Sunday 3 November 2013

Bhula Dena Kabhi Aasan Nahi Hota


hi dosto mai Reema hu mai aap sabko abpe dil ki kuch bate btana chahti hu, toa story pe chlte h. Mne 8th clas m naya skul join kiya tha,kuch dino me mere kuch frnds b bn gye,m or meri ek frnd sath sath skul ya ghr jaya krte the. Ek din hm dono skul se ghr ja rahe the, tbi raste m ek ldka mila n meri frnd usse baate krni lgi,uniform se pta lg raha tha k hmare hi skul ka h,meri frnd ne usse mera intro kraya,uska nam vipul tha or wo 8th B me pdhta tha,or m A me thi.wo dono kbi skul ki kbi teachers ki kbi frnds ki baate krte hue chal rahe the,or m b unke sath chup chap chale ja rahi thi,fir kuch der bd wo apne raste chala gya or hm apne.agle din b wo hme raste m mila,us din meri b kuch bt hui usse,bato se kafi innocent lga wo n kafi sweet b.fir ye silsila hr tirse chothe din ka hone lga.ab hm dono b kafi ghul mil gaye the. Bs isi tarah hmari 8th puri hogyi. M or meri frnd vipul se kafi bt kiya krte the, us waqt muje lgta tha jese wo meri frnd ko lyk krta h, kher muje is bt se jyada fark nai pda. Pr kuch toa tha jo m use kisi or k sath nai dekh skti ti, pr us waqt is bt ko ignore krdiya mne. Fir ek din wo skul m meri frnd se kuch bt kr raha tha,m unki taraf gyi toa wo chala gya.mne apni frnd se pucha toa usne kaha k wo kuch bat krna chahta tha,pr bd m btaunga kehkr chala gya. Mne socha ab toa pkka use hi lyk krta h, pr wo chala q gya, shayd mere samne na btana chahta ho, jane q muje thoda bura lga.pr mne dhyan ni diya. Agle din meri frnd mere pas aayi or meri or dekhkr muskurane lgi. Me:kya bt h,bdi khush lg rai h? She:ha, tere liye khush hu yr. Phle toa meri kuch smjh m ni aaya, fir usne kaha-vipul mila tha, kehra tha tuje lyk krta h, ab bta teri taraf se ha h na. Main ekdm chup thi,mne socha o teri,ye kya hua,muje toa lgta tha k meri frnd ko krta h,pr wo muje chahta tha.fir socha usne mere saamne q ni kaha, kher jo b ho m boht khush thi, that was d awesome feeling, ab smjh aane lga tha k wo ajib si feeling kya ti jo m use kisi or k sath nai dekh skti thi. Itna sochte sochte fir andar se awaz ayi, pagal tu kitna sochti h, ha kehde bs. Or mne ha kehdi.pr us din k bd,wo jb b samne aata tha mera dil boht zor se dhadakne lgta tha jese abi bhr aajayega, m uske pas ruk hi nahi paati thi,uske samne aate hi ghbra kr bhag jati ti,kuch smjh hi nai aata tha kya bt kru,kese kru, pr use dekhe bina b nai raha jata h,ye silsila ek do din nai blki kayi mahino tk chala, kitni stupid ti m. Or hmare bre m clas m kafi baate hone lgi ti, ye sb muje acha ni lgta tha. Fir socha beta tu bt ni krti bilkul b tb b bdnaam h,isse acha toa baat vaat krke bdnaam hua jaye, bs fir kisi ki koi parwah nai rahi, hmne baate krna fir shuru ki, meri sari sharm or dar b chala gya,hm fon pe jyada bt kiya krte the. Jb b bt krti ti toa lgta tha jese sari tension gayab, mne usse pucha tha k tumne mere samne q ni kaha tha k lyk krte ho, usne kaha yr himmat ni hui,pr ab toa keh skta hu, ilove u yr. Us din phli br usne i lv u bola tha, m khudko top of the world smjh rai ti, sachi boht acha lga tha. Hmara pyar ab bdhne lga tha,sb frnds b vipul ki boht tarif kiya krte the,or kre b q na,uska nature boht acha tha, sbse alag or sbse pyara. Sb mast chal raha tha, but ek din meri mumy ko sb pta chal gya,unhone boht gusa kiya, n thodi upset b thi ve, unhe aise dekhkr mne decide kiya k ab vipul se bt nai karungi, boht royi ti m pr or himmt nai ti mumy se jhut bolne ki, karib ek mahina guzar gya, fir ek din mujhe boht shocking news mili, aage kya hua m bd m btaungi dosto well muje boht jhatka lga