Thursday 31 October 2013

Wish For Love


1)If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the touch of your fingers on my skin, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. ade ghr t ni chli gyi" 

2)ek muskan to mujay ek baar dey do> khuwab mien hi chahy ek baar dey do > bus ek baar kar lo aany ka wadaa> phir chahy umer bhar ka intzar dey do> 

3)yado me teri yad thi, kia yad thi kuch yad nahi, teri yad me sab bhol gaye, kia bhol gaye kuch yad nahi, yad ho tum sirf yad ho tum, q yad ho kuch yad nahi. 

4)MAIN KISI AUR KI HOON ITNA BATA KAR ROI, WO MUJHE MEHNDI LAGEY HATH DIKHA KAR ROI,,, UMAR BHAR KI JUDAI KA KHAYAL AYA THA, WO MUJHE PAS APNE BITHA KAR ROI,,, KHAT KITABEIN WO PYAR K TOHFEY, MOHABBAT KI SAB NISHANIYAN JALA KAR 

ROI,,, TUMHARI DI HUI SAB CHEEZEIN UTAR LI GAYEIN, WO MUJHE SEJ PE SAJEY ZEVAR DIKHA KAR ROI,,, AB K NA SAHI ZARUR HASHAR MAIN MILEINGEY, YAKJA HONEY K DILASEY DILA KAR ROI,,, MUJHSE ZIYADA GHAM BICHARNEY KA USEY THA, WAQT-E-RUKSAT WO MUJHE SEENEY SE LAGA KAR ROI 

5)Hina ka Rung Hon Main, Hath pe to Aaon ga. Uter Gaya to Mehek Apni Chhor Jaon ga. Ghazal ka Shair Hon, Dil ki Kitaab mein likh lo. Bhula Diya to Kabhi Yaad Bhi na Aaon ga. Tera he Ashq-e-Tamana Hon, Rok lo Mujh ko. Main ek Din Teri Palkon pe Jagmagaon ga. Khaloos-e-Dil se Sada di Agar kisi ne Mujhe. Gayi Bahaar ki Tarah lot Aaon ga. Dilon ka Dard Agar koi na samjha RAHAT! Main Pathron k Zamaney Main Lot Jaonga. 

6)Kuch Khud Bhi Thay Afsurda se Kuch Tum bhi Hamse Rooth gaye Kuch Khud Bhi Zakham k Aadi thay kuch Sheeshay hath se Choot gaye Kuch khud Bhi thay Hassas bohat Kuch Apnay Muqadar Roth gaye Kuch tumko Such se Nafrat thi Kuch Hamse Bolay na Jhoot gaye Kuch logon ne Uksaya Tumhen Kuch Apnay Muqadar Phoot gay Kuch khud itnay Muhtaat na thay Kuch Log bhi Hum ko Loot gaye Kuch Talkh Haqaaiq thay itnay K khwab hi Saray Toot gaye. 

7)Tere Hasin Tasavur ka Aasra lekar Dukhon k Kante Main sare Samet leta hun. Tumara Naam he kafi h Rahat-e-Jaan ko Ghamon ki Taiz Hawaon ko Morr deta hn. 

8)O Never say that I was false of heart, Though absence seem'd my flame to qualify! As easy might I from myself depart, As from my soul, which in thy breast doth lie: That is my home of love; if I have ranged, Like him that travels I return again, Just to the time, not with the time exchanged, So that myself bring water for my stain. Never believe, though in my nature reign'd All frailties that besiege all kinds of blood, That it could so prepost'rously be stain'd, To leave for nothing all thy sum of good: 

9)Cold in the earth?and the deep snow piled above thee, Far, far removed, cold in the dreary grave! Have I forgot, my only Love, to love thee, Severed at last by Time's all-severing wave? Now, when alone, do my thoughts no longer hover Over the mountains, on that northern shore, Resting their wings where heath and fern-leaves cover That noble heart for ever, ever more? Cold in the earth, and fifteen wild Decembers From those brown hills have melted into spring: 

10)You look so peaceful lying there With your hands folded upon your chest. You look like you are sleeping But you are at eternal rest. So Long For Now. Not a hair out of place, Your make-up nicely done, A beautiful smile upon your lips - For now you are with Absalom. When someone special passes on It does not mean 
they are gone, Though they are no longer with us Their memory still 

lives on. It hurts so much to lose a friend - Especially one that is trustworthy and kind. Nan Legge, you were that special friend, A rare and special find. Nan Legge, you will always be with me In spirit and in mind. You will always have a special place in my heart Forever until the end of time. Nan Legge, I will not say "Good-bye". This is not the end. So I will just say, "So long..." Until we meet again. 

11)Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and destroyed There is no sound of laughter or happiness here The little one has thrown in the towel today Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul It is futile to hope and dream and pray Emptiness builds a home in this woman In this girl, this child where hollows have bred A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes And eats away at every connecting thread Confusion feeds like a savage inside her, Leaving nothing considered worthy remains Destined to walk through life less ordinary Alone, exiled, different and disdained. 

12)Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love. 

13)Your beauty intoxicates all you encounter, Yet you fail to notice, This is your blunder, You've had a rough time, Though now it is over, But yet you continue clinging to what is left over, And in doing this your depression grows deeper, Pulling you apart at the seams, Causing you to unravel and fall to you knees, Pondering desperately: "How much worse can it be? " To ease your mind of 

your terrible burden, You bargain with Satan (as if he cares), Giving you a release, in turn for your soul: That you believe tarnished and not worth much at all, When all of your friends have been with you till now, But here comes the crossroads up ahead, They give you a choice: "Stand tall or fall down." You have your beauty and charm, Your intelligence and grace, Good friends and your health, What more does it take for you? 

14)Every new beginning, comes from some beginnings end. Every time you kill me, I am born again. Every time you close that door, Another door is opened. And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, You're not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care. 

15)I keep waiting for the phone to ring Yet I know it won't be you; I try to fill my life with busyness Yet all I do is think of you. What became of us And all our dreams and plans; How could you turn and walk away As I watched our castles turn to sand? Do you never even miss me Don't you long to caress my face; How could you forget so easily And You I can't erase? I want to be in your arms again To see the laughter in your eyes; But I guess the joke's on me And Oh! Was I surprised! 

16)She remembers it all, All the people who had said They cared, 


but did they really? She remembers it all, The sound of laughter and How happy she'd been, but was she really? She remembers it all, His arms around her and He said "I love you," but did he really? She remembers it all, The pain she'd felt when he left, How her heart ached, but was it really? She remembers it all, The feeling of being so alone, The feeling no one cared, but did they really? But now they'll remember her, Staring at the knife in her hand How easy to slit her wrists, but will she really? 

17)At first, remember how you promised? It would be soft and tender, A loving feeling to remember. But, instead . . . You made me feel like a whore, My body laid out in front of your eyes to adore. And I wondered how this could be, We were finally together, you and me. I was only a piece of flesh, No loving thing, 

And that was the night this angel was stripped of her wings. You hurt me, caused pain And what was I to gain? This tiny life that is inside, When I found out I could have died. Something that once had the chance to be so sweet, Turned out to be nothing to you but a piece of meat. The pain I felt, My heart you made melt. This pain can never be recovered, Because I will always have a reminder of my first lover. Something he will not see for a while. He does not know that we made a child. 

18)I was very upset about what had just happened in my life. The girl I was in love with decided that it wasn't going to work anymore. I knew it too, but did not want to face the reality of it until I was forced to. 

19)My belt loosens slowly. Reminders of you stay fresh in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles. Wake me in the morning, when the sun shines again. It's frightening when all I know falls apart. And all I know is you. Hunger squeezes me tighter. My soul sags with exhaustion. Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights. Weeping intensifies my anxiety. Can tomorrow come without you... here today? The cheap chandelier falls on my face. The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands. Pain is unrecognizable. All I knew was you. You. My love. 

20)I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back 

with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a sense of me. So now, I journey on alone, Forever wandering, in my thoughts, And I shall ask you once again, What good is love. 

21)I had a girlfriend that, after we broke- up, I longed over for a couple of years. Then one day, I just got tired of feeling the feelings I knew would never be anything again. I decided it was time to move on. A Lesson I've learned a lot of lessons In the short time I have lived I've learned how to appreciate And I've learned how to give. But in these past few months There's two I'll remember most I've learned how to love And I've learned to let go. You entered my 

life with such a force And left it with one as strong And though we tried to make it last We both knew it wouldn't be long. I lie at night and think about How I'm the one to blame. If only I would have trusted you, I could have missed this pain. And so I spent each day of my life With my heart in pieces And when I thought it could never be cured, Something happened; I expected it least. I guess my soul was all cried out, And it was tired of being used. And even though I know I'm guilty, I was tired of being accused. And so I've learned to end this Without an urge to cry These are my final words to you, "I love you and goodbye." 

22)The pain that remains from that one special person's parting, leaves you forever changed - And always wishing for that innocence to be restored. Painful Love Watching you from across the room sends searing pain through my heart. I think back to a year ago, when I thought we'd never part. My love for you just won't die down - it just grows with each new day. I wish you'd dare 

to look at me and hear what I have to say; "I love you and I want you back - " but these words you just won't hear. You don't seem to remember them - all the memories I hold dear. You were my first kiss, my first love and now you don't even care. How could you just blow it away? We were the perfect pair. you seem content to let me go - You're doing fine as you are, while I'm still missing how we were. We had the best love by far. 

23)Do you have the same pain as I feel. Why did you gave up. If you would have tried, We could have won. Life is like hell without you. Better to stop it. I am living without you like I am in coma. I never knew how quickly I would go from someone you loved to someone you used to know. The sad thing is I don’t know how to get over you. You can’t be in control and in love at the same time. Love makes you vulnerable. Trust your heart but know the consequences too. You were the last thing I needed in my life. You were completely the wrong person to fall in 

24)Masoom Mohabbat ka bas itna Fasana hay, Kaghaz ki Hawaili hay aur Baarish ka Zamana hay... Kya shart-e-mohabbat hay, kya shart-e-zamana hay, Awaz bhi Zakhmi hay aur Geet bhi gaana hay... Us paar utarnay ki Umeed bohat kam hay, Kashti bhi Puraani hay aur Toofan ko bhi aana hay... Samjhay ya na samjhay wo Andaaz Mohabbat kay, Aik shakhs ko Aankhon say Shair sunana hay... Bholi si Adaa koi phir 'Ishq' ki, zidd par hay, 

25)Main tumharay aks ki aarzoo mein bass aayina hi bani rahi Kabhi tum na samnay aa sakay, kabhi mujh pay gard pari rahi Woh ajeeb shaam thi,aaj tak meray dil mein uss ka malal hai Meri tarah jo teri muntazir, teray rastay mein khari rahi Kabhi waqf-e-hijr main 

ho gaei,kabhi khwab-e-wasl mein kho gaei Main faqeer-e-ishq bani rahi, main aseer-e-yaad huwi rahi Bari khamshi say sarak kay phir meray dil kay gird lipat gaei Woh rida-e-abr-e-sfed jo sar-e-kohsar tani rahi Huwi uss say jabb meri baat bhi,thi shareek-e-dard woh zaat bhi To na janay kon si cheez ki meri zindgi mein kami rahi 

