hai bus yitna hi malum tha mujhe. Shipra chahti thi (plan) ki main delhi jaaun and hum dono ek achi hotel main kuch din rahakar sub formalities puri karke uski jo shadi k 10 lakhs ka provision thaw o paise lekar hum kahi door jakar rahane ki. Maine kaha tha k paise k chakkar main hume nahi parna hai hume bus ek hona hai. Maine kabhi paise ko usse jada important nahi diya tha though I do not have any money. But usse to wo paise nikalna hi tha. Main usko sath dene k alawa kuch na kar sakta tha. Then ek achi hotel main room book karne k liye (usne kaha tha k sasti hotel main police ki red parsakta hai so safe nahi hoga) 40 thousand ic send karne k liye mujhe request kiya. Mere shop v naya naya tha loss main run horaha tha. Samajh nai aaraha tha kaise paise arrange karu. Then maine sales karke aaye huwe paise saman lane k jagah usse send kardiya. Shipra uski cousin vinod k sath kaise interact karta tha mujhe nai malum bus main Mangalore k fren ko send kardeta tha and mera fren vinod k account par deposit kardeta tha. Phir paise send hone k baad 2 3 days wo gayab sa hojata tha pata nahi kiu. Puchne par wohi kahti thi k moka nahi mila mail karne ka. Din bitte gaye but uski room book karne ki, id proof banana ki, koi kam nai hoparaha tha. Mere puchne par kahti thi subkuch yitna aashan nahi hota hai jo 5 6 din main hi kam khtm hojaye and wo kam main laga hai.yaise hi one and half 2 month bit gaye par planning ke hisabse kuch progress nahi ho paraha tha and phir se mobile and sim leneki bhi kosis kar rahi thi but no progress. Kuch din yehi koi 8 10 din wo out of contact rahi bina kuch inform kiye. Tab mere bharose par thoda dhakka laga. Phir wo online aaye and kaha k uski cousin brother ka bike accident hogaye that’s why wo contact nahi kar payi thi. And uski cousin brother ka halat bht vura hai, sar par bht geheri chot hai. Maine kuch nahi kaha. Wo ng rahi kum hi baatain hota tha yaise hi 2 months jitney bitgaye kuch khas baat nai ho paraha tha. Ek din maine usko pucha k sim leliya a nahi, to wo kehene lagi k tumhe sirf apni padi hai yaha mera family itni badhi problome horaha hai aur tumhe mobile sim ki padi hai. Phir main kuch nahi kahapayaa. Bus uski wait karta raha subkuch bhagwan k haaton chhodkar. Ek din usne kaha k uska cousin brother ka death hogaya and Uske operation k liye bht paise kharche hogaye around 80 lacks to ab unlogo ki economical status fir gaya hai. Phir main usse mobile sim k bare main kuch bhi baatain karma chhod diya. Time nikalta raha main vus uski wait karta raha ekdin shipra ne mujhse kaha uske sath bht badhi problem horaha hai. Kaha k uske cousin brother k treatement k liye usne uske best friend k jariye auro se 50 thousand paise lekar uske ghar me diya tha to ab wo log paise return mag raha hai and wo log bht bure ghatiya kisam ki log hai kuch v kar sakta hai. Main kuch samajh nahi paraha tha main kya karu. And shipra mujhse paise magne lage. Kaha k unlogo ko jaldi paise return nahi kiye to wo log ghar main aakar babal kardega and uski sath bhi bht bartamizi se pess aaye.ye sunkar mujhe bht bura laga. And maine paise send karne ki than li but mere psh to koi cash nahi tha so main kuch din bad send karduga kaha shipra ko. Shop se jitney bhi sales hota thaw o paise save kar raha tha. Wo mujhe jaldi paise send karne k liye bht pressure karne lagi thi. Wo kaharahi thi k wo log usse bht paresan karta hai baat yaha tak huwe ki mujhe kahane ko bhi bht bht bura lagraha hai. Shipra ne kaha k Agar unlogo ko paise nahi depaye to unlogo k sath do raat k liye aajao and sub problem solve hojayega. Ye sunkar mujhe bht bht gussa aaya and shipra ko yaad karke bht roya. Shipra ne kaha wo sirf meri hai ussi koi tauch bhi kare yisse pehele wo apni jaan dedegi. Maine usse bht samjhaya. Mujhe bhi ab bahat fast karna tha and maine paise arrange karke 60 thousand send kardiya. 