jb mne suna k vipul ki mom ki death hogyi h, kai din wo skul b nai aaya, m boht upset thi, bs yahi soche ja rahi ti k wo kitna dukhi hoga, m usse bat krna chahti ti,uska dukh baatna chahti thi,pr himmat hi nai ho rahi ti use call krne ki,kuch dino m wo skul aane lga, kafi upset sa or khoya khoya sa rehta tha, usey aise nai dekha ja raha tha, mere mna krne k bd se usne mujse kbi baat nai ki thi, or muje pta tha k wo khudse krega b nai, mne ek din himmat krke usko msg kiya n uska turant reply aagya, dhire dhire hm phir se phle ki tarah baate krne lge, jb b usey apni mom ki yaad aati toa wo boht upset hojata tha,m usey sympathy dene k siva kuch kr b nai skti thi, bs koshish krti thi k uska mood thk ho jaye, thode tym m uske face pr wo smile vapas najar aane lgi, jb b usey khush dekhti,toa lgta tha jese bs wo yu hi hasta rahe or m usey dekhti rahu. 11th m hmara sectn b same tha,ab wo hr waqt samne rehta tha, skul m, tusn m, raste m, hr waqt sath rehta tha, m khudko uske pas boht secure feel krti thi. Sote jaagte, uthte bethte bs vipul vipul vipul, apne frnds se b usi k bre m bt krna, hr waqt usi ko yad krna, yaha tk k dusro k chehre m uska chehra najr aane lga tha, kisi din wo skul ya tusn nai aata tha toa sara din pahaad jitna bda lgta tha, waqt beetta hi nai tha uske bger, uski aadat si hogyi thi muje, or use meri, hm dono ek dusre se boht pyr krte the. Hmare bich ruthna manana b chalta rehta, kbi kbi solid jhagde b hote the, pr hm ekdusre ko mna lete the. Mere ghr pe 2 br or pta chala tha, piti b ti m,pr in sb se hmare pyar pe kbi koi frk nai pda. Lekin uski lyf m kafi tensns thi,uske papa ne dusri shadi ki,uske bd uski family m kuch na kuch prblm rhti hi thi, vipul in sb se boht stress m rehta tha, thoda chidchidapn b aagya tha usme, choti choti baat pr boht gussa hojaya krta tha, m janti thi uski halat k bre m,isliyo uske gusse ko hmesa pyar se handle krne ki koshish ki, kbi kbi jb use realise hota tha k use gusse m bt ni krni chaiye ti mujse,toa wo sory b bol deta tha, uska hr roop dekha h mne uske sath, uska gussa hona, hasna, rona, or romantic hona b, pyar boht krta tha mujse, hmesha sath diya usne mera, meri kuch galti hoti toa wo sudhar deta tha, or meri boht respect krta tha, yahi vajah thi k m uspe khudse jyada bharosa krti thi, usne kbi mera bharosa nai toda. Aisa hi tha hmara pyar, kbi khush hote toa kbi dukhi, pr jina isi ka naam h na. Jo b ho, m use apni lyf m pakar boht khush thi. Wo hmesha kehta tha k agr tum meri lyf m na hoti toa pta nai m kese jeeta, mujse dur mt hona or m kehti ti k hoti kese nai,bhagwan ne muje tumhare liye hi bnaya h. Hm dono ne boht se sapne sajaye the, yaha tk k shadi k bd tk ki planning kr rakhi thi, bs ek hi tnsn ti, k hmare ghrwale manenge nahi, pr hmne sb bhagwan pe chhod diya tha, jo hoga dekhlenge. Hmare board exam aane wale the, usne meri pdhai m boht help ki hmesha, preboard k tym hmne kuch din ek dusre se bt nai ki, vipul ka hi order tha k sirf pdha4 smjhi,or m b maan gyi or pre board k bd jb hm mile toa us din usne aate hi mujhe gale lga liya, kehne lga-tum nai janti k itne din m tumhare bina kese raha. Muje b us waqt boht acha feel hua aakhir itne din bd jo mile the, lekin wo hmara last hug tha, qki kuch din bd sbkuch bdal gya. Aage ki story bd me frnds Hmare boards b khatam hogaye the, uske bd hm mil nai pate the,bs fon ya msg se baat hojaya krti thi. Boht yad aati thi uski, jese sadiya guzar gyi ho usse mile bina. Pr hm din me raat m, fon pr baat krte rehte the. Fir mne apni fb pe id bnayi, socha ab sare frnds se fb pe bat ho jaya karegi. Jis din