Meri Sachi Baat

hi mera naam Sheena hai, or main aap se apni story share karna chahati hoon, yeh Oct, 2006 ki baat hai. Meri dusre office mein new joining thi. Main subah jab office pahunchi tu Maine kaam karna shuroo kar diya esi liye main jaldi free ho gai. achanak maine online aane ka socha, main online aayi to mera koi bhi dost nahin tha jis se main baat karti hoon, main chatroom mein chali gai, waha meri baat ek ladki se hui, ham study movies or dusre topics par baat karte isi tarah 5/6 din guzer gye, ek din usne mujh se ek photo share kiya jis mein zahid yani wo ladka jis se main chat karti wo or ek or ladka tha, maine zahid se poocha ki yeh ladka kon hai tumhara koi dost? tab usne btaya ki wo uska bada bhai hai, usne kaha ki kya tum usse baat karna chahogi to maine bola if you agree then fine, maine usse baat ki uska name zaheer tha, phir usne mujhe add kiya or kaha ki main office jakar dobara online aata hoon to baat karte hai, phir wo chla gya or thodi der baad online aa gya, wo ek businessman hai, zaheer ek bahut hi shareef or suljha hua ladka lga. usne mujh se thodi baat ki phir mujhe propose kar diya, or kaha ki wo mujh se shadi karna chahata hai, par yaha ek baat btana chahoogi ki main usse bahut door thi i mean country distance, wo indian tha or main pakistani, or dusra ki main engaged thi, esi bina par maine use mana kar diya ki aisa namumkin hai, aisa nahin ho sakta, or sari hakeekat bata di, maine socha wo kabhi nahin shadi karega mujhse agar use pta chal jaye main engaged hoon. magar maine kuch or hi jawab suna wo yah ki koi baat nahn main tumhe pa hi loonga chahe tum kitani bhi door ho, par main use theek se janti nahin thi esi liye maine zyada baat nahin ki or baat aai gai kar di, par wo mujh se deewano ki tarah pyar karne lgatha, yah baat main nahin janti thi ki wo mujhse es hud tak pyar karta hai , usne apni sari family ko mere bare mein bta diya ki main shadi karoonga to sirf usi se warna kisi se nahin, sb ne kaha ki wo to bahut door rahati hai tumhara aana or uska milna mushkil hai even main bhi yahi sochne lgi ki aisa kaise ho sakta hai ki ham mil paye wo ek alag country se hai or na ham waha ja sakte hai or na wo aa sakte hai, par sb ko agree kar ke zaheer mujhse kahane lge ki main unke pass aa jaoo as a student , study visa par ,maine unke kahane par sb ghar walo se chup ke passport banwa liya or visa ke liye apply bhi kar diya,kyunki agar main ghar mein kisi ko bta deti to wo mujhe maar dete par mujhe jane nahin dete, main bahut roti duain karti dusri taraf zaheer ka bhi yahi hal tha wo bachcho ki tarah rote magar majbori yh thi ki ham apni merzi se mil nahin sakte the wo mujhe daily phone karte or main ghar walo se chori chupe unki call sunti. phir ek din aisa hua ki mera visa reject kar diya gya us din aisa lga jaise main toot gai hoon mujhe apni parwah nahin thi mujhe parwah thi to sirf zaheer ki kyunki wo to shayad yah jankar ki main nahin aa paoongi unke pass khudkhushi hi kar lete,takleef es baat ki thi ki zaheer ne mujhe sponsor karne ke liye jo letter college se liya wo bahut musibatoo ke baad liya tha , subah 6 baje se sham 7 baje tak wo office ke gate par khade rahate , phir bhi kah diya jata ki sir busy hai abhi aaye nahin kabhi meeting mein hai or unhe bhookha piyasa waha se lautna padta, bahut mushkilo ke baad unhe wo letter mila, or jis kaam ke liye etani takleef uthai gai hai kaisa lagta hai piyase ko pani dekar peene se pahale hi cheen liya jaye to??? par mujhe to btana hi tha maine zaheer ko bahut himmat karke bta diya ki main nahni aa sakti, zaheer bahut roe highway par gadi drive karte wo kahi ja rahe the jab maine unhe yah baat btai unhone gadi beech raste par rok di or shocked ho gye, ek ghante tak highway beech sadak ke kinare wo rote rahe or phir ghar aa gye,ghar aa kar sab ne taslli di ki jo hona tha wo ho gya ab bhool jao ese kyunki tum jitni koshish kar sakte the tum ne ki hai, par zaheer ne gusse har chez ko todna phodna shuroo kar diya ki aisa nahin ho sakta use aana hi hai main nahin rah paoonga uske bina , uske ghar wale us ki shadi kahi or kar denge.par mujhe tootne nahin diya mujhe kahane lge sabar karo sabar ka phal meetha hoga, or mujhe umeed dilai ke tum phir se koshish karo or es bar visit visa par aana, shayad kaam ho jaye or sare documents