26)Yeh Fakhar Toh Haasil hay , Buray hayn k Bhalay hayn Do Chaar Qadam Hum bhi Teray Saath chalay hayn Jalna toh Chiraghon ka Muqaddar hay Azal se Yeh Dil k Kanwal hayn k Bujhay hayn na Jalay hayn Thay kitnay Sitaray k Sirr e Shaam hi Doobay Hungaam e Sehar Kitnay hi Khursheed Dhalay hayn Jo Jhayl Gaye Hans k karri Dhoop k Tewar Taaron ki Khunak Chaon mayn Woh Log Jalay hayn Ek Shama Bujhayee Toh Kayee Aur Jala Leen Hum Gardish e doraan se bari Chaal Chalay hayn 

27)jis tarah ki hain yeh devarain yeh dar jaisa bhi hai sar chupanay ko muyassar toh hai ghar jaisa bhi hai usko mujhse mujhko uss se nisbatain hain beshumaar meri chaahat ka hai mehavar yeh nagar jaisa bhi hai chal para hun shauq-e-beparvaah ko murshad maan kar raastaa pur_pech hai yan pur_Khatar jaisa bhi hai 

28)Raaz -e- Ulfat Chupa Kay Dekh Liya Dil Bohat Kuch Jala Kay Dekh Liya Or Kia Dekhnay Ko Baaki Hay Aap Say DIL Laga Kay Dekh Liya Wo Mera Ho Kay Bhi Mera Na Howa Un Ko Apna Bana Kay Dekh Liya Aaj Un Ki Nazar Main Kuch Ham Nay Sab Ki Nazray Bacha Kay Dekh Liya Faiz Taqmeel -e- Ghum Bhi Ho Na Saki Ishq Ko Aazma Kay Dekh Liya Aas Us Dar Say Tootti Hi Nahi Jaa Kay Dekha Na Jaa Kay Dekh Liya 

29)Iss baar kuch aisa mein chahta hoon Tum ko apna banaana chahta hoon Bhula kar apne sab gham Tumhe dilse apnana chahta hoon Tumhe tumhari ijazaat se Apne dil mein basana chahta hoon Apne naam k saath joar kar tumhara naam Duniya ko sar-e-aam dikhana chahta hoon Kab ho Qubooliyat ki ghari na jaane Tumhe 

har dua mein mangna chahta hoon Ho jaao tum meri aur main tumhara Harr pal bas yehi ehsaas chahta hoon Tum se hi ki bass mohabbat main ne Apni sari zindagi tumhare sang chahta hoon Karta hoon aaj main ye iqraar Main bass tumhe bass tumhe hi chahta hoon Haq ke saath kahoon tumhe main apna Tumse bass aaj main yehi raza chahta hoon 

30)Muhabbat Rooth Jaye to Usay Baanhon Main Lay Lena. Bohat He Paas kar k Tum Usay Jany Nahi Dena. Woh Daman Bhi Churaye To Usay Tum Qasam De Dena. Dilon k Maamlon Main to Khataaen ho He Jati Hain. Magar Tum in Khataaon ko Bahana Mat Bana Lena. Muhabbat Rooth Jaye to Usay Jaldi Mana Lena. 

31)Ankhein bhi wohi hain dareecha bhi wohi hai aur soch ke aangan mai utarta bhi wohi hai, Jis nay mere jazbon ki sadaaqat ko naa jana ab meri rafaaqat ko tarasta bhi wohi hai, Is dil ke kharabe se guzar kis ka hua hai ankhein bhi wohi hont bhi wohi lehja bhi wohi hai, Jo kuch bhi kaha tha meri tanhai ne tujh sey is sheher ki deewar per likha bhi wohi hai, Woh jis nay diye mujh ko mohabbat ke khazaane baadal ki taraha aankh se barasta bhi wohi hai 

32)Wo Kehti Hai, Suno Jaana!!.. Mohabbat Maum Ka Ghar Hai Tapish Ye Bad-Ghumani Ki Kahin Pighla Na De Iss ko.., Main Kehta Hoon, Key Jis Dil Mein Zara Bhi Bad-Ghumani Ho Wahan Kuch Aur Ho To Ho Mohabbat Ho Nahi Sakti... Wo Kehti Hai, Sada Aise Hi Kiya Tum Mujh Ko Chaho ge..?? Key Main Iss Mein Kami Bilkul Gawara Kar Nahi Sakti.., Main Kehta Hoon, Mohabbat 

Kiya Hai Ye Tumne Sikhaya Hai Mujhe Tumse Mohabbat Key Siwa Kuch Bhi Nahi Aata... Wo Kehti Hai, Judai Se Buhat Darta Hai DiL Mera Key Tum Ko Khud Se Hatt Kar Daikhna Mumkin Nahi Hai Ab.., Main Kehta Hoon, Yehi khadshey Buhat Mujh Ko Satatey Hain Magar Sach Hai Mohabbat Mein Judai Sath Chalti Hai... Wo Kehti Hai, Batao Kiya Mere Bin Jee Sakogey Tum..?? Meri Baatein Meri Yaadein, Meri Aankhein Bhula Do Gey..?? Main 

Kehta Hoon, Kabhi Iss Baat Per Socha Nahi Maine Agar Ik Pal Ko Bhi Sochon To Sansein Rukne Lagti Hain... Wo Kehti Hai, Tumhe Mujh Se Mohabbat Iss Qadar Kyun Hai..?? Key Main Ik Aam Si Larki, Tumhe Kyun Khas Lagti Hoon..?? Main Kehta Hoon, Kabhi Khud Ko Meri Aankhon Se Tum Dekho Meri Deewangi Kyun Hai Ye Khud Hi Jaan Jaao Gey... Wo Kehti Hai, Mujhe Waraftagee Se Dekhte Kyun Ho..?? Key Main Khud Ko Buhat Hi Qeemati Mehsoos Karti Hoon.., Main Kehta Hoon, Mata-E-Jaan Buhat Anmol Hoti Hai Tumhe Jab Dekhta Hoon Zindagi Mehsoos Karta Hoon... Wo Kehti Hai, Batao Na!! Kise Khone Se Darte Ho..?? 

Batao Kaun Hai Wo Jis Ko Ye Mausam Bulate Hain..?? Main Kehta Hoon, Ye Meri Shayari Hai Aaina DiL Ka Zara Dekho Batao.. Kiya Tumhe Iss Mein Nazar Aaya...?? Wo Kehti Hai Key, Jee Buhat Baatein Banatey Ho Magar Sach Hai Key Ye Baatein Buhat Hi Shaad Rakhti Hain.., Main Kehta Hoon, Ye Sab Baatein, Fasane, Ik Bahana Hain Key Pal Kuch Zindagani Key Tumhare Sath Katt Jayein... 

33)Mere Wajood Ki Mujh Mein Talash Chor Gaya Jo Pori Na Ho Kabhi Aisi Aaas Chor Gaya Yehi Karam Nawazi US Ki Mujh Pe Kam Hai Kia Ka Khud To Door Hai Yadein To Pas Chor Gaya Jo Khawhishen Thi Kabhi Hasraton Mein Dhal Gayi Ab Mere Laboon Pe Wo Eik Lafz Kash Chor Gaya Ye Mera Zarf Hai Ik Roz US Ne Mujh Se Kaha Ka Aam Logon Mein Eik Tujh Ko Khas Chor Gaya Baharon Se Mujhy Isi Liye To Nafrat Hai Inhi Ruton Mein Mujhe WO Udass Chor Gaya ************************************ 1)Yaadon mein meri tum aaya na karo Yun baar baar bevaqt hamein sataaya na karo Pyar karte ho tum bhi humse maloom hai yeh Yun sabke saamne beithke sharmaaya na karo 

2)Karenge tumse wafa hum har ghadi Kabhi shikaayat ka mauka na denge tumhein Haste haste guzaarenge zindagi ka har lamha Kabhi roothne ka mauka na denge tumhein 

3)Jagaaya unhone aisa ke aaj tak so na sakke Rulaaya unhone aisa ke sabke saamne ro bhi na sakke Jaane kya baat thi unn mein…. Jabse maana unhe apna tabse kisi ke ho na sakke 

4)Neendh aankhon se udh gayi hai Cheyn dil ka kahin kho gaya hai Haalat dil ki na poocho humse aap…. Kahin mujhe pyar toh nahin hogaya hai 

5)You can fall from a mountain, You can fall from a tree, But the best way to fall, Is to fall in love with me 

6)Bikhri si inn zulfo ko tu apni ungliyo se aake savaar le Mere khwaab mein aa ke mere saath yeh tanha raat guzaar le Hota nahin ab inn meethi yaadon se mera guzaara Marr na jaau kahin iss se pehle mujhe dil se pukaar le 

7)Teri sabhi baatein baar baar yaad karna acha lagta hai.. Tumhein khud mein mehsoos karna acha lagta hai.. Dua hai bas yahi ke Khuda aapko humse juda na kare.. Kyunke tera saanso ke nazdeek rehna acha lagta hai 

8)Mohabat ke bina zindagi fizool hai Par mahobat ke bhi aapne ussol hai Kehte hai milti hai mohabbat mein bahut ulfaate Par aap ho mehboob toh saab kubul hai… 

9)“KitnA Pyaar Karte hain tumse Kaash TumkO bhi yeH ehsaaS ho JayE Magar AisA na Ho Ke Woh hosH mein tab Aaaye Jab HuM gehri neenD mein so JaayE” 

10)Yun durr rehkar duriyon ko badhaya nahi karte, Apne deewano ko sataya nahi karte, Har waqt bas jise tumhara khayal ho, Usey apni awaaz ke liye tadpaya nahi karte. !!! 

11)Tum Kya Jano Kya Hai Tanhai, Is Tute Hue Patte Se Pucho Kya Hai Judai, Yu Bewafa Ka Ilzam Na De Zalim, Is Waqt Se Puch Kis Waqt Teri Yaad Na Aayi… Zindagi Sirf Muhabbbat Nahi, Kuch Aur Bhi Hai, Zulf-O-Rukhsaar Ki Jannat Nahi, Kuch Aur Bhi Hai. Bhook Aur Pyaas Ki Maari Hui Is Duniya Mein, Ishq Hi Ek Haqeeqat Nahi, Kuch Aur Bhi Hai. 

12)Sitare to bohot hai, magar Chand jaisa koi nahi, Phool to bohot hai, magar Gulab jaisa koi nahi, Shayar to bohot hai ees duniya main, magar Aap jaisa koi nahi, Aur dost to bohot hai hamare, magar Aap jaisa Heera(diamond) koi nahi… 

13)Poocho na us kaagaz se, jis per hum dil ke bayaan likhte hain, Tanhaayion mein beeti baatein tamaam likhte hain, woh kalam bhi dewani ho gayi, 

14)jis se hum tumhaara naam likhte hain..Jis Ki Qurbat Mein Karar Bohat Hai, Usss Ka Milna Dushwar Bohat Hai, Jo Meray Haathon Ki Lakiron Mein Nahin, Usss Shaks Se Humain Piyar Bohat Hai.. 

15)Kya kahen kuch kaha nahi jaata. Dard mitha hae par saha nahi jata. Rishta ban gaya is qadar aap se Bin yaad kiye aapko ab raha nahi jata 

16) I saw a Beautiful dream Last night There were U&me only, U knw wht Happan? U was looking so innocent Bcoz I was eating Icecream &U was Looking at me. 