id bnayi ti usi din mne vipul ko apna paswrd b de diya tha,uski id ka paswrd b mere pas tha,m usse kbi kuch nai chhupati thi. Meri id pe maximum logo ko m personaly janti hu,bs ek do unknown frnds b bn gaye the. M agr kisi b ladke se bat krti thi toa vipul boht insecure hojata tha,jbki mne kisise faltu bat nai ki kbi bs as a frnd hi ki thi. But fir b wo kbi kbi gussa hojaya krta tha n bina soche kuch b bol deta tha, mujhe thoda bura jarur lgta tha but ek taraf acha b lgta tha k wo muje pyar krta h isiliye kisi se bat krte hue nai dekh skta. Usi k liye mne kisi b ladke se bt krni bilkul bnd krdi, ab wo normal rehta tha,gussa b kam. Then hmare result declare hue,i got 71% marks,mere liye toa boht the pr ghr pe daat pdgyi. Are itne b vipul k kaarn aagye wo help jo krta tha, mera toa mn tha hi ni pdhai me. Uske bd vipul ne b.tech m admisn liya nd mne bca m le liya,uske college start hone bad se wo boht kam baat kiya krta tha,mne pucha toa usne kaha k ab kam hi ho payegi, wo pdhai m boht busy ho gya tha. Nd hmare bich me differences aane lge. Pta ni dhire dhire kya ho gya use, wo boht hi kam bt krta tha or wo b gusse me,hr waqt gussa. M kuch b smjh nai pai k kya hua, mne usse kaha k baat kam hi sahi pr atleast pyar se toa karo yr, pr wo or b gussa hojata tha. Pta nai wo achanak itna kyu badal gaya tha, mne kayi bar pucha k kya baat h btao toa sahi aise q behave krne lge ho tum, pr usne thk se koi jawab hi nai diya.m intzar kr rahi thi k kb ye sb thk hoga. Fir ek din usne mujse kaha k aisa kro apne liye koi or dhund lo jo tumhe tym de sake or khush rakhe. Ap sb smjh skte hoge k muje kesa lga hoga ye sunke, mne usey kuch nai kaha. Pta nai ye sb kyu ho raha tha, or fir ek din… Isi tarah usne mujse kaha k khud b pareshan rehti ho muje b pareshan krti rhti ho,chhod q ni deti muje. Bs m toa puri tarah tut gyi, hmare rishte k liye jo kuch b kiya mne us din sb bekar hogya, mne bs usse itna hi kaha k aj k bd kbi pareshan nahi karungi, and that was d end. Mne socha tha shayd kuch dino m use realise ho jaye k wo kya kho raha h, or mujse kya chheen raha h,pr m galat thi. Aisa kuch b nai hua. Fir mne usse jitni b br contact krne ki koshish ki hr br nakaam rahi. Bs yahi soch rahi thi k aakhir aisi kya galti hogyi mujse jiski itni bdi saza mili. M use smjh ni payi ya wo mujhe nai smjh paya, ek hi jhatke m sare sapne tut gaye. Atleast ek reason toa wo muje deta. Ek br Mere or uske ek common frnd ne usse bt ki nd muje btaya k vipul ne bs itna hi kaha h k- m apni padhai pe dhyan dena chahta hu,tym ni mil pata,or kavya chahti thi m sara din usi se bt krta rahu.. Bs is vajah se sb khatam. Ek bt toa m b janti thi k uske sapne boht bade h,wo khudko prove krna chahta tha. Lekin in spno k bich m kaha se aayi,kya hmara pyar uske liye koi mayne nai rkhta tha. Ya wo muje itne waqt m itna b nai jan paya m uske liye puri lyf wait kr skti thi. Boht se sawal uthe mann m,jinka jawab m usse chahti thi, pr ye nai ho paya. Ha lekin mne rona dhona chhod diya h, qki or b log h jo mujhse boht pyar krte h,mere parents,mere frnds, they all loves me. Unhe dukhi nai krna chahti isliye hr waqt hasti hu, masti krti hu dosto k sath,ekdam bindas. Pr ek pal b nai esa jisme uski yad na aaye. Lekin khudko smhal liya h. M use blame nai krti,shayad kismt m hmara sath tha hi nai, pray krti hu k uske jin sapno ki vajah se hmara pyar kurban hua,wo sapne pure ho jaye, vrna ye sacrifise bekar ho jayega na.. Ha pr ye sawal aj b pareshan krta h k aakhir ye sb q hua, frnds muje btaiye k mne kya galti ki h ============================================== 