50 thousand pay karne k liye and 10 thousand shipra mere yaha aane k liye. But usne kaha k unlogo ne 60 thousand hi maga 10 thousand as an interest. Ye problem bhi solve hogaya. Dil ko bht sukun mila. Shipra mere pass aana chah raha thaamd main bhi par wo juhhe delhi aanek liye permission nahi derahi thi pata nahi kiu. Time nikalta gaya and bich main mujhe ek offer aaya. Mere ek close friend tha jo china jane wala tha and wo mere shop k bare bht kuch malum tha. Wo aksar mere yaha aata rahta thaw o bhi IT field ka hi tha, computer laptop technician tha. According to him china se laptops bht saste main aate hai and wo jaraha hai to agar mere liye bhi kuch lana hai to batane k liye kaha. Uski bbton main aakar maine usse 2 lakh 81 thousand nepali rupees dediya tha laptops lane k liye. Maine hare k baat shipra ko bataya tha. Wo paise maine apni cousin brother se 3 lakhs loan lkear diya tha. My bad luck mere friend china jakar wapas to aagaya bt mere liye laptops nahi lapaya. And jo paise usse diya thaw o bhi wapas leneko mujhe bht juskil huwatha.2 months mera paisa wo wapas nai kar raha tha. Uss time shipra ka death huwe cousin brother ka kuch tha I forgot. Shipra ne kaha k uss occasion par uska ek mama aaya huwa hai jo sony k laptops dilwa sakte hai agar main chahu to and shipra mujhe force karne lagi laptop lene k liye coz yisse sayed hamara future acha ho sakta tha. Main shipra ko na nahi kahpaya and wo jo loan k paise the usse return na karke maine shipra ko 1 lakh 25 thousand ic send kardiya. After then shipra laptops k bare main kuch khas baat nahi kar rahi thi. Maini uspar pressure nahi dala kabhi, puchta to wo excuse banata tha. Yis bich humare bich bht jhagde bhi hota tha maine usse bht bar tum mujhe use kar rahi ho mere feelings k sath khel rahi ho bhi kaha tha. Shipra excuses deti thi and main manjata tha uski baat. Main gusse main negative kahdeta tha but mere dil main shirf aur shirf shipra thi. Maine usse ya to mujhe delhi aane do ya fir t jaldi mere yaha aaneko kaha and kuch planings hone laga hum ek hone k liye. Aise main maine shops k maximum saman sale kar chukka tha but haath main bus thodi si paise baki raha tha. Maine to laptops aaneki umeed bhi chhod chukka tha and mene usse bht baar laptops liye bina hi mere yaha aane ko kaha bhi tha par wo nahi mani. Time nikalta raha tha aur ek bar shipra ghar se nikal aane ki baat hui within one month. And yis bich maine shop close kar diya and mujhe mere ghar main puch rahe the k mere pass kitne paise baki hai. Maine kahdiya tha mere pass paise baki hai and kahi invest kar raha hoon to tension ki koi baat nahi. Shipra mere yaha aane k liye phir paise mag raha tha phir maine paise send kar diya. And then maine socha k ghar main rahuga to ghar main paise k liye pressure hoga so main mere friend k yaha jakar rahuga. Wo friend mera school mate tha tab wo kam k silshile main boarder najdik raha raha tha. And ghar main ussi friend k yaha kuch din rahkar mind fresh karke aauga kahakar nikal gaya. Soch tha ab ghar wapas nai aauga and main aur shipra ek hone k baad mere bro ko sub kuch bata duga. Main mere friend k yaha rahne laga shipra ki ghar se nikalne ki wait karte and wo bhi nikane k tayari main jute huwe the. Around 1 week baad shipra phir se out off contact hogaya. Maine bht mails kiya but koi reply hi nai aaraha tha. Mujhe bht rona aaraha tha and thoda gussa bhi. Yahi koi 18 days baad mail aaya kaha tha k wo bimar hui so reply nahi kar payi. Maine kaha thik hai treatment karke aajana me wait karta hoon yahi. Par wo to aaneki naam hi nahi leti. Wo kahne lagi k usse typhoid hogaya hai to bht weak hogaya hai. Kuch din baad mail aaya k wo hospital main admit hogaya hai. Mujhe samajh nahi aaraha tha main kya karu usse wait karu ya ghar wapas jau ya phir kahi door jaau jaha mujhe koi pehechanta na ho. Main wait karta raha meri shipra ki. Maine pure 2 months wait kiya but aaneki koi positive side dikhai nahi deraha tha bus 3 4 days main 2 3 lines k ek mail aata tha. 2 months wait karne k baad main aur sabar nahi kar paya and maine usse kaha k tum ne sirf aur sirf mera use kiya hai tum shipra nahi vinod (shipra ka cousin brother) hi ho and so on……… to reply main usne kaha k main kohi dudha pita bachcha nahi hoon jo uski behakawe me aaye jiske pass koi sense na ho, agar main usspar blindly trust nahi karta to wo mere liye apne ghar chhodkar nahi aane wali and usne mujhe kabhi paise send karne k liye force nahi ki main khud apni margi se karta tha. Ye sunkar mera to dil beth gaya saanse ruk sa gaya, jiske liye maine apna career ko laat maara apne shop ke investment tabaah kardi ghar me yitna jhut bola finally ghar tak chhod diya