17)Pyar Insan Sbse Krta H Pr Sacha Pyar Jise Mohbt Kehte H Sirf 1 Se Hota H Lakh Chahe Dono Nibhana Pr Rista To Khuda Ki Mrzi Se Banta H 

18)A cute line said by a sweet rose: "It's better to stay on a boy's grave who died for love than 2 stay in a girl's hair who doesn't know what is love 

19)Few lines of my life:- If Sum1 Would Ask Me Who I Want To B Wid...? I Would Simply Say... "Sum1 Who wud Nvr Leave Me Just Bcoz 0f S0MEB0DY Else"..! 

20)insaan life me sirf 2 baar badlta hai 1) jab uski life me koi a jata hai 2) jab uski life se koi chala jata hai 

21)dil ne mujhe kaha aap se doh baatein karlu,agar aap izzaazat de toh aap ko yaad karlu,kehne ko toh lavse kum pad jaay, par ye sach hai ki sirf aap ke yaad mein mera dil dadakta hai. 

22)someone u love is an extension of yourself without dat person u are not complete so better you take good care of yourself because i dont want to loose a part of me. 

23)Kahte hai hatho ki lakire adhuri hoto Kismat mein mohhbat nahi hoti. Par sach to ye hai ki hatho mein ho koi Pyara hath to lakiro ki bhi jarurat nhi hoti … 

24)Dil ki awaz koi pehchanta nahi, Kisko kya dard hai koi janta nahi, Hum bhi nahi chahte aapko pareshan karna, Magar kya kare.. dil hai ki manta nahi… 

25)Hum wo nahi jo dil tod denge, Thaam ker haath sath chod denge, Hum dosti karte hai pani or machli ki tarah, Juda karna chahe koi to hum dum tod denge… 

26)Ankhe ro padhi unka na paigam aaya, Chale gaye humein akela chhod ke ye kesa mukam aaya, Meri tanhai Hansi mujhpe Aur boli Bata Aakhir mere siva tere kon kaam aaya… 

27)Zindgi ka pahla pyar kaun bhulta hai Ye pahli bar hota hai jab koi kisi ko Khud se badhkar chahta hai, Uski pasnd uski khwahish me khud ko bhul jata hai, Hota hai itna khubsurt pehla pyar to na jane Kyu aksar adhura reh jata hai… 

28)Jaane kyu log hame aajmate hai Kuch pal sath rahne ke baad dur chale jate hai Sach hi kahte hai log ki sagar ke milne ke baad Log barish ko bhul jate hai… 

 29)Door jakar bhi hum door jaa na sakenge, Kitna royenge hum bata na sakenge, Gham iska nahi ki aap mil na sakoge, Dard is baat ka hoga ki hum aapko bhula na sakenge… 

30)Mohabbat mujhe thi usi se..Sanam. Yadaon me uski yeh Dil tadpta raha .. Maut bhi meri Chahat ko rok na saki.. Kabr me bhi yeh Dil Dhadkta raha. 

32)Tumhari is ada ka kya jawab du, apne dost ko kya uphar du, koi achcha sa phool hota to mali se mangvata, jo khud gulab hai usko kya gulab du... 

33)Aapki Muskurahat ne hame behosh kar diya, Aapki Muskurahat ne hame behosh kar diya, Hum Hosh me aane hi waale the, ki Aapne fir se muskura diya. 

34)Bina dard ke ansu bahaye nahi jate, Bina pyar ke rishte nibhaye nahi jate, E dost 1 baat yaad rakhna bina DIL diye DIL paye bhi nahi jate. 

35)Mast Nazron se dekh lenaa tha Agar tamanna thi aazmane ki, Hum to behosh youn hi ho jaate Kya zaroorat thi muskurane ki. 

36)Badi Muddat se chaha hai tujhe, bade Duaon se paya hai tujhe, tujhe bhulane ki socho bhi to kaise, Kismat ki Lakiron se churaya hai tujhe! 

37)ek nazar teri kaher dhati hai, ek teri chal lehrati hai, dua dete hain hum jab tu aati jati hai, girten hain log aur tu hasti jati hai... ~~~~~===============******===============~~~~~ 38)Dur hokar bhi mere karib ho, mere DilSe pucho kitne aziz ho, apni hatheli ko kabhi gaurse dekho, shayad kisi lakir me mera bhi nasib ho. ~~~~~===============******===============~~~~~ 39)Dil Ko Manana Gar Hota Aasaan, Na Karta Kisi Ko Yun Ye Pareshaan, Tanha Na Rahta Bhari Mehfil Me, Na Hoti Woh Halat Jo Ho Na Sake Bayaan. ~~~~~===============******===============~~~~~ 40)Tapish Suraj Ki Hoti Hai, Jalna Zameen Ko Parta Hai, Qusur Aankhon Ka Hota Hai, Tarapna Dil Ko Parta Hai.
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Wednesday 30 October 2013

Read My Feelings


hi frnds mai aapse apni love story share karna chahta hu.. Mera nam haran hai pyar se mujhe sub hary ya nick kehte he..or mai karnal ka rehene wala hu.. To. Bat tab ki he jub me 10 th ki exam deke.. Vacation me somnath gaya tha.. Jaha mere nana nahi rehte he… Wha me sall me 2 bar jata tha.. Hu skasar waha neem ke ped ke niche jake apni frnds ki mehfil jamate the.. Ek din jub me meri nani. Waha bethe the tab ek ladki ayi.. Aur ujhe dekhne lagi.. Me to jese kahi kho gaya..bas ushe hi dekhta raha yaha takh ki ye bi bhul gaya ki merei nani yahi mere sath bethi he.. Tabi mere frnd ne mera hath pakda aur waha se uthaya.. Pata nahi ujhe kya hogaya.. Fir usne pu6a ki ye kya ho raha tha.. Me ne kaha ku6 nahi.. Aur usse pu6a ki wo ladki kon thi.. Usne bataya.. Ki yahi pass me rehti he..uski maa meri nani ki frnd he.. Fir ek bar wisa hi hua.. Iss bar hum frnds bethe the.. Aur wo ayi.. Mere frnds se mere bare me pu6ne lagi.. Fir humara introduction karvaya mere frnd ne.. Fir kya tha hu a6e dost ban gaye.. Bas ek problem thi.. Me uske samne ku6 bol nahi pata jese wo samne aati eri to bolti hi bandh ho jati..thi… Me jyada se jyada waqt uske sath bitana chahta tha.. So… Hum har rozz kahi na kahi ghu ne chale jate the… Wo bi aati thi aur frnds bi..kahi bhi jate hume frnds akela 6od dete.. Lekin ho bi kya sakta tha.. Hu to bat bi nahi kate the.. Bas ek dusre ko dekhte rehte.. Fir bat usne suru ki.. Kya karte ho.. Aage kya karna chahte ho.. Bas yahi..hota rozz ka drama..fir to aisa hua ki agar hum ek dusre ho dekhte nahi to. … Pata nahi kya hojata dil bechen hojata.. Bas.. Hu jadse haare love point peaajate.. Wo neem ka ped. Waha hum ek dusre ko milte aur ek dusre se dur jane ka mann hi nahi karta .. Asehi dekhte dekhtel vaction pura hua..mujhe ushe 6odke jane ka bilkul maan nahi tha par kya karta jana to tha hi.. Wo bi rone lagi me bi.. Bahot roya.. Hugale mile ye humari first hug thi.. Bas dil kahraha tha ki bas aisehi rahne do.. Hume alag mat karo… Fir bi dil pe pathar rakh ke mujhe vaps apne ghar ana pada.. Mujhe koi chij me dil nahi lag raha tha..bas usko yaad karke rota bas rota.. Ek din achanak se uski muma ka call aya.. Mere deddy ke call pe.. Mujhe pata nahi tha ki kiski he..fir jab deddy ne kaha ki mujhese bat karni he kisiko.. To mene manna kar diya.. Fir bi deddy ne danta ki kisi se aise nahi kehna chahiye.. Fi jub cell mene hallo kaha to.. Uski avaj ayi.. Me chauk gaya.. Me ghar se bahar aagaya aur cell pr kiss karne laga.. Aur rone laga..paglo ki tarha..bas fir bat hue. Usne pu6a kab ane vale ho.. Mene kaha divali pe..uski yaad e hi jite rahe..fir diwali pe me vapses gaya.. Aur bahot sari soping ki.. Patake kiye.. Sath e diwali ki.. Bas aise hi chal ta raha.. Humari cell pe bat nahi hoti thi.. Jab meri nani ki deth hogai.. Tab jana tha.. Hume vaha.. To waha gaye aur sab ku6 jo bhi kam tha wo pura kiya aur. Sub meri sadi ki bat kar rahe the.. Gour se suna to uski aur meri bat ho rahi thi.. Me bahot khus ho gaya.. Mene usko bata.. Wo bi khusi ke mare kudne lagi.. Fir me uske ghar betha tha to uski mumma ne mujse pu6a ki tumhe priti kesi lagti he.. Mene kaha a6i lagti he..to unhone kaha sadi karega priti se.. Mene janbuj ke kaha soch ke bataunga.. Unhone majak kija ti fir kisi dusreke sath ki iski sadi kardegel mene ghabrate hua kaha nahi mehi karuga.. Wo hunsh padi..mene meri mumma ko nahi bataya ki mujhe pata he ki meri sadi ki bat chal rahi he.. Ek din mujhe call aya ki uski jabar dasti uske mama ke ladke ke sath sagai ho rahi he.. Ene ushe bahot call karne hi kosiski.. Lekin sab west. Fir jun me uske ghar gaya to pata chala ki wo ab waha nahi rehti.. Sift ho gayi..bahot khoja use mene lekin nahi mili.. Ek din firse call aya ki uski sagai tut gai he.. Lekin wo abitak mujhe nahi mili pata nahi kaha hogi..kash wo mujhe waps miljaye.. ****************************** 



1)Mushkilon se Aapki Mulakat Na Ho, Udas Baitho Esi koi Baat Na ho…. Dua Hai Ki Mehfilon Se Saje Zindagi Aapki, Bas Mumein Pukar Lena Agar koi Saath Na Ho… 

2)Pal Pal Badalne Wale, Teri Har Ruswai Se Hamne Pyar Kiya, Royoge Us Din Tum, Pehchanne Se Jis Din Hamne Inkar Kiya 

3)Hum Bhatakte Rahe Hain Raahon Me Raat Din Kat Rahe The Aahon Me Ab Tammana Hui Hai Jeene Ki Baat Kuch to Hai Teri Nigaahon Me… 

4)Kisi ko pyar itna dena ki had na rahe, par aitbaar bhi itna rakhna ki shak na rahe, wafa itni karna ki bewafai na ho, aur dua bus itni karna ki judai na ho… 

5)Uthaate hai jab yeh haath Dua ko, Rab se tere liye hi fariyaad karte hai.. Tum hamein bhula bhi do toh kya, Hum toh tumhe har pal yaad karte hai..

6)Lab Khulte Hai Band Ho Jate Hai, Sacche Dost Milte Hai Bichad Jate Hai, Per Jab Saath Bitaye Din Yaad Aate Hai Toh Hasti Aankhon Se Bhi Aansoo Nikal Aate Hai… 

7)Kabhi noton ke liye mare, Kabhi voton ke liye mare, Kabhi jat-pat ke naam par mare, Agar hote Vir Bhagat Singh to kehte “Yaar Sukhdev, Hum bhi kin logon ke liye mare. 