bhi bhej diye, ham ek dosre se lakho miles door the par kabhi ahasas nahin hua tha ki ham door hai, ham kafi der tak batein karte rahate phone par net par, pyar se baat karte wade karte, sapne sjate, or ham ek dosre par andha yakeen karte the or andha pyar bhi, bina soche samjhe ki ham ek dosre se kitni door hai or sab kaise ho ga, edher maine phir se koshish ki mujhe zaheer ne unke pyar ne ek umeed dilai thi ek yakeen tha unki batoon mein jis ne mujhe sikhaya ki pyar kamzor nahin insan ko mazbot bnata hai , esi doran kisi wajah se meri mangani bhi toot gai jaha mein engaged thi or es managani ko todne ki koshish 2 sal se kar rahi thi par toot nahin parahi thi kyunki mere ghar wale razi nahin the wo meri shadi wahi karna chahathe the par main zaheer se, ek din maine apni sis ko sab kuch bta diya or yah bhi ki mian uske pass jana chahati hoon, usne mujhe bahut sunaya samjhaya ki tum use janti nahin ho wo kaisa hoga kaisa nahin tumne aaj tak use dekha tak nahin hai, phir kaise aisa ho sakta hai , khuda na kare ager usne waha tumhare sath kuch galat kiya to kya karogi par maine kaha bhale hi maine apne zaheer ko nahin dekha nahin mili or main unse pyar karti hoon or bahut karti hoon, main unki har baat janti hoon or agar meri kismat mein kuch galat hona likha hai to mujhe khushi hogi yah soch ke maine apne pyar ki laaj rakhi main unke pass milne jaungi,aage wo mere sath kya karte hai yah meri kismat hogi,par mujhe yakeen hai ki wo mere sath bewafai nahin karenge, or ham dono ne mil ke meri maa ko sb kuch bta diya unhone bahut data mna kiya par maine kah diya ki agar mere raste mein koi ayega main use thokar mar doogi, main sirf zaheer se pyar karti hoon, or unke bina jaan dena manzor hai par kisi or ko apni zindgi mein shamil karna nahin, wo es lie kyunki mujh par haq sirf ek zat ka tha or wo mera zaheer, yah jazbati faisla nahin tha maine har mod par zaheer ko perkha tha, un mein har wo baat hai jo har ladki ko chahiye hoti hai , sincerete, pyar, feelings, security, care, wo aise mahol mein rahate the jaha ka har ladka sharab ciggerate, ke nashe mein gum hota hai par unhone aaj tak kabhi kisi cheez ko hath nahin lgaya tha wo bahut masom hai, aakhir mein wo din aa gya wo din hamari zindgi ka bahut khubsoort din tha, ham ne aaj tak ek dusre ko kabhi nahin dekha tha par pahali hi nazar mein ham dono ne ek dusre ko pahchan liya , unke sath unke daddy bhi mujhe receive karne aaye the main dehli airport par aai to unhone mujhe welcome kiya, khuda ne achchi shakl di hai esi liye kaam aasan ho gya unhe zaheer ke liye ek khubsoort ladki hi chahiye thi, par wo mujhe parakhna chahate the ki meri nature kaisi hai main kaise baat karti hoon sab ke sath, main jab zaheer ke sath wapis pune unke ghar aa rahi thi to raste mein zaheer ne mera hath pakda , unki ankhon mein ansoo aa gye, or dheere se bole aakhir ham jeet gye, or phir ham ek dusre ke gale lag gye,ghar aa kar sab ne mujh se pyar kiya , sabhi ne mujhe izzat di, or yah sab zaheer ki wajah se , kyunki unhone hi meri sab ke beech mein image banai thi or maine use kayam rakha sab ke sath gul mil ke rahi or phir ek din zaheer ne btaya ki hamari engagement fix kar digai hai or mere ghar walo se bhi pak call karke permission leli gai or es tarah 2 saal baad ham mile or hamari engagement 30 dec ko ho gai.us din zaheer ki aankho mein ek khas chamak thi khushi thi. wo or main bahut khush te or hamare ghar wale bhi, ham sath mein rahate , shrarte karte , pyar se baaten karte , sath main khana khate , or agar kabhi zaheer ghar par na hote ya wo khana na khate ya main khana na khati to ham dono aise bhookhe so jatekyunki ham mein se ek ne khana nahin khaya tha,phir kuch der waha rahi or phir apni country wapis aa gai aaj hamari engagement ko 7 months ho gye hai or may mein hamari shadi hai, please pray for us, mera ap ko story btane ka maksad sirf itna hai ki agar pyar sachcha mazboot or rishto mein vishvas ho to kuch bhi namumkin nahin hota , agar pyar or pyar karne wale dono sachche man se ek dusre ko pane ki chahat kare to ek waqt aisa aata hai ek dunia aapke aage sir jhukati hai aap nahin. ************************************************************ 1)tears can sometime be more special then smiles....smiles can be given to anyone but tears are only shared 4 people we love 