usine mujhe yaisa kaha. Mujhse raha nahi gaya main bht roya kitne raat so hi nahi paya. Tabhi humare yaha ek festival Dashain (Dhasahra) aanewala tha and ghar se bhi jaldi wapas aane k liye calls aaraha tha. And main night bus se ghar wapas chala gaya. Bus main v pure night rota hi raha. Wo jo bhi kahe jitney bhi jhagde ho main nail karta rahta tha. Uski ek mithi mail hi mujhe kafe hai mujhe manane k liye kiu ki ye kambaqt dil pyar jo karta tha usse. Phir dhire dhire baat normal hone laga tha. Phir bhi mind kahta tha k ye ek fraud hai par dil humesa uski sath tha. Dil se kabhi mind jit nahi paya tha. Wo pure 2 months hospital main admit tha. Humare bich baat hora raha. Par maine usse mere yaha aaneke liye ab kuch nahi kahta tha. Yis bich maine naa koi kaam kiya na to koi job dhuda cause mujhe to ghar se nikalna tha jab bhi wo bulaye so main bus uski w8 kar raha tha. 5 6 months k baad shirpa kahne lagi k ab wo puri tara pehele ki tarha healthy hogaya hai. Phir baat aage badhne laga and mere pass ab jada paisa bhi nahi bacha tha yehi koi 1 lakh nepali rupees. Socha tha yitne hi sahi yisi paise se hum kahi door jakar life chalane k liye kuch karenge. Shipra ko phir paise chaiye tha ghar se nikalne k liye and ek mobile lene k liye, jo pehele send kiya tha sub khtm hochuka she said. Mere pass uski baat manne k sivaye aur koi chara nahi tha because I love her so much. Phir shipra kehene lagi ke usska uncle k sath baat ho gaya hai laptops k liye and minimum 6 laptops nikalwana hota tha. Jo paisa pehele send kiya tha wo sirf 5 laptops k liye tha So wo ek laptop k liye bhi paise send karne ko kahrahi thi. Yis bar paise send karna muskil tha coz uska cousin brother vinod ka shadi hochuka tha and wo ab gujraat main shift hogaye and mera mangalore wala friend bhi after study ghar wapas aachuka tha. And yiss time shripa ne kaha ki uska cousin brother ka ATM card shipra k pass hi hai. Maine mere boarder wala friend ko help kane k liye kaha but uski najdik area main AXIS bank ka koi branch nahi tha and friend ne kha k SBI bank hai. Maine shipra ko SBI bank k account k liye puchha. Phir usne apni cousin brother k SBI bank ka account num diya then paise send kardiya. Humare plan k hisab se shipra laptop lekar ghorakhpur aane wali thi and mujhe shipra ko Gorakhpur main pick up karna tha. Milne k baad to kya hona tha kisse pata. Paise send to kardiya but wo tickets nahi le parahi ti sayed 2 weeks bit chuke the. Kuch din baad usne kahi k usne tickets 23rd feb 2013 ko hogaya hai. Mujhe laga k ab to hum 100% milne walen hai and fir 2 3 din baad kahi k 27th feb ko ticket conformed hogaye hai. Uski birthday 24th feb ko hai. Soch tha k wo 23rd ko ghar se nikalegi to 24th ko hum milenge and birthday sath main hi celebrate karenge but its ok on 27th. Maine bhi socha k uski aane se 3 4 days pehele main boarder side jakar rahuga and woha ki environments samjhuga. Finally 27th feb k 5 6 din pehele main kuch din mere uss boarder wala friend k yaha hokar aauga kahkar nikal gaya Gorakhpur k najdik k boarder par. Woha meri ek friend v tha woha. Main Friday ko night main bus se nikla tha and next morning meri friend mujhe lene aayi. Wo ek din uski sath raha and nights k liye hotel main ek room liya. Kaha tha k 7 days rahuga hotel main. Next day Sunday tha boarder cross karke ghorakhpur jane ki station dekhkar aaya. Tab tak shipra se subhi baatain thiki chal raha tha. Next day Monday ko uski mail aaya k laptops uske cousin brother k yaha gujraat main aaya huwa tha to wo pehele gujraat jayegi and then woha se Gorakhpur aane wali hai. Mujhe shock laga pehele to usne yasa kaha tha. And maine puchha k Gorakhpur kab tak kitne dinno main pahochjaogi to shipra ne kaha k 27th feb ko gujraat jana hai and woha se ticket book karane main kitne din lagna hai pata nahi so kab tak Gorakhpur pahchuga. And usne kaha k phir 6 thousand ic usse send kane ko gujraat se Gorakhpur aane k liye. Then ussi din main night bus pakad kar ghar wapas aaya and next day first hour par paise wo boardwala friend ko send kar diya and usne ussi din dopahar ko SBI k vinod k bank account main deposit kar diya tha. Ussi din sam ko maine shipra ko puchha vinod k account main paise aagaye ya nahi and she said no. phir next day puchha to tab bhi kahi