8)Zamin par wo mera naam likhte hai aur mitate hai. Unka to timepass ho jata hai…. Kambhakt mitti mein hum mil jate hai. 

9)khud par Sabse Jyada proud kab hota hai ? . . . . . Jab usko Exam mein kuch na aata ho, Aur pichhe se teacher aake kahe, ? ? ? ? ? ? Copy chhupa lo Pichhe wala dekh raha hai…. Kasam se seena chaura ho jata hai :’D 

10)Ek chhoti bacchi apne Papa ke saath ja rahi thi. 1 Pul par Paani bahut tezi se bah raha tha. Papa : Beta daro mat, Mera haath pakad lo. Bacchi : Nahi Papa Aap Mera haath pakad lo. Papa (Muskura kar bole) : Dono me kya Antar hai? Bacchi : Agar main Aapka haath pakdu aur achanak kuch ho jaaye to shayad, Me Aapka haath chhod du. LEKIN agar Aap Mera haath pakdenge to, Main janti hu ke chahe kuch bhi ho jaaye. “AAP MERA HAATH KABHI NAHI CHHODENGE” GREAT LOVE. “Aaj bhi Bacche haath chhod dete hai, Maa-Baap nahi” Luv Ur Parents.. Dedicated to our “PARENT’S”. 

11)Achcha dost zindgi ko jannat bnata hai. Islye Meri qadar kia karo Warna fir kehte firoge.!! Bahti hawa sa tha wo Yar hmara tha wo Kaha gaya use dhundo. 

12)Khud ko karo kanjoos itna, ki har sms bhejne se pahle, service center wale call kr ke khud puchhe.. Sir ji Ru sure? bhejna hai, ki sending fail kr du? 

13)The most heart touching thought: “Lash paani par kyun tairti hai” . . . . . . . . . Kyun ki dubne ke liye zindagi chahiye..!! 

14)Ek tooti PREM kahani Fark sirf itna sa hai Uski barat gayi, Iski mayat uthi. Phool us par bhi the, Phool is par bhi the. Mehfil waha bhi thi, Log yaha bhi the. Wo doli pe thi, Yeh janaze pe tha. Unka hasna waha, Inka rona yaha. Saheliya uski bhi thi, Dost iske bhi the. Qazi udhar bhi the, Molvi Idar bhi the. Wo saj k gayi, Ise sajaya gaya. Wo uth k gayi, Ise uthaya gaya. Fark sirf itna sa hai, USE APNAYA GAYA AUR ISE DAFNAYA GAYA 

15)Har barish mein yehi dua hai meri.. ki.. Barish ki jitni bunden zameen par gire.. Utni baar aap slip ho ke gire.. Khushiyo ke samandar mein. 

16)Sochiye physics kitni eassy hoti aagr aagr aagr aagr Apple ki jagah ped gira hota aur newton wahi nipat gaya hota. 

17)Cute answer when a girl asked her ex-boyfriend: Girl: Do u still love me? Boy: Pyar ka to pata nahi, lekin mere dost aaj bhi mujhe teri kasam dete hain..! 

18)Khubsurti ye nahi ki naye kapde, Naye jute pahno. Smart Dikho.. Balki khubsurti andar se hoti hai, Isliye.. CHADDI Achchhi aur Rangin pehna karo..! 

19)Saara din lag jata hai khud ko sametne mein . . . . Phir raat ko unki yaadon ki hawa chalti hai aur hum phir bikhr kar reh jate hai.. 

20)Jab chote the tab bade hone ki badi tamana thi magar ab pata chala ki adhure EHSAS aur tute SAPNE se achche adhura HOMEWORK aur tute KHILONE the.. 

21)Har barish mein yahi dua hai hamari ki Barish ke jitne qatre zamin par gire, Utni baar aap slip ho ke gire, . . Khushiyo ke samundar mein. 

22)Na jane wo hmse kya chhupati thi, Kuch tha uske hotho pe, Mgar na jane kyu shrmati thi, jab muh khulwaya to pta chala, Saali kutti R.M.D. Khati thi. 

23)कौन कहता है दिल पागल है; पागलपन तो सिर्फ एक बहाना है; एक बार हंसकर मुस्कुराकर तो देखो; ये पागल भी तुम्हारा दिवाना है। 

24)पत्नी: आप इतनी शतरंज क्यों खेलते हैं? पठान: इससे मैं मुस्तैद रहता हूँ। पत्नी: मुस्तैद रहते हैं, किसलिए? पठान: शतरंज खेलने के लिए। 

25)हर ख़ुशी, ख़ुशी मांगे आपसे; हर जिंदगी, जिंदगी मांगे आपसे; इतना उजाला हो आपके जीवन में कि; दियें भी रोशनी मांगे आपसे। हैप्पी दिवाली! 

26)मजनू को लैला का SMS नहीं आया; मजनू ने दो दिन से खाना नहीं खाया; मजनू मरने वाला था लैला के प्यार में; लैला बैठी थी SMS फ्री हो जाने के इंतज़ार में। 

27)अजीब लगती है शाम कभी-कभी; जिंदगी लगती है बेजान कभी-कभी; समझ आये तो हमें भी बताना कि; क्यों परेशान करती हैं यादें कभी-कभी। 

28)Kehte hai hatho ki lakire adhuri ho to kismat me mohabbat nahi hoti par sach to ye hai ki hatho me ho koi pyara hath to lakiro ki vi jrurat nhi hoti. 

29)Main Uss Ke Kheyal Se Jaoon To Kahan Jaoon; Woh Meri Sooch Ke Har Raste Pae Nazar Aata Hai! 

30)waqt k sath her cheez badal jati h har yaad per dhool chadh jati h lekin apki tasveer dil ke us kone me rakhi h jaha saans bhi pooch kar jati h 

31)Khaali Sheeshe Bhi Nishaan Rakhte Hai Toote Dil Bhi Armaan Rakhte Hai Jo Khamoshi Se Gujar Jaaye Wo Dariya Bhi Dil Me Toofan Rakhte Hai 

32)Master G Bacche ka lunch KHA gye or bole- Beta ghar jakar mera naam to nhi bataoge? Baccha masumiyat se-Master G m ammi se kahunga k meri roti kutta kha gya ! 

33)kisiki chaht pr dilse amal krna dil n tute uska itni fikar krna ye zindgi khas h apke liye par ap jiske liye khas ho uski kadar krna. 

34)Aaj ka happy menu -pyar ki roti -chahat ki sabji -sneh ka raita -vishvas ka salad -Friendship ki sweet dish 

35)Kyon? bade bade sher kehna baye haath ki ART samajhte ho... dusron ke msg forward karte ho aur khud ko bada SMART samajhte ho! Real Fact Ek Sachcha Chahne Wala ApSe Hr Tarah Ki Baate Share Karta H Magar Dhokha Dene Wala Sirf Apko Achi Lagne Wali Hi Baate Karta H 




1)To some stranger you might be nothing at all. But to me you are why I wake up in the mornings, You are the reason why am not crying anymore. You were the gentle man that came along,


2)When my hand is wrinkled so, it's you that I will still want you know. As my hair turns silver and gray remember me as I was yesterday. My long red hair blowing in the breeze, we loved ..........


3)Me on the left and you on the right the way we laid our bodies the start of the night. My head on two pillows as yours lay on one tired from the day and all we had 

4)I get butterflies, every time, You look at me, touch me, talk to me. Big cheesy smiles across my face, You fill that empty place, Deep in my heart, Where it has been lonely for such 

5)I met this beautiful girl a couple years ago I wanted her I liked her but I didn't know If she felt the same way as me I laid awake every night thinking of everything we could be 

6)As I was walking down a dirt road. I picked a daisy along the way. I thought of my true love, And where he was today. I look at the daisy’s petals. They were each white as snow, 

7)When I fell in love my heart was on fire To be with you was my one desire And if you love me I’ll give you everything you need A lifetime of promises and a world full of dreams 

8)t must have been a rainy day when you were born, but it wasn't really rain, the sky was crying because it lost his most beautifull angel 

9)3 words made my heart beat faster, 3 words made my legs shake 3 words made my head spin, 3 words: I love you 

10)They learned me that one hours equals 60 minutes and that one minute equals 60 seconds, but they never told me that one second without you can last for ever!By Ikram Marwat 

11) If a raindrop would mean ... I love you and you would ask me how much I love you, i bet you that it wouldrain all day 

12)I m going to write on all the bricks I MISS U and i wish that one falls on ur head,so that u knows how it hurts when u miss someone special like u. 

13)f 10 people care 4 u, one of them is me, if 1 person cares 4 u that would be me again, if no 1 cares 4 u that means i m not in this world. 

14)I m feeling so happy, do u know why? cuz i m so lucky, do u know how? cuz God loves me.Do u know how? cuz he gave me a gift. Do u know what? its YOU my love. 

15)1st time i saw u i was scared 2 touch u.1st time i touched u i was scared 2 kiss u.1st time i kiss u i was scared to luv u.but now dat i luv u im scared 2 lose u 

16)In the darkest Night of nights When the moon Has all but perished There lies beauty Sinister beauty We just need to find it 

17)There is too much Beauty For us to wholly see- Our ordinary eyes Feast daily on Abundances unperceived. 

18)Magic Is mystical Pleasing bewilderment Marvel You are my magic Beauty Is phantasy A charm, flowering Colonnade You are my beauty Love Is artless Northern Star Heart Love is you Simple 

19)Adoring, this is true beauty Caring, this is true beauty Passionate, this is true beauty flawless, this is true beauty Always 

there, this is true beauty Friend in need.this is true beauty Friend indeed, this is true beauty dazzling smiles, this is true beauty spirit as of a warrior, this is true beauty servant hood, this is true beauty I can win attitude, this is true beauty Eyes as lovely as a dove 

20)In beauty may I walk All day long may I walk Through the returning seasons may I walk Beautifully I will possess again 

Beautifully birds Beautifully joyful birds On the trail marked with pollen may I walk With grasshoppers about my feet may I walk With dew about my feet may I walk With beauty may I walk With beauty before me may I walk With beauty behind me may I walk 

With beauty above me may I walk With beauty all around me may I walk In old age, wandering on a trail of beauty, lively, may I walk In old age, wandering on a trail of beauty, living again, may I walk It is finished in beauty It is finished in beauty
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Tuesday 29 October 2013