2)am Parwarish-e-Loh-o-Qalam Kartay Rahain Ge Jo Dil Pe Guzarti Hai, Raqam Kartay Rahain Ge Asbaab-e-Gham-e-Ishq Behem Kartay Rahain Ge Veeraani-e-Dauraan Pe Qaram Kartay Rahain Ge Haan Talkhi-e-Ayyaam Abhee Aur Barhay Gi Haan Ahl-e-Sitam, Mashq-e-Sitam Kartay Rahain Ge Manzoor Ye Talkhi, Ye Sitam Ham Ko Ganwaara Dam Hai Tou Madawaa-e-Alam Kartay Rahain Ge 

3)Mey Khaana Salaamat Hai, Tou Ham Surkhi Mey Se Tazeen-e-Dar-o-Baam-e-Haram Kartay Rahain Ge Baaqi Hai Lahuu Dil Mein Tou Har Ashq Se Paida Rung-e-Lab-o-Rukhsaar-e-Sanam Kartay Rahain Ge Ik Tarz-e-Taghaaful Hai So Wo Un Ko Mubaarak Ik Arz-e-Tamanna Hai So Ham Kartay Rahain Ge 

4)Nashaa-e-Naaz Ne Be-Haal Kia Hai Tum Ko Apne Hee Zor Mein Kamzor Hoi Jaati Ho Mein Koi Aag Nahee, Aach Nahee, Dhoop Nahee Kiun Paseenay Mein Sharaabor Hoi Jaati Ho 5)Teri Ulfat Ke Aadi Hain Ham Is Lye Tou Sharaabi Hain Hum Dil Ke Ander Ameeri Hai Per Dono Haathon Se Khaali Hain Hum Hum Se Chehra Chhupao Nahe Humsafar Tere Saathi Hain Hum Aaj Tak Kuch Bhee Maanga Nahee Sirf Tere Sawaali Hain Hum TU Karay Jo Karay Wo Kabool Zindagi Tujh Se Raazi Hain Hum 

5)Koi Mausam Ho, Dil Mein Hai Tumhaari Yaad Ka Mausam Ke Badla Hee Nahee Jaanan Tumharay Baad Ka Mausam Nahee Tou Aazma Ke Dekh Lo, Kaisay Badalta Hai ? Tumhaaray Muskaraanay Se Dil-e-Nashaad Ka Mausam Kaheen Se Os Haseen Awaaz Ki Khusbuu Pukaaray Gi Tou Is Ke Saath Badlay Ga Dil-e-Barbaad Ka Mausam Qafas Ke Baam-o-Dar Mein Roshni Si Aayi Jaati Hai Chaman Mein Aagaya Shayad Lab-e-Aazaad Ka Mausam Mere Sheher-e-Pareshaan Mein Teri Be-Chaand Raaton Mein Bohat Hee Yaad Karta Hun Teri Bunyaad Ka Mausam Na Koi Gham Khizaan Ka Hai, Na Khwaahish Hai Bahaaron Ki Hamaaray Saath Hai “Amjad” Kisi Ki Yaad Ka Mausam 6)Help, the police put me in prison for looking so damn beautiful!.. they said i need an ugly bastard to get me out... hurry up 

7)Somewhere, some dreams of your smile & finds your presence in life so worthwhile. So when your lonely, remember its true that some1, somewhere, is thinking of u. 

8)You are so sweet you myk da sug jealous, you are so hot you make the sun feel cold buh best of all you are so cute you make da teletubbies look evil 

9)I always knew that looking back on my tears would someday make me laugh, but i never knew that looking back on my laughter would someday make me cry. miss you. 