1)Though my alarm wakes me up in the morning, The one I wake up for is you. Though food fills my stomach and water quenches my thirst, The one that fills me up is you. And still when life is being so good to me and words I utter so few, The only words my heart wants to convey is: I truly love you! 

2)Is there anything in this world that I will hide from you? In dark times I will smile for you. For you my heart beats and my feeling is pure. Ask just once and I could die for you! 

 3)Times have not been great, but together we came so far. Through the darkest night, you have been my brightest star. Your love has made me blind and you alone I see. In this barren life of mine, you are the most fragrant flower! 



4)Times have not been great, but together we came so far. Through the darkest night, you have been my brightest star. Your love has made me blind and you alone I see. In this barren life of mine, you are the most fragrant flower! 

5)You have brought me warmth and serenity, through the coldest day. I cannot fathom life, if far from me you would stay. Life is not a bed of roses, but you have brought me love untold. We'll stand by each other no matter what & watch our love unfold. 

6)If I could write about you, the world wouldn’t be able to hold so many books. If I could continue dreaming about you, there wouldn’t be enough sleepy nights. If I could start to talk about you, there would not be enough words. So all I want to say you is a simple, unpretentious, pure “I Love You” 

7)Yeah we fight, and cry sometimes too. Yes we disagree and it hurt a lot…its true. But stay strong my love, you are my angel from above. I have always and will always love and watch over you! 

8)Words feel so inadequate to describe my heart feels. You've overpowered my mind, just like an assassins steal. I feel helpless some times; my words feel so few, All I want from now to ever is to stay and love YOU! 

9)You may be out of my sight, but not out of my heart. U may be out of my reach, but not out of my mind. I may mean nothing to you, but you’ll always be special to me. 

10)To be honest with you, I do not have the words to make you feel better, but I do have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a heart that is aching to see you smile again. 