First Love New Feelings


Hi friends ,mera nam Sandy h mein madhyapradesh k ek sheher guna se belong krta hu mein bt kuch aisi h ki mein kendriya vidyalya school m pdhta tha jb mein 10 cls m tha toh ek ldki thi jiske m bht close tha bdiya bt hoti thi mein usse lyk krta tha or pyr v krta tha or uske xpretn se mjhe feel hota tha ki wo v mjhe lyk krti h bt mein keh nhi pa rha tha toh din bit rhe the or ek charctr mera ek friend bhi tha jo merw sath hi clas m betha krta tha usse mene bola bhi ki yrr jo ye syd m ldki bethi hna surbhi raghuwanshi uska nam tha jise mein lyk krta tha mene bla mein isse pyr krta hu toh ussne bola ki toh bhai usse blde teri feelings k bre m us propose krde toh mene kaha ki nhi yrr mjhe darr lg rha h kahi wo bt krnabn nakrde bs isi bt ka darr tha or mein keh nhi paya tha or din nikle jarhe the kuch dn bd mera dost blne lga ki yrr mjhe ye ldki psnd h knsi wo hi ldki jise mein lyk krta tha surabhi raghuwanshi mjhe bht bura lga ki jisse mene itna accha dost smjha usne aisa bolormnse phle hi bta dahak mi is ldkisepyr krt h fr v usne ye bol tmenkuch nhi kaha bs bst of luck bola or kaha ki bhai toh blde fr toh ussne kaha nhi yrr nhi blrha avi kuki mere karan uski v bt strt ho yi thi surabhi se toh bs bt ye thi ki bt sb m fel rhi thi or apko detail nhi bta skt tym jaebt bt mainlyye tha ki sbko jalan ho rhi thi ya kuch v h bt n wao nglt kiymere sath usldki se kuch galt salt boldiya mere bre m or usne mjhse bt krna bnd kr dya bt isse phle mene akhir kar use propse kr diya tha friensship day k dn or uska indirctly wala answer toh itna gajb tha ki kya btaun usne kahn tha ki sunne k liye mein kbse wait kr rhi thi tukit ym lgyyr yew pnhikor fr m soch iski mr lyefeligsthi omn lateh gyblne m b mere kuch karbi walo neussekch glt bola mre (ki mine uk papmummy k bre m kuch galt blusse ye bura lgaor usn knbn kr diabt r ye lgk usn mjhsecnfirm nhi kra bs bt hi krna bnd kr dya un dino mein khub roya bs socha ki av kuch nh pyrvyr sb bkrhkch nh rkin sb m bs cariern bnao or aish kro men sb bhulane ki koshish ki or kuch had tk bura lgta raha bht yd ati ti uski fr mein us skul se chla gya tha chuki mein pdhne m avrge tha jiske karan mjhe apne school m maths sub. Nhi mil tha toh mene dusre skul m try kiya jb mein apna purana skul chhod rha tha tb mere purane skul m ek ldki addmission k liye ayi thi bt na mein usse janta tha na hi kvi mila tha usne commrce liya tha or mein toh kisi or skul m maths sub liya tha pr mere purane skul dost the jinse mein milne jaya krta tha or ek din ek ldki mjhe balcony m khdi dkhi or meri kuch frend jo meri purani frend thi clasmate thi wo lod ussi ldki k ghr p aye hue the or mein uss ldki k ghr k samne se nikal rha tha apne bst frnd k sath or mene pucha are ye toh apne clas ki ldkiyan hna or ye balcony m khdi h ye kn h jo mera dost tha wo ussi ldki ka cls mate tha cmmrce liya tha ussne v toh ussne btaya ye ldki toh meri hi sectn m h mere sath pdhti h ku tu ku puchh rha h usne mjhse pucha toh mene kaha yRr mein toh isse dkhta hi rh gya yrr kya naam h usne bola sweety sharma mene kah wah yrr namm toh bda hi pyara h mene kaha year mjhe love at 1st syt ho gya h bs usse phli nzr m pyr ho gya tha mjhe av ap log pyr smjhe ya attrctn bt mein kuch aalg hi lovejaisa feel kr rha tha toh dost ne kahn ki bt kru kya usse teri hn mjhe darr lga kuki wese hi meri ldkiyo se bt krne m fatti thi toh mene aisa kaha ki mein toh usse janta tk nhi yrr ye wo ussne kaha thk h bt mein kr skta hu mene mana krdya fr jo ldkiyan us ldki k ghr ayi thi unme se ek ldki ka cl aya ki ku aman teri ek ldki h hamri friend usse bt chlaun kya mjhe kuch smjh nhi aya mene kaha kya bl rhi h ye wo toh usna kaha ki chal kuch nhi bt mjhe lg rha tha ki ho na ho wo hi ldki ki bt kr rhi h ye tohmene usse cl lagaya or bola hi ki knsi ldki h toh usne kaha hmarai ffriend h sweety sharma wo single h toh tu usse bt krle mene kaha ki wo hi ldki hna jaha tm log gye the usse milne usne kaha hn mene kaha thnqu bhagwn tune bs uss ldki k bre pta chl waya or wo meri friend ne sweety ka no. De diya toh mene msg kiya hi I m aman u r sweety toh rep aya kuki meri frend ne bta dya tha ki aman tjhse bt krna chahta h bt krlna ye wo toh uska rep aya hn mein sweety hu or mene kuch socha na smjhe bs I love u bl dya usse toh usse bura lga ho toh ussne kaha ki avi mein tmhe janti tk nhi hu or tmne I lvu bl dya avi toh frndshp v nhi hui or usse bura lga toh usne meri frend se kaha ki mjhe nhi krni aman se bt ye wo usne dirct I lv u bl dya toh fr meri frend ka cl aya ki abe usse phle bt toh krle fr I lv u blna phle frnshp toh krle mene kaha ki meri toh yhi feelings h mene bl dya bt usne smjhe ki yrr aisa nhi wo tjhe janti tk nhi av avi aise kese hn kr degi mene kaha yhk h mene sory msg kiya uska do dn tk rep nhi ay fr aya its ok koi bt nhi fr hamari bten strt hone lgi dhire dhire usse v mjhse bt krna accha lgne lga bt usne bola tha apni frends se ki mein usse agr hn krungi toh bs chlaungi usse pyr vyr nhi krungi bs ye tha bt hamari dosti ho gyi thi hm bht bten kiya krte usne bht si prsnl bt btyi uske ghr walo ki frnd circle sb kuch hm dono bht si bte shre krte the bs mein hmesha puchta tha usse ki apni reltnshp kaha tk pohchi bt wo blti ki dosti to ho gyi h age ka kuch nhi pta mene kah thk ha hm rat rat bhr msg m bt kiya krte the usse v mjhse bte krna accha lgne lga tha or bte krte krte kb subha hojati thoi kuch pta hi nhi tha or din nikle ja rhe the or idhar mere dost kehte ki tu usse pata hi nhi paega ye wo mjhe apne upr cnfdnce tha mene bhagwan se bola ki bs isse mere nam krse bs or kuch nhi chahye fr 19 january 2012 ko uska subha 9 bje k bd cl aya ki kya kr rha h mene kaha kuch nhi nahane jara hu nahaya nhi h 2 3 dno se toh usne kaha wah same pinch mene v nhi nahay 3 dno se fr mene bola ki yrr men papa ko station chhodne jara hu thodi dr se cl lgata hu toh usne kaha thk h or mein nahane chala gya papa ko chhodke mein lot raha tha toh mjhe ekdm se yd aya or mene sweety ko cl lgaya usne bola hn bol mene bola ki subha tera cl aya tha kya bl rhi thi bl av toh usne kaha kuch bhi or hans rhi thi toh mene kaha ki kya hua bta na. Usne mana kiya mene kaha fr yrr bht dn ho gye bta na apni rltnshp kahan tk pohchi toh usne kaha pohnch gyi jaha tk usse pohchna tha toh mene kaha kya mtlb smjh nhi toh usne kaha pagl I luv u 2 I luv u 2 I luv u 2 mjhe yakeen nhi hua yrr smjh nhi ara tha ye kya ho rha h h kya mtlb usne hn krdi meri feelings akhir usse cmpltly smjh agyi usse. Yrr fr mjhe believe hua ki yrr ye v mjhse pyr krti h bs fr mein apne dosto k pas gya jinhone kaha tha ki ye ldki tjhse nhi patne wali sb ko mene ikaththa kiya sb agye the or mene fr sweety ko cl lgya or mene kaha ki kya bl rhi thi tm bolo toh mene use propose kiya dosto k samne toh uska rep aya ki hn I luv u 2 I luv u 2 I luv u 2 toh sb dost heran ki wah yrr ye wo mein bht khush tha sb mere dost v bht khush the or mein sweety se bht pyr krta hu or hmsha krta rhunga or aj pure 2 sal hone ja rhe hn meri love reltnshp ko mein bht khush u I lv u sweety …..! Meri sweety ne mera past pura bhuladiya h aj mein bs ussu k bre mein schta hu or hn sweety agr mene tmhe hurt kra ho kvi toh m rly very sory n I luv u so muchh 




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1)Have you loved someone? Have you get trashed? I have loved and get trashed. I don't know why girls exits in this world. but i have told her that she is the whole world... 

2)For every mistake there is a punishment.. If there are sorrows written in fate, some reason forms.. Now all the sorrows are wound up in tears, Now all the tears have clung to the eyelids.. 

3)When love hurts me, I continue to live Wiping my tears doesn't ease the pain Love, is my love that bad? Love brings happiness, but here I am crying Why me, why am hurting so much? I'd give everything away, if this love was permitted Precious things always seem to leave So I've kept my feelings hidden ... 

4)Our relationship, how I also do not like a moment away Every day, I live for you My all time is for you .. Should not be a moment without you Your name is on every breath .. 

5)Because you alone are, Now you only are, life. You're my life. My peace, and my pain, you alone are my love. 

6)From the moment I saw you, when you entered my heart You weren’t the one You’re different, don’t look into my eyes My feelings are confused, they cannot grow Oh oh you were deeply raised from hate You laid your roots in the hole you made in my heart I love you, please love me 

7)When love hurts me, I continue to live Wiping my tears doesn't ease the pain Love, is my love that bad? Love brings happiness, but here I am crying Why me, why am hurting so much? I'd give everything away, if this love was permitted Precious things always seem to leave So I've kept my feelings hidden 

8)These two joined by holding hands Distance between them was gone Its not steady Its not proper but its happy 

9)Here we go once again Guess who's back, let's go This one is all about you I really hate you but I love you 

10)Becoming crazy, my heart tells you time after time Even for a moment, darling, don't go far from me If you have fallen in love then obey it * 

11)Mujhae Paana Itna Mushkil To Nahi.. Teen Lafzon K Liye Kuch Mehnat To Kijiye.. 

12)Suno aye dost Mohabbat tum ne karni hai? Tou phir be aas ho jana Dil ko sakht kar lena Mathe pe shikan na ho Honton pe hasi na ho Chehray pe sukoon na ho Haan muhabbat aisa karti hai Bohot be-dard hoti hai Dil ko dard deti hai Chehray ko zard karti hai Aankhoon ko sard karti hai Bahut hi dard deti hai Muhabbat tum ne karni hai? Tou phir be ass ho jana. . . 

13)Kese Karo Main Eid ! Bhala Kyon Karo Shinghar Woh To Kab Ka Rooth Gaya, Jo Tha Meri Eid Ka Chand. 

14)Suna Hai Aapki Muskurahat Pe Har Kio Marta Hai. . . . Zara Time Nikaal Kar Aana To. . . . Ek Chooha Maarna Hai... 