10)MOUNTAINS CAN FLY! OCEANS CAN DRY!! YOU CAN FORGET ME! HOW CAN I!! 

11)How much do u luv me?If it's 100% cal me,if 80% sms me, if 50% mis cal me ,if 0% ignore me. 

12)yestarday i ask my heart some thing is missing what happen to you. it says their is no heart i miss you my dear . 

13)I think about you always, and the way you make me smile. like when i look into your eyes, it gives me butterflies. When you hold me in your arms n when my lips connect with yours, its a feelin that i cant explain because i never felt like that before. 

14)If your heart is broken tell me, i will get the glue. If your lost in life then call me, ill come and look for you. If your sad then u must text me, its my job to make you smile. If your happy let me know and we\'ll celebrate Vodka style! 

15)If your heart is broken tell me, i will get the glue. If your lost in life then call me, ill come and look for you. If your sad then u must text me, its my job to make you smile. If your happy let me know and we\'ll celebrate Vodka style! *********************************************************** 1)Badi gahrai se chaha hai tujhe, Badi duao se paya hai tujhe, Tujhe bhulane ki sochu bhi to kaise, Kismat ki lakiro se churaya hai tujhe 

2)Us Dil Sai Pyar na karo jo tumhe dard dai. Par us Dil ko kabhi dard na do jo tumse Pyar kare. Kyuki tum Dunia k liye koi ek ho. Par kisi ek k liye sari Dunia ho… 

3)Jabse tumko dekha hai, Ek leher si ooth rahi hai mann mein mere, Kyu dil yeh mera bekaraar hai, Kya yeh sirf mere dil ki pukaar hai, Ya isi ka naam pyaar hai 

4)Ishq me maut se darta kaun hai, pyar to ho jata hai karta kaun hai. Aapke liye to puri duniya hai kurbaan, aur aap kehte ho ki aapki fikr karta kaun hai… 

5)Aapki muskan hamari kamzori hai Keh na pana hamari majboori hai Aap kyon nahi samajhti is jazbaat ko Kya khamoshiyon ko zuban dena zaroori hai… 

6)Kuch sochun to tera khayal aa jaata hai, Kuch bolun to tera naam aa jaata hai, Kab tak chupaon dil ki baat, Uski har ada par mujhe pyaar aa jaata hai 

 7)Fiza me mehakti shaam ho tum, Pyaar me jhalakta jaam ho tum, Seene me chupaye feerte hain hum yaadein tumhari, Isliye meri zindagi ka dusra naam jo tum…. 

8)Nazar Chahti Hai Deedar Karna, Dil Chahta Hai Pyaar Karna, 
Kya Bataoon Is Dil Ka Aalam, Nasib Me Likha Hai Intezar Karna…

9)Dil main hur raaaz dabaa key rakhtay hein Honton pay Muskaan sajaa key rakhtay hein.. ye duneeya sirff Khushee mein saath daytee hai.. iss liye hum apnay aansoo chupaaa kay rakhtey hein 

10)Bite pal phir la nahi sakte, Sukhe phul phir khila nahi sakte, Kabhi kabhi lagta hai aap hume yaad nahi karte, Par dil kehta hai aap hame bhula bhi nahi sakte … 

11)Na Door Mujhse Jaya Karo, Dil Tadap Jata Ahi Hamesha Tere Khyaalon Mein Din Guzar Jata Hai Dil Ne Ek Sawaal Poochha Tha Tumse.. Tumhe Bhi Mera Khyaal Aata Hai Kya Door Rehkar… 

12)Aankhon Mein Basi Hai Pyari Soorat Teri Aur Dil Mein Basa Hai Tera Pyaar Chahe Tu Kabool Kare Ya Na Kare Humein Rahega Tera Intezaar! 

13) Ek Hi Duniya Mein Rehte Hain Par Mil Kyon Nahi Pate Hain? Aapse Kahin Ache Aapke Sms Hain Jo Mobile Mera Mehkaate Hain… 

14)Ajeeb lagti hai sham kabhi kabhi.. Zindagi lagti hai bejan kabhi kabhi.. Samajh mai aaye to humein bhi batana k.. Kyun kerti hain yaadein preshaan kabhi kabhi. 

15)Bite pal phir la nahi sakte, Sukhe phul phir khila nahi sakte, Kabhi kabhi lagta hai aap hume yaad nahi karte, Par dil kehta hai aap hame bhula bhi nahi sakte ..:

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