paise deposite nahi huwa then maine friend ko request kiya k ekbar bank main jakar conform karne k liye. Then friend ka jawab aaya k paise to agle din hi deposit hokar bhi ussi din withdraw hochuka hai. Mujhe apne frien par pura bharosa tha so maine uske cousin brother ko blame kiya k paise ussine nikalchuke hoge but shipra mujhpar gussa hone laga. Aur kahne lagi k uska cousin par blame mat karo, Agar usse beimani karna hota to ab tak yitne paise nai aate, jo hume help kar rahi ho tm ussi par blame kar rahi ho? What the hell is this? Ye bhi sahi hai. Aur baat wohi khtm hogaya 6 thousand ka. Jamin nigal gayi ya aasaman kha gaya pata nahi chala. 2 days before of the day befor 27th feb shipra ka ek chokane wala mail aaya. Mail main kaha tha k uski ghar wallon ne phir se usse pakad li wo gujraat k ticket, mobile phone and kuch paise k sath aur bht mara usse to ek leg fracture hogaya. Gujraat main unlogo ki koe relatives nai the to shipra gujraat jane wala tha uske cousin k pass ye jan kar vinod ko bhi bht data padi bht bhala bura sunna pada. So he is no more to help us. After then me kuch nai kahe paya. Sub kuch khatm horaha dikhne laga mujhe. Shipra kahne lagi k sayed uski kismat bht bht kharab hai jo bar bar kam bante bante bigad jata hai and main apne kismet ko kochta raha. Phir kuch din mails bund hogaya online bhi nai aarahi thi. Mind main thoda bht negative negative baatain bhi aaraha tha. Cause ye peheli baar nai huwa tha bht baar hochuka tha final time par. Phir normally baatain hone laga time nikalta gaya. Yis bich wo bht kum mails karne lagi kabhi 2 3 days main to kabhi kabhi 10 12 dyas main ek mail karti thi. Ab main umeed chod ne laga shipra ki aane ki. Sayed april 2012 tha maine job suru ki ek computer sales and maintenance shop main. Main tab bhi shipra ka wait kar raha tha and jitna hosake paisa save karta tha. Na kahi jata tha no to koi shopping, kuch main bhi, kahin bhi paise waste nai karta tha. maine job ki baat shipra ko nahi bataya aaj tak bhi. Job karne k time tak mere pass jitney bhi paise the sare k sare shipra ko send kar chukka tha. yis bich ghar main kya kya problem huwa ye apni jagah hai. Ghar main ki hui jhut se family ko diye dhoke samajhkar aaj bhi main bahot sarminda hoon. Time nikalta gaya batain hota raha. Ekdin shipra ne yaisi mail ki mera sara sapna tutsa gaya. Usne kaha tha k uski ghar main shadi ki baat chalraha hai. But wo bhagkar aana chahti hai mere pass par phir wohi paise ki baat aata tha. ab to mere pass thoda sa hi paisa baki tha. shipra phir paise send karne k liye kahne lagi and maine kaha k ab mere pass koi paisa nahi kaha se lau paisa, mere pass paisa falne wala pair to hai nahi. And maine pehele ki baat usse remind karwaya kitne baar wo sure aauga kahi but aayi nahi. Shipra kahne lagi k ab ki baar sure sure kaise bhi aauga tum bus mujhe kum se kum paise send kardena main manage karluga. Mujhe to laga nahi tha k wo aayenge. Wo kahne lagi k sub kuch mere hat main hai agar main kuch nahi karuga ho hum sada k liye bichhad jayenge jo na wo chahti hai na to main hi chahta hoon. And iska jimmedar main hoga. Then maine socha k yita kuch karchuka hoon to jo bhi ho ye last time kiu kosis na karu and maine 8 thousand ic send kardiya. Then kya prob huwa tha I forgot yis baar bhi pehele ki tarha hi huwa. Hum contact main hi the countinuously. Mere ghar main bhi mere brother k shadi ki baat chal raha tha and sath hi sath main mere liye bhi bat kart a tha. jab bhi mujhse koi ladki ka jikar karta tha to main bht gussa hojata tha so mujhe kuch khass force nai kiya. Kisse pata ki main to meri shipra ki wait kar raha tha. maine shipra ko kaha k ab me hi delhi aauga and hum sath main kahi door chali jayenge. uss time sayed mere pass yehi koi 40000 nepali rupees the. Yitne paise se hi main bhag jana chahta tha shipra ko lekar. Maine aage piche kuch nahi dekha nahi kuch socha. Par shipra meri baat nahi mani wo kahne lagi k uski family ache log nai hai mere sath kuch bhi kar sakte hai. So main delhi jau wo ye nahi chahti thi. usne kaha tha k uski sadhi November ya December 2012 ko hone wala hai. Waise hi mere yaha bhi mere bro k shadi fix hogaya feb 2013 ko. Yis bich maine shipra ko ek call karne ko bht baar request karchuka but aaj tak ek call bhi nahi