15)Santa gets a message "Kya aap Anna Hazare ke saath hai?" . . . Santa Replies "Nahi mai ghar pe hu. Kuch kam tha kya" 

16)Samne Manzil Thi Aur, ""Peeche Uska Wajood"" Kya Karte Hum Bhi Yaaroon? """Rukte Tho Safar Reh Jaata""" Chalte Tho Hum-Safar Reh Jaata 

17)Woh kitne itmenaan se thukra gaya mujhe, aansu bana ke aankh se tapka gaya mujhe, kaisi rehbari thi yeh kaisa faraib thaa, manzil dekha ke raah se bhatka gaya mujhe, khamosh nigaho se kahani suna kar, lafzo ke hair phair main atka gaya mujhe, mujh ko bhi bachpane ka ek mazaq samjh kar, choti si ek hansi main uda gaya mujhe, do din main us k dil se møhøbbat utar gayi Badnaam, aur do hi din mein yaad se mita gaya mujhey 

8)Hasati thi mujh ko toh phir rula bhi deti thi, kar ke vo mujhse aksar vaade bhula bhi deti thi, bewafa thi boht magar achi lagti thi dil ko, kabhi kabhi baatein mohabat ki suna bhi deti thi, thaam leti thi haath mera, kabhi yunhi khud, kabhi haath apna mere haath se chura bhi leti thi, kabhi bewaqt chali aati thi milne ko, kabhi keemti pal mohabat ke ganwa bhi deti thi, ajab dhoop chaon sa mizaj thy usske mere dosto,,, mohabbat bhi karti thi nazaron se gira bhi deti 

19)Itni Himat Nahi mujhme Ke Kisi Ko Haal-E-Dil Suna Sakien.... Bus Jis Ke Liye Udaas Hain Woh Mehsos Kar Le To Kya Baat Hai~...... 

20)Agar wo jaan le mere zakhm ke dard ki gehrai.. Toh wo kabhi na soye mujhe sulane se pehle....!! 

21)Har waqt rulata hai woh ek shaks humein.... jisey hum sapney mai b roney nai dete hai... 

22)Kitna bebas hai insaan apni kismat ke aage . kitna benoor hai sapna haqeeqat ke aage . koi ruki hui dhadkan se pooche . kitna tadapta hai dil mohhabbat ke aage

23)Mujhe Pata Nahi. Ki Mohabbat Kise Kehte Hain. Dosto Ye Shayed Wo Cheez Hai. Jo Hum Unse Or Wo Kisi Aur Se Karte Hain..! 

24)Kash Tum Samjh Pate... Kitna Chaha Hai Tumko, Kis Qadar Mohabbat Hai, Kis Qadar Zarurat Hai, Kash Tum Samjh Pate... Jaan Ye Tumhari Hai, Har Khushi Tumhari Hai, Dil'lagi Tum Hi se Hai, Zindgi Tum Hi Se Hai, Kash Tum Samjh Pate... Rooh Ki Zarurat Ho, Dil Ki Ibadat Ho, Meri Tum Mohabbat Ho, Kash Tum Samjh Pate... Sirf Tum Mohabbat Ho, Sirf Tum Ko Chaha Hai, Sirf Tum Hi Chahat Ho, Kash Tum Samjh Pate...! 

25)Sath Roti Thi Mere Sath Hansa Karti Thi, Wo Ek Larki Jo Mere Dil Main Basa Karti Thi, Meri Chahat Ki Talabgaar Thi Wo is Darja, Ke Wo Musallay Pe Namazun Main Dua Karti thi, Ik Lamhay Ka Bicharna Bhi Gawara Na Tha Usy, Roty Roty Wo Mujhy Yehi Kaha Karti Thi, Rog Dil Ko Jo Laga Bethi Thi Anjaany Main, Meri Aaghosh Main Marny Ki Dua Karti Thi, Baat Kismat Ki Thi Dour Hogaye Hum, Warna Wo To Mujhy Zindagi Kaha Karti Thi.....! 

26)Meri Chahat Ko Chahe Musibat Kehna… Apni Nazar Ko Mere Liye Nafrat Kehna… Par Akele Me Jab Ansoo Bhari Aankhe… Meri Yaad Dilaye To Jaan Use Meri Mohabbat Kehna. 

27)Bharosha ek chhota sa lafz hai. Jiske mayne samjho to bahut hai. Par mushkil ye hai ki logo ko "Bharoshe par shak hai aur apne shak par Bharosha hota hai.. 

28)Khud ko akele ka tana na dia karo, Yadoon ka gila shikwa bhi na kia karo, Kya btaien tumko kitna karte hai yaad, Hisab lagana ho toa apni sansien gin lia karo. 

29)Waqt Guzre Ga T0 Phir Dil Se Mita Degi tu mujhe.. Faasle barhte Gaye T0 Phir bhula Degi tu mujhe.. Samne h0ngin Magar Tu Nahi phechanegi mujhe.. PYar K Jurm Ki Tu aesi Saza Degi mujhe.. Be-Rehmi T0 DuniYa Karti Hai ye mujhe mal0om tha.. Kia Pata Tha Tu bhi Ghair0n sa Dagha degi mujhe.. Dukh T0 Ye Hai Khawab Mai bhi mene Socha na tha.. Dil Ki Iss Diwangi Ka Ye Sila Degi tu mujhe,,,,,! 

30)Woh kitne itmenaan se thukra gaya mujhe, aansu bana ke aankh se tapka gaya mujhe, kaisi rehbari thi yeh kaisa faraib thaa, manzil dekha ke raah se bhatka gaya mujhe, khamosh nigaho se kahani suna kar, lafzo ke hair phair main atka gaya mujhe, mujh ko bhi bachpane ka ek mazaq samjh kar, choti si ek hansi main uda gaya mujhe, do din main us k dil se møhøbbat utar gayi Badnaam, aur do hi din mein yaad se mita gaya mujhey,,,,!!! 

31)Hasati thi mujh ko toh phir rula bhi deti thi, kar ke vo mujhse aksar vaade bhula bhi deti thi, bewafa thi boht magar achi lagti thi dil ko, kabhi kabhi baatein mohabat ki suna bhi deti thi, thaam leti thi haath mera, kabhi yunhi khud, kabhi haath apna mere haath se chura bhi leti thi, kabhi bewaqt chali aati thi milne ko, kabhi keemti pal mohabat ke ganwa bhi deti thi, ajab dhoop chaon sa mizaj thy usske mere dosto,,, mohabbat bhi karti thi nazaron se gira bhi deti 

32)Sishe mein dikhti aapki parchai, kehti hai humse ki aap ho sharmai, yeh kaisi hai rusvayi, Mann karta hai thaam lu aapki kalai, kyunki ab to sahi jaye na ye judaai.

33)Yeh Sishe Yeh Sapne Yeh Rishte Yeh Dhaage, Kise Kiya Khabar Hai Kahan Toot Jaye, Mohabbat Ke Dariya Mein Tinke Wafa Ke, Na Jaane Yeh Kis Mod Par Doob Jaye 34)Sochta Hoon Tere Hussan Ek Ghazal Likhoon / Lkhane Baitha To Socha Kya Kya Likhoon// Lafz Kum Ho Gaye Hussan-e-Adda Byan Karte / Ek-Ek Ada Ghazal Hai Ab Kya Kya Likhoon 

35)Teri Baatein Hi Sunaane Aaye Dost Bhi Dil Hi Dukhane Aaye Phool khilte Hain To Ham Sochte Hain Tere Aane Ke Zamaane Aaye Aisi Kuch Chup Si Lagi Hai Jaise Ham Tujhe Haal Sunaane Aaye Ishq Tanha Hai Sar-e-Manzil-e-Gham Kaun Ye Bojh Uthane Aaye ? Ajnabi Dost Hamein Dekh K Ham Kuch Tujhe Yaad Dilaane Aaye Dil Dhadakta Hai Safar K Hangam Kaash Phir Koi 

Bulaane Aaye Ab To Rone Se Bhi Dil Dukhta Hai Shaayad Ab Hosh Thikaane Aaye Kyaa Kahein Phir Koi Basti Ujdii Log Kyun Jashn Manaane Aaye ? So Raho Maut Ke Pehluu Mein ‘Faraz’ Neend Kis Vaqt Na Jaane Aaye 1) MY LUV 4 U IS 4EVER LASTING AND 4EVER INCREASING BCOZ U 4EVER SHOW ME UR TRUE LUV 
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2)LOVE IS A TEST WHICH STUPID PEOPLE FAIL AND THEN RE-TAKE THE TEST 

3)Wo Rut Bhi Aai Ke Mai Phool Ki Sahaili Huii Mehek Mai Champa Kali, Roop Mai Chambeli Huii Wo Sard Raat Ki Barkha Se Kiyu Na Pyaar Karun ? Yeh Rut To Hai Mere Bachpan Ke Saath Kheli Huii Zameen Pe Paaon Nahi Par Rahe Takabbur Se Nigar-E-Gham Koi Dulhan Nai Nawaili Huii Wo Chaand Ban Ke Mere Saath Saath Chalta Raha Mai Us Ke Hijr Ki Raaton Mai Kab Akaili Huii ? Jo Harf-E-Saada Ki Surat Hamesha Likhi Gai Wo Larki Tere Liye Kis Tarah Paheli Huii ? 



4)Apni haatir jage ho, soye ho, Apni haatir hanse ho, soye ho, Kis liye, Aaj khoye khoye ho, Tum ne aansuu bohat piye apne, Tum bohat saal reh liye apne, Ab mere, Sirf mere ho ke raho, Tum azal se dikhon ke dairey ho, Chahey khud ko ghamon mein ghairey ho, Jab se paida huye ho mere ho, Aaj kholain ge lab siye apne, Tum bohat saal reh liye apne, Ab mere sirf mere ho ke raho, 

5)Ab mujhe apne dard sehne do, Dil ki har baat dil se kehne do, Meri banhon mein khud ko behne do, Mudatt’ton zakham khud siye apne, Tum bohat saal reh liye apne, Ab mere, Sirf mere ho ke raho, Hussan hi hussan ho, Zahanat ho, Aashiq hon mein, Tum to mohabbat ho, Tum meri , Bas meri amanat ho, Ji liye, Jis qadar jiye apne, Tum bohat saal reh liye apne, Ab mere, Sirf mere ho ke raho, Rehte ho ranj-o-gham ke ghairon mein, Dukh ke, asaib ke baseron mein, Kese choroon tumhain andheron mein, Tum ko de doon ga sab diye apne, Tum bohat saal reh liye apne, Ab mere, Sirf mere ho ke raho.. 6)Hum Khushbu Kay Sodagar Hain Hum Soda Sacha Kartay Hain Jo Ghahak Pholoon Jaisa Ho Hum Bin Damoon Bik Jatay Hain Hum Shehray Wafa Kay Logoon Ka Tum Bhala Hal Kya Janoo Hum Dil Ki Baat Chupatay Hain Aur Ansoo Tak Pee Jatay Hain. 

7)Kuch Umer Ki PehLi ManziL Thi Kuch Rastay Thay Anjaan Bohat Kuch Hum Bhi PagaL Thay Lekin Kuch Wo Bhi Thay Naadan Bohat Kuch Us ne Bhi Na Samjhaya Ye Payar Nahi Aasaan Bohat Aakhir Hum ne Bhi KhaiL Liya Jis KhaiL Mein Thy Nuqsaan Bohat Jab bikhar gaye tab ye jaana Aaty hainn yahan toofan Bohat Ab koi nahi jo apna ho milny ko to hain insaan Bohat kash wo wapas aa jaye Ye dil hy ab sunsaan Bohat.. 

8)Kabhi is majlis e aqwaam par aayega woh din bhi! Kahegaa Ibn e Aadam uth ke "Sun lo! Main bass insaan hoon! Mera koi naheen mazhab mera bass deen hai sulh e kul! Na Eisaai hoon main naa hoon Yahudi nae Musalmaan hoon! Merey jeeney ka maqsad hai faqat behbood e insaani! Main is duniya mein nafrat ka naheen raahat ka saamaan hoon! Mere haathon se hogi bass hifaazat haq e insaan ki! Suno ahl e mazaahib! Main naqeeb e bazm e insaan hoon!" 