11)Every hour I think of you, every minute I think of you, every second I think of you, I live for you and I die for you 

12)Here is my heart; it is yours, so take it, treat it gently and please do not break it. It’s full of love that’s good and true, so please keep it always close to you. 

13)Love is not about finding the right person, but creating the right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end, because love is all there is. 

14)I know I am in love with you because I see my whole world in your hazel eyes and your eyes everywhere in the world. 

15)Words aren't enough to tell you how wonderful you are. Although, I am making a small attempt to tell you so. The fact remains, I love you. 

16)Sending someone messages to greet them all the best and convey your good luck to them can be done with the help of wish you all the best messages. Such messages are sent to people to wish them all the best for a specific purpose. Sample Wish You All the Best Messages Your journey toward 

17)Colleagues in any field of work play a very important role. They help us in carrying our various tasks and duties. To such colleagues, messages are sent with a motive to greet them with an all the best wish and send them good luck wishes for their work or any other purpose. Such messages which 

18)Farewell is marked by mixed feelings of sadness for leaving a particular place and happiness for entering a new phase. At this point of time, all the best messages for farewell are exchanged between the people to greet each other with good luck wishes on the day of farewell and wish them all the best 

19)All those messages which an individual or an entity writes to a someone to wish him/her all the best for a certain venture/competition/exam or any other event are known as all the very best messages. These messages must be extremely warm and heartfelt in nature. Given below for your reference are a few samples 

20)All the best messages for the boss refer to all those messages which as individual send to his to her boss, sending him or her best wishes. The messages may be sent to wish the boss on a number of different occasions such as an upcoming presentation or a personal reason etc. For convenience we 

21)Cute all the best messages are the messages which an individual writes for the purpose of sending to the recipient his or her best wishes. The occasion for wishing all the best are varied for example an exam, a competition or first day at new job etc. Sample Cute All the Best Messages Hey there 

22)Life is the most beautiful gift of all! Life comes in many packages and along with many surprises and all the best messages of life are necessary to carry on. These messages can be general in nature or characterize a specific occasion. Whatever be the occasion, everyone needs a bit of luck in life and 

23)Love is forever! All the best messages of love strengthen this fact and spread the confidence and provide the courage to forever be in love. This type of message can be sent by friends, family, colleagues, classmates, and even people in your social network. All the best messages of love exude warmth and care towards 

24)A sweet and a healthy love is the one which is expressed and showered with lots of intense care and concern. Sometimes this care is shown amongst the lovers through the exchange of messages. Such messages that a person sends to his/her lover to ask them to take care are called as take care my 

25)It is always necessary to cheer a person who is not in pink of his health or is unwell due to some reason. At this point of time, funny take care messages are sent to that person to bring liveliness and spark to his existing situation. These messages are sent to tell the reader 

26)A person undergoing illness or the one who is feeling sick is always advised to take healthy and good care of his body. This can be done through the exchange of messages that are called as take good care messages. These messages may also be sent casually to a person to instruct him to take 

27)When a person is sick or is suffering from any kind of illness, he receives messages from his friends, family or relatives, wishing and blessing him to get well soon. Such types of messages are called as take care and get well soon messages. These messages are written to inform the reader to take proper 

28)Romance is known to be the most amazing part of life, and romance when mixed with care becomes true love. Here are some romantic take care messages for your loved ones. Sample Romantic Take Care Messages: Sending my warm wishes through the wind to you. Hope you feel my warmth, my love and my care 

29)Morning and night is the time when we mostly think about our loved ones. Following are some Good night take care messages for the special people in your life, whom you can tell that they are in your thoughts and will be there throughout the night. Sample Good Night Take Care Messages: I am going 

30)Love is often accompanied by care, and care gives love its true meaning. We always tend to take good care of our loved ones, but here are a few Take care messages for her which you can send her to remind that she is a beautiful gift in your life and she should take good [.
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