ki hai. Time nikalta gaya November bhi aaraha tha and fir shipra ne kha k ladke wale ab holy k baad hi shadi k baat k liye aayenge. Baad main kabhi main uski shadi k bare main puchta tha to kahti ti jab baat hogi to bataduga. So maine kuch pucha nahi time nikalta gaya mere brother ki shadi bhi hogaya and maine yissi bahane job bhi chhod diya taki jab bhi shipra ready ho mujhe koi rukawat na ho. Main shipra ki aane ka wait karta raha and shipra ne uski shadi ki baat ki nahi. Yaise hi baatain horaha tha time nikalta raha tha. sayed may 2013 k earlier days par ek din shipra ne mail kiya k uske ghar main se 30 thousand ic chori hogaye hai and uski parents usse hi blame kar raha hai. Shipra ne bataya k chori huwai din uska ek cousin brother aaya tha wo kuch thik bhi nahi hai ussi ne chori ki hogi. Par shipra ki baat uski parents nahi man rahe the and kaha k shipra ne hi paise churake gharse nikalne ki kosis kar rahi hai. And bht tourcher karne lage shiprako. Phir wo mujhe help karne k liye kahne lagi and main kahta tha k jab tumhe koi chori ki hi nahi to tumhe koi paisa wapas karne ki jarurat nahi hai tum but ab kaise bhi ghar se nikal aajayo. But wo nahi man rahi thi kahi k paise wapas kare bina wo kahi kuch nahi kar payegi. Uski family usse kadi najar rakh rahe the and tourcher bhi kar rahe the. So usse to kaise bhi paise wapas karna tha. yaise main shipra ne mujhe kaha k usne apni mum (aunty) ko saaf saaf kahdiya k paise return karne k baad shipra jo bhi karegi uski parents koi rok tok nahi karega. Then mera dil fir har har gaya uske aage. Mere pass to abb koi paisa bacha nai tha job karke 50 thou nepali rupee jitna save kiya tha wo brother k shadi main kharche kar diye. Shipra ne mujhse 30 thou ic uski mum ko dene k liye and kuch paise shipra ko yaha aane k liye bhi send karne ko kaha. Maine apni halat batadi and usne apni best friend himani ko bhi help k liye mail kiya tha. to wo bhi 7 thou ic help karne k liye ready huwa according to shipra. And main paise arrange karne main aur paise send karne k liye medium dhudne laga. Tabhi mujhe malum huwa k mere pados k eek bhai Bangalore main study k liye gaya huwa hai to maine uska help help leke Axis bank k vinod k account par 27 thousand ic deposit karwa diya. Maine paise apni sister se ek kam k liye kahkar as loan liya tha. Maine to send kardiya but uski friend ki taraf se thoda late hone wala tha. fir usne thodi kum mail karne lagi thi mujhe laga k tyme nahi mila hoga. 15 days bit chuke the par uski fren ka koe reply nahi aaraha tha usse. And 2 3 din baad shipra ne mail kiya kaha tha k himani ka dad ka death huwa tha so himani reply nai kar rahi thi. Ab himani se umeed karna bhi bekar hogaya. Then normally baatain ho raha tha kabhi gusse se to kabhi pyar ki to kabhi bhagne ki plan k bare main. 23 april ko mail aane k baad to kho gayi. Maine mails kiye bt koe reply nai aayi kuch din laga k shipra ko time nai mil raha hoga reply karne main. Main wait karta raha 16 17 days bit gaye koi reply nai tha then maine negative mail kardiya. Maine kaha k usne sirf mera istamaal kiya hai mera feelings ke sath khela hai, u are fraud, tum job hi ho main kaise bhi such jankar rahuga etc. and 12th june 2013 ko abtak e aakhari mail aaya tha. kaha tha kwo mere liye ek fraud tha aur rahegi, main jo bhi pata karna chahu welcome, ab wo kuch bhi nahi kahegi coz usse mujhe koi farak nahi padne wala, such baat yehi hai k shipra jis mobile k wifi through mujhe mail kiya karti thi wo uski parents se khogaya tha so mail nahi kar pai n ye last mail v uski yaha ek relative aaya huwatha ussi k mobile se kit hi and next mail kab kar payegi ye bhi pata nahi. Yaisa hi kuch tha mail main. Phir maine sorry kahekar excuse dekar mail kar diya. Meri story yehi khtm nahi hoti. Main abhi bhi har din 5 6 times mail check karta rahta hoon. Pata nahi ab mail aayenge bhi ya nahi. Main kuch kar bhi to nahi sakta wait karne k sivaye. And friends I want to request you please help me. Mera mind kahta hai ki wo fraud hai par dil kahta hai k wo bhi mujhse utna hi pyar karti hai jitna main karta hoon. Main asliyet jaanna chahta hoon uski bare main so please help me. Yiske liye Agar main police ki help loon to meri shipra ko jada pareshani hogi so main yesa kuch nahi kar sakta