9)Tera Zikar Bhi Karna Chor Diya Ab Hum Ne Rona Chor Diya Jub Rona Nahin To Hasna Kiya Ab Hasna Hasana Chor Diya Har Shakhs Ne Hum Ko Zakham Diye Ab Dil Ko Lagaana Chor Diya Tum Rootha Karte Thay Hum Se Ab Hum Ne Manaana Chor Diya Teri Yaad Bohot Aati Thi Humain Tujhe Yaad Bhi Karna Chor Diya 

10)Aisa nahi k humko mohabat nahi mili,- Haan jesay chahtey thay wo qurbat nahi mili, Milnay ko zindagi mai kayi humsafar milay, Lekin tabiyatton say tabiyatt nahi mili, Chehron kay har hajoom mein hum dhondtay rahey, Surat nahi mili tu kahin seerat nahi mili, Wo yak-ba-yak mila to bohat dair tak hamien, Alfaaz dhoöndnay ki bhi mohlat nahi mili, Har shakhs zindgi mai bohat dair se mila, koi bhi cheez hasb-e-zaroorat nahi mili. 

11)Death be not proud, though some have called thee Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so; For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow Die not, poor death, nor yet canst thou kill me. From rest and sleep, which but thy pictures be, Much pleasure, then from thee much more must flow, And soonest our best men with thee do go, Rest of their bones, and souls' delivery. Thou art slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men, And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell, And poppy, or charms can make us sleep as well, And better than thy stroke; why swell'st thou then? One short sleep past, we wake eternally, And death shall be no more; death, thou shalt die. 

12) We pray for one last landing On the globe that gave us birth; Let us rest our eyes on fleecy skies And the cool green hills of Earth
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Sunday 27 October 2013

Pyar Mushkil Se Milta Hai


hi friends mai Bunty hu mai aapko apni story se rubru karwana chahta hu. Waise toh hum middle class ko belong karte they par fir bhi Ghar mein kisi cheez ki kami nahi thi. Mera bachpan bilkul rajsi tha, eklauta hone ke ye fayede hote hi hain aur main toh fir shaadi ke itne saal baad paida hua tha. Kisi bhi cheez mein sochne bhar ki der thi aur woh saamne hoti thi. Kab schooling hui, college hua pata hi nahi chala. Padhne main zahin tha isliye jald hi ek achchi sarkaari naukri bhi mil gayi. Din ke samay office mein aur shaam ka samay doston mein bitata tha. Dheere-dheere dost kam hone lage kuch ko naukri ke silsile mein doosre shahar jana pada, kuch ki shaadi ho gayi aur woh apni shaadi shuda zindagi mein busy ho gaye. Kuch ko private multinational company main job mil gayi toh woh der raat tak office mein hi busy rahne lage. Ab mera boriyat ka samay shuru ho gaya. Govt job hone ki wajah se shaam hote hi ghar pahunch jata tha. Ab mujhe akelaapan sataane laga. Waise toh main maa-babuje se bahut pyar karta tha par maa-babuji mein aur mujh mein do generation ka gap tha. Isliye hamaari soch ka milna waise bhi possible nahi tha. Par fir bhi ek baat ka sahara hota tha ki kam se kam ghar par koi toh hai aur main bhi apna baaki ka bacha hua samay unke saath bitaataa tha. Par kismet ko shayad kuch aur hi manzoor tha. Maa-babuji ka ek accident mein swargwas ho gaya aur main akela rah gaya. Unke jaane ke baad mujhe pata chala ki main unse kitna pyar karta tha. Aur fir kabhi-kabhi apne aap ko kosta tha ki maine kyon nahi aur samay unke saath bitaya. Samay ke iss kutharaghat se main bilkul toot gaya tha . Kuch dino toh rishtedaaron ne saath diya par woh bhi kab tak apna ghar baar chod kar mere saath rahte. Ab mujhe ghar ke kaamo mein bhi badi muskil hone lagi. Chai banana aur ande ubaalne ke allawa mujhe kuch nahi aata tha. Aise samay mein papa ki baat yaad aaya karti thi. Woh kahte they ki beta thoda bahut kitchen ka kaam bhi seekh lo. Jab hum ghar par nahi hote toh hamein kam se kam iss baat ka toh sukun rahega ki tum bhookhe nahi ho. Par tab unki baat ek kaan se suni aur doosre kaan se nikal di. Aaj pachta raha hoon ki kash unki baat maan li hoti. Halanki meri umar zyada nahi thi, par fir bhi maa kahati thi ki beta bahu le aao. Kab tak main rasoi mein padi rahungi. Tera bhi mann bahal jaayega aur mujhe bhi kitchen se chutti mil jaayegi. Agar maa ki woh baat maan li hoti toh aaj na to akelapan satata aur na hi kitchen ka gam. Khair pados ki aunties ki wajah se khichadi banana seekh liya jiski wajah se mujhe bhuke pate nahi sona padta tha. Aise main ek din meri postin south India ke ek chote se kasbe Kunnoor mein ho gayi. Meri job transferable hai. Isliye transfer refuse nahi kar sakte. Fir yahan koi tha bhi nahi jiske liye rukta isliye chal pada. Ab zindagi kismet ke hawale kar di jahan lekar chalti hai chal pada. Shuru ke ek hafte toh office ke guest house mein guzara, fir office ke ek colleague ki madad maangi ki kahin kiraaye ke ghar ka bandobast kar de. Chota kasba hone ki karan kiraaye ke makaan ka wahaan chalan nahi tha. Sabke apne makaan they. Kasba bahut chota tha isliye jobs ke bahut zyada scope nahi they. Isliye outsiders bhi nahi they. Khair kaafi dhundhne par ek makaan mil gaya. Ghar kaafi bada tha mujhe chat par ek bada sa kamra aur ek kitchen de diya gaya. Ghar ki malkin ne mujhe ye makaan badi majboori mein diya tha. Unki maali haalat achchi nahi thi. Unki koi permanent aamdani nahi thi. Pahle toh ghar ka kharch kheti-baadi se chalta tha. Par kuch saal pahle ghar maalik ne bank ka karz wapas na kar paane ki haalat main aatmhatya kar li thi. Ye south India mein aajkal aam baat hai. Har saal kai kisaan jab bank loan return nahi kar paate toh aatmhatya kar lete hain. Sarkaar bhi aankhe band kar ke baithi hai. Kisaano ki dayniy haalat hai. Par govt. kuch nahi kar rahi. Jis saal number of suicides badh jaate hain, us saal kuch kisaano ka loan maaf ho jata hai. Iske allawa koi sarkari madad nahi. Sthiti ko sudharne ke liye kaagazon par toh bahut kuch hota hai par zamini haqikat kuch aur hi hai. Khair is ghar ki haalat bhi kuch aisi hi hai. Mrs. Rao apne chaar bachchon ke saath rahti hai. Do ladke aur do ladkiyan. Sabse badi Madhavi jiski umr sirf 20 saal hai, fir 15 saal ka Vanshi, fir 12 saal ki Naglaxmi aur sabse chota 8 saal ka Sri Nivasa. Kheti–baadi aurat ke bas ki baat nahi isliye ye saara kaam unke devar dekhte hain. Aur badle main guzaare layak anaaj de jaate hain. Madhavi pados ke bachchon ko music aur dance seekhati hai. Uske badle jo aamdani hoti hai us se baaki bachchon ki padai hoti hai. Mrs. Rao ados-pados ke kapde silti hain. Aur khali samay main nariyal ke reshon se rassiyan banati hai. Ye aamdani ghar ke baaki kharchon ke allawa emergency main kaam aati hai. Mere unke ghar mein kiraaye par aane ki wajah se unki mushkilon se bhari zindagi mein kuch aaram aa gaya tha. Waise toh who log bahut achche they, par chah-kar bhi woh meri koi madad nahi kar paate they. Main unki Telugu bhasha nahi jaanta tha aur who meri hindi nahi jaante they. English mein bhi ghar mein sabhi ka haath tang tha. Thodi bahut hindi aur english Madhavi aur Vanshi jaante they, par woh jab available nahi hote they toh mujhe badi muskil hoti thi. Mrs. Rao toh zyada padhi-likhi nahi thi aur baaki dono bachche abhi chote they. Par dheere-dheere maine telugu seekhna shuru kar diya. Taaki mera kaam chal sake. Ismein bahut zyada kathinai nahi aai. Uss illake main telugu bolne waale logon ki bahutayat thi. Office main bhi mere colleague isi bhasha main baat karte they. So thoda-thoda main bhi seekhne laga tha. Jagah nayi thi isliye main apni aadat ke anusaar chutti hote hi ghar aa jaya karta tha. Shaam ke samay Madhavi bachchon ko classical dance sikhaya karti thi. Main aksar chhat par se usse dance seekhate hue dekha karta tha. Bachchon ko dekh-dekh kar main bhi thode bahut steps seekh gaya tha. Akele main kabhi kabhi un steps ki practice bhi kiya karta tha. Ek din Madhavi ne mujhe dance karte hue dekh liya. Woh chupchap mujhe dekhti rahi fir achanak mujhe tokte hue boli, “ye step galat hai, isse aise nahi aise karo… Toh chup-chup kar dance seekh rahe ho aur guru shayad main hi hoon. Fir nikalo guru dakshina.” Aur fir hansne lagi. Fir boli, “agar dance achcha lagta hai toh seekhte kyon nahi?” Maine kaha, “sharm aati hai… Khair samay mile toh tum hi seekha dena.” Ab Madhavi aksar chhat par aane lagi aur kabhi-kabhi mujhe dance bhi sikhaane lagi. Iske badle mein, main use thodi bahut English aur hindi seekha diya karta tha. Issi beech ek din Madhavi ko pata chala ki main hafte ke saaton din khichdi khata hoon. Woh pahle toh dukhi hui fir usne apni maa se baat karke mujhe bhi khana apne saath khane ke liye kaha. Andha kya maange do nain, yahan toh chaar mil rahe they. Maine bhi jhat se haan kar di. Ab main unhi ke saath khana khane laga. Aur kirayedaar se paying guest ban gaya. Main khane ke liye unhe kuch paise alag se dene laga. Kabhi-kabhi rashan aur sabji bhi market se le aata tha. Ab main ghar walon se kaafi achchi tarah se ghul mil gaya. Ghar ke chote-mote kaamo mein bhi haath batane laga. Khali samay mein bachchon ko padhane laga. Unke ghar mein ek jo mard ki kami thi woh thodi-thodi bharne lagi thi. Main bhi unke ghar ka ek sadasya ban gaya tha. Dheere-dheere samay beetne laga mujhe unke saath kariban chaar saal ho gaye. Vanshi 12th pass kar chuka tha. Uska MBBS mein selection ho gaya tha. Lekin fees ke chalte admission nahi le pa raha tha. Par mere zidd karne par Mrs. Rao ne Vanshi ko MBBS karne ke liye Bangalore bhej diya. ‘Mere zidd karne par…’, haan in char saalon mein, maine is ghar mein woh jagah bana li thi ki ab main zidd kar sakta tha aur meri zidd maani bhi jaati thi. Darasal main iss pariwar mein kaafi ghul mil gaya tha. Ek baar ki baat hai, Mrs. Rao ki tabiyat kuch kharab ho gayi. Check up karane par pata chala ki unhe dil ki bimaari hai. Baat tab bigad gayi jab unhe pata chala ki unke devar ne unki saari zameen dhoke se hadap li hai. Ye jameen hi unke bure waqt ka sahara thi. Isse bechkar hi woh apni betiyon ki shaadi karna chahti thi. Devar ke iss dokhe ko woh bardasht nahi kar paai aur unhe heart attack aa gaya. Unhe hospital mein bharti karwaya gaya. Doctor ne by-pass ki salah di. Kariban 2.5 se 3 lakhs ka kharcha tha. Saara parivar toot gaya. Bachche saare din bhar rote rahte they. Woh apne pita ko kho chuke they ab apni maa ko nahi khona chahte they. Par woh asahaay they. Madhavi apne chacha ke paas gayi gidgidaai par unhone koi madad nahi ki. Unke iss dukh ko mujhse zyada kaun samajh sakta tha. Main apne parivaar ko kho chuka tha. Maine bagair kisi ko bataaye hospital mein saare paise jama kara diye. Mrs. Rao ka operation theek thaak ho gaya. Doctor ne unhe precautions lene ke liye kaha aur fir kuch dino ke baad unhe discharge kar diya. Mrs. Rao ke bahut poochne par Doctor ne unhe bata diya ki paise maine diye hain. Us din shaam ko Mrs. Rao ne mujhe bulakar poocha ki maine paise kyon diye. Mera unse kya rishta hai. Aur woh mera itna bada karz kaise chukayengi. Maine unhe bataya ki main apna parivaar kho chuka hun, aur ek anaath ki zindagi jee raha hoon. “Itni badi duniya main baigair kisi apne ke jeena kitna mushkil hota hai, main achchi tarah jaanta hoon. Bhagwaan ne mujhe doosra pariwar diya hai aur aap ko khokar main iss doosre parivaar ko bhi nahi khona chahta.” Itna kahte hi mere aansu nikal aaye. Mujhe dekh kar ghar ke sab log rone lage. Mrs. Rao ne mujhe gale laga liya aur boli aaj se mere chaar nahi paanch bachche hain. Tabse main us ghar ka ek sadasya ban gaya. Aur mujhe bhi zidd karne ka adhikaar mil gaya. Iske baad ek din woh bhi aaya jisne mujhe pareshaan kar diya. Madhavi 24 saal ki ho gayi thi. Ek din uske liye ek rishta aaya. Ladka bank mein kaam karta tha. Mrs. Rao ne mujhe bulaya aur bataya ki Madhavi ke liye rishta aaya hai. Ladka bank mein kaam karta hai aur hamaari jaat ka hai. Khaate peete ghar ka hai aur bagair dahej ke Madhavi se shaadi karna chahta hai. Bhala is se achcha rishta hamen kahan milega. Woh saamne se khud chalkar ye rishta maangne aaye hain. Agar yahan Madhavi ki shaadi ho jaati hain toh Madhavi ke bhag khul jaayenge. “Aur fir mujh vidhwa ki liye is se badkar kya baat ho sakti hai ki woh log bagair kisi dahej ke meri beti se shaadi karne ke liye tayyar hain. Bolo beta tumhaari kya salaah hai. Agar tumhe thik lagta hai toh tum Madhavi se baat karo.” Mere muh se ek bhi shabd nahi nikla. Main chupchap unki baat suntaa raha. Aur ant mein “jaisa aap chahe…” kahkar chala aaya. Madhavi ki shaadi ke baat sunkar mujhe pata nahi khushi nahi ho rahi thi. Ek ajeeb si bechaini hone lagi mera dam ghutne laga, aise lag raha tha jaise saans nahi liya ja raha hai. Main daudkar chhat par chala gaya taaki khuli hawa mein saans le sakun, par kuch fayda nahi hua. Kuch der mein Madhavi bhi chhat par aa gayi aur boli maa kah rahi thi ki tumhe mujhse kuch baat karni hai. Darasal Madhavi ne maa ki saari baaten sun li thi. Lekin fir bhi woh mujh se kuch sunana chahti thi. Maine bagair uski taraf dekhe use jhidak diya. “Abhi mujhe kuch nahi kahna, mujhe pareshan mat karo.” Madhavi chali gayi aur main apne aap ko tatolta raha ki mujhe kyon Madhavi ke rishte se khushi nahi ho rahi. Agle din Madhavi ne mujhse kaha ki maa kah rahi thi ki mere liye ek rishta aaya hai. Mujhe kya karna chahiye? Maine kaha ki ab tum koi bachchi nahi ho badi ho chuki ho ye tumhaari zindagi hai, iska faisla tumhe lena hai, isliye iss faisle ko tum khud lo. Madhavi boli, “ye toh theek hai par ye itna bada faisla hai ki dar lag raha hai, main galat decision bhi toh le sakti hoon. Isliye tumhaari rai lena chahti hoon.” Maine kaha, “Mrs. Rao ek heart patient hain, tumhe unki khushi ka khayal rakhna chahiye.” Madhavi boli, “kya tum iss rishte se khush ho?” Main gusse se bola, “ab meri khushi ki baat kahan se aa gayi.” “Lekin main jaanana chahti hoon.” “Haan mujhe khushi hogi, bahut khushi hogi.” Main gusse se bahar chala gaya. Madhavi bhi rote-rote apne kamre mein chali gayi. Mrs. Rao ne rishte ke liye haan kar di. Sagai ka din pakka ho gaya. Pahle navraatri ko mangni aur dashmi ko shaadi. Ghar main shaadi ki tayyariyan hone lagi. Ghar mein rang rogan, kapdo ki shopping aur gahno ki khariddaari hone lagi. Halaanki ladke waalon ne dahej ke liye mana kiya tha, par fir bhi ek maa apni beti ki shaadi ki tyari uske janam se hi kar deti hai aur fir thoda bahut toh loklaaj aur lok dikhave ke liye bhi karna padta hai. Mrs. Rao ne bhi kaafi kuch jod rakha tha. Bas zaroorat thi usko ek naya roop dene ki. Jaise-jaise din nazdeek aane lage Madhavi ka chehra murjhane laga. Woh jab bhi akeli hoti rone lagti. Har samay khilkhilane wali Madhavi gumsum rahne lagi. Ab woh mujh se nazrein churaane lagi. Idhar main bhi chid-chida ho gaya. Ghar mein toh normal rahne ki koshish karta, jhoothi hansi hansta, par office mein baat-baat par jhagad padta. Har baat par gussa ho jata. Dheere-dheere mujhe iss baat ka ehsaas ho gaya ki main Madhavi se pyar karta hoon. Aur isiliye main uske rishte ki baat ko sah nahi pa raha hoon. Usko kho dene ke dar se dukhi rahta hoon. Par main majboor hoon kuch kar nahi sakta. Mrs. Rao ek heart patient hain agar unhe iss baat ka pata chala toh woh iss baat par kaise react karengi. Mere baare mein kya sochengi. Kahin woh iss baat ko jhel nahi paai aur unhe phir se attact aa gaya toh. Fir main unki caste ka bhi toh nahi hoon. Mujhe kahin na kahin iss baat ka viswas tha ki Madhavi bhi mujhe chahti hai. Par woh mera faisla sun na chahti hai. Woh ek ladki hai, woh apne dil ki baat zubaan par nahi la sakti. Fir maine aaj tak use kuch kaha bhi nahi hai ki main uske baare mein kuch feel karta bhi hoon ya nahi. Shaadi ke din nazdeek dekh kar Vanshi bhi kuch din pahle ghar aa gaya. Vanshi ab kaafi bada ho chuka tha aur sab kuch samajhne laga tha. Usse ghar ka mahaul kuch badla-badla sa laga. Main aur Madavi sabke saamne toh khush rahne ka dhong karte par akele mein dhukhi ho jaate. Vanshi ne iss baat ko bhaanp liya. Mrs. Rao bhi ghar ke iss badle hue mahaul ko notice kar rahi thi. Fir ek maa se apne bachchon ka dukh nahi chupta, woh sabkuch samajh leti hai. Ek din usne shaam ko sabko bulaaya. Maine aaj Madhavi ke rishte ke liye mana kar diya. Main aur Madhavi Mrs. Rao ko hairaani se dekhne lage. Woh boli maine uske liye ek doosra ladka dekh liya hai, pahle waale se bhi achcha. Madhavi fir se pareshaan ho gayi aur main dukhi. Itne main Mrs. Rao ne Vanshi ko kaha, “Vanshi nikalo toh” aur vanshi ne apni jeb se ek anguthi nikali aur mere ore badhaate hue bola, “pahnao jijaji didi ko anguthi.” Vanshi ke in shabdon ko sunkar mere hosh udd gaye. Vanshi ne mujhe chutki kaati aur bola, “kya hua, ladki pasand nahi hai kya?” Maine kaha, “nahi nahi, aisi baat nahi hai” aur jaldi se Vanshi ke haath se anguthi lee aur Madhavi ko pahna dee. Sab hamein dekh kar hansne lagey. Maine aur Madhavi ne maa ke paair chu kar aashirwad liya. Main aur Madhavi dono ek doosre ko dekh rahe they, hum dono ki aankhon mein aanshu they. Hum dono ko akela chodkar sab kamre se baahar nikal gaye. ************************************************************************* 