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1)When you find that special someone, don't let them out of your sight

2)Don't look for the one you can live with, but wait for the one you can't live without 

3)When I think of remarriage I imagine finding a woman I don't like.... and giving her my house 

4)Gravity can not be held responsible for people falling in love 






5)Your beauty overwhelms me As I wrap my arms around you I press your softness tight Great passion fills my inner being I'm captured in your embrace Your eyes control my very soul The touch of your lips, heaven Forever frozen in time All else fades into nothing 

6)Love! you dealt a bitter blow – You lay me cross the mortal plains, Bedewed, bedimmed amongst a show Of tearful clouds: eternal rains To weep at my enduring foe Of harsh reality – searing pains of Destiny: dependable propensity To fool myself repeatedly That I could ever triumph over love! 

7)We've been together for a while now, and I need to let you know Just how it would make me feel inside if you ever let me go. ..." 

8)"There was a time I thought I could live on my own. But then I met the woman who has changed my opinion. . 

9)Void, empty, hollow inside My dreams have fled, my hopes have died Existence has no reason Life's just passing with each season She was my life, my hope, my love All is gone, passed by thereof The hurt is such no one should bear What's to life, why should I care? I weep all night for my love gone My heart is sick, for death I long Mine eyes well tears for love that's lost I'll mourn always for the great cost But in each day Lord give me hope Strengthen me so I may cope Grant me wisdom to help me see Thy great way and not just me. 

10)Love is amazing Love is baffling Love can be an awesome thing Love is false Love is honest Love can be a chauvinist Love is pain Love is delight Love can be found at day or night Love is intense Love is gaudy Love can be nice or naughty Love is polite Love is rude Love can be misinterpreted from our childhood Love is faithful Love is capricious Love can be what makes us anxious Love is marriage Love is divorce Love can be a confusing force Love is blind Love is sighted Love can be great when perfectly united Love is complex Love is simple Love can be a great or bad example Love is happiness Love is infelicitous Love can be an ever changing status 

11)I wish you could see how I feel for you, feelings for you that are, oh, so true, ... 

12)I sometimes feel my heart will burst from wanting you so much 

13)Love is good Love is bad Love is truth Love is bad Love smiles Love frown Love is generous Love is wicked Love is strong Love is week Love is shit Love is peace Love is comfort Love is stress Love is love Love is hate Love is a game Love is a joke Love is free Love is slave Love is fustrating Love is addictive Love is a punishment Love can make you sing Love can make you cry Love is a blessing Love inspires Love hurts Love is everything 

14)O love love love love love love love Makes me so glad baby makes me so sad O love love love love love love love Makes me so good baby makes me so bad Your warm touch makes me feel like male Your negligence burns me like hell O love love love love love love love What is love baby who can tell? You can make me feel so dreamy You can arouse envy in me O love love love love love love love Love can make me curse you baby! 

15)Love it sees Love it hears Love it feels For those in tears Love accepts Love it knows Love releases Love it flows Love is open Love is strong Love’s courageous With patience long Love is lightness Love is pure Love is beauty Love endures Love’s compassion Love is kind Love’s forgiving When life is blind Love it dances Love has wings Love it soars Love it sings Love is tender Love is sweet Love with time Becomes love deep Love is constant Love transcends Love is oneness Love never ends

16)Jo bani ho Mere lye Jis ke lye mai Jee raha hoon Jo kahe Hum saath hain Tere Jise dekhne k liye Tarap raha hoon Ek aisa hi Dildaar chahiye Bus Mujhe Mera Pyar Chahiye Aane se jis ke Phool bhi Sharma jaye Chalne se jis ke Hawa bhi Tham jaye Ho har Waqt rahe saath mai Mere Chahe saari Duniya Mujh se Rooth jaye Aisa hi kisi ka Aitbaar chahiye Bus Mujhe Mera Pyar Chahiye Jis ki ek Hansi k liye Mar jane ko Dil kare Jo kehde ek baar to Phir Jeene ko Dil kare Aisa hi Ek Humsafar chahiye Bus Mujhe Mera Pyar Chahiye Ek baar mili thi Mujhe woh Par pata nahi kaha kho gayi Ab agar mil jaye toh use kahi jane na doon Wohi khoya Yaar chahiye Bus Mujhe Mera Pyar Chahiye

17)aaj ye dil keheta hai, tu ab laut chal guzarti nahin hai, meri koi bhi pal mujhko yahaan se le chal aaj ye dil keheta hai, tu ab laut chal woh manzil yahaan nahin milegi jise tujhe talash hai woh manzar yahaan nahin dikhega jo tere dil ke aas paas hai milti nahin hai mujhe yahaan koi bhi hal mujhko yahaan se le chal aaj ye dil keheta hai, tu ab laut chal waise log yahaan nahin hai jinko dhund raha hai tu yahaan log waise nahin hai jinse jud raha hai tu na banegi yahaan mere sapno ka mahal mujhko yahaan se le chal aaj ye dil keheta hai, tu ab laut chal 

18)Is behte dard ko mat roko, Ye to saza hai kisi ke intejar ki, Log inhe aansoon kahe ya deewangi, Par ye to nishani hai kisi ke pyaar ki… 

19)Fiza me mehakti shaam ho tum, Pyaar me jhalakta jaam ho tum, Seene me chupaye feerte hain hum yaadein tumhari, Isliye meri zindagi ka dusra naam jo tum… 

20)Jab Kisi ke sapne kisi ke armaan ban jaaye, Jab kisi ki hansi kisi ki muskan ban jaaye, Pyaar kehte hain use, Jab Kisi ki saansein kisi ki jaan ban jaaye 

21)Kisi ko apni khoobiyon ka ehsaas nahi hota, Aap jaise doston ka milna ittifaq nahi hota, Acha kuch kya hoga humne warna, Aap ho hamare saath hamein to yakeen hi nahi hota… 

22)Ashiq ne pucha khuda se Tune dunia ko Pyaar ka dushman kyu bana diya.. Khuda hansa aur bola Ashiqo ne kaun sa mere sath achcha kiya hai… Unhone to Yaar ko hi khuda bana diya… ` Pyaar ki aanch se to patthar bhi pighal jata hai, Sache dil se sath de to naseeb bhi badal jata hai, Pyaar ki rahon par mil jaye sacha hamsafar, To kitna bhi gira hua insaan bhi sambhal jata hai… ` Kaanto ke badle phool kya doge Aansoon ke badle khushi kya doge Hum chahate aap se umar bhar ka saath Hamare iss sawal ka jawab kya doge… 

23)Neend aati hai to khaab aata hai khaab mein ek ladki aati hai, ladki ke piche uska baap aata hai phir na neend aati hai na khaab aata hai 

24)Kuch saalo baad najane kya sama hoga, Najane kaun dost kaha hoga, Phir milna hua toh milenge yaadon mein, Jaise sukhe gulab milte hai kitabon mein

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Pyar ho tum

1)When you find that special someone, don't let them out of your sight 

2)Don't look for the one you can live with, but wait for the one you can't live without 

3)When I think of remarriage I imagine finding a woman I don't like.... and giving her my house 

4)Gravity can not be held responsible for people falling in love 

5)Your beauty overwhelms me As I wrap my arms around you I press your softness tight Great passion fills my inner being I'm captured in your embrace Your eyes control my very soul The touch of your lips, heaven Forever frozen in time All else fades into nothing 

6)Love! you dealt a bitter blow – You lay me cross the mortal plains, Bedewed, bedimmed amongst a show Of tearful clouds: eternal rains To weep at my enduring foe Of harsh reality – searing pains of Destiny: dependable propensity To fool myself repeatedly That I could ever triumph over love! 

7)We've been together for a while now, and I need to let you know Just how it would make me feel inside if you ever let me go. ..." 

8)"There was a time I thought I could live on my own. But then I met the woman who has changed my opinion. . 

9)Void, empty, hollow inside My dreams have fled, my hopes have died Existence has no reason Life's just passing with each season She was my life, my hope, my love All is gone, passed by thereof The hurt is such no one should bear What's to life, why should I 

care? I weep all night for my love gone My heart is sick, for death I long Mine eyes well tears for love that's lost I'll mourn always for the great cost But in each day Lord give me hope Strengthen me so I may cope Grant me wisdom to help me see Thy great way and not just me. 

10)Love is amazing Love is baffling Love can be an awesome thing Love is false Love is honest Love can be a chauvinist Love is pain Love is delight Love can be found at day or night Love is intense Love is gaudy Love can be nice or naughty Love is polite Love is 

rude Love can be misinterpreted from our childhood Love is faithful Love is capricious Love can be what makes us anxious Love is marriage Love is divorce Love can be a confusing force Love is blind Love is sighted Love can be great when perfectly 

united Love is complex Love is simple Love can be a great or bad example Love is happiness Love is infelicitous Love can be an ever changing status 

11)I wish you could see how I feel for you, feelings for you that are, oh, so true, ... 

12)I sometimes feel my heart will burst from wanting you so much 

13)Love is good Love is bad Love is truth Love is bad Love smiles Love frown Love is generous Love is wicked Love is strong Love is week Love is shit Love is peace Love is comfort Love is stress 

Love is love Love is hate Love is a game Love is a joke Love is free Love is slave Love is fustrating Love is addictive Love is a punishment Love can make you sing Love can make you cry Love is a blessing Love inspires Love hurts Love is everything 

14)O love love love love love love love Makes me so glad baby makes me so sad O love love love love love love love Makes me so good baby makes me so bad Your warm touch makes me feel like 

male Your negligence burns me like hell O love love love love love love love What is love baby who can tell? You can make me feel so dreamy You can arouse envy in me O love love love love love love love Love can make me curse you baby! 

15)Love it sees Love it hears Love it feels For those in tears Love accepts Love it knows Love releases Love it flows Love is open Love is strong Love’s courageous With patience long Love is lightness Love is pure Love is beauty Love endures Love’s 

compassion Love is kind Love’s forgiving When life is blind Love it dances Love has wings Love it soars Love it sings Love is tender Love is sweet Love with time Becomes love deep Love is constant Love transcends Love is oneness

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