1)Wohi Gardashain Wohi Paich-O-Kham Tere Baad Bhi, Wohi Houslay Mere Dum Ba Dum Tere Baad Bhi, Tere Sath Thi Teri Jafa Mujhay Mo’atabar, Tere Saaray Gham Mujhay Mohtaram Tere Baad Bhi, Mere Sath He Meri Har Khushi Teri Muntazir, Teri Muntazir Meri Chasham-E-Namm Tere Baad Bhi, Tu Kisi K Qalab-O-Arzoo Mein Dhal Gaya, Main Na Ho Saka Kabhi Khud Mein Zamm Tere Baad Bhi, Mere Baad Kitnay He Roop Tu Ne Badal Liye, Main Wohin Hoon Ab Teri Qasam Tere Baad Bhi … 



2)Garmiye hasrat-e-nakaam se jal jaate hain Hum chiraagon ki tarah shaam se jal jaate hain Shama jalti hai jis aag mein numayish ke liye Hum usi aag mein gumnaam se jal jaate hain Jab bhi aata hai tera naam mere naam ke saath jaane kyon log mere naam se jal jaate hain… 



3)Tu ne shayad Mere Mehboob ko dekha hi nahi Kyun usey Tuu ne bas ek Phool kaha hai Mere Dost Tu ne shayad Mere Mehboob ko dekha hi nahi Tu jise itni Haseen cheez samajhta hai wo Phool Sookh jaaye to Nigaahon ko bura lagta hai Phool ka apna koi rang koi Roop nahi Uske Jore mai saja ho to Bhala lagta hai Mera Mehboob to har Waqt Naya hai Mere Dost Tu ne shayad Mere Mehboob ko dekha hi nahi Mere Mehboob ke Jalwon ka nahi koi Jawaab Dhoop sa rang hai aur khud hai wo Chha’aoon jesa Uski Payal mai Barsaat ka Mausam Chhanke Sar pe Resham ka Dupatta hai Ghata’aon jesa Wo jahan bhar ke Haseeno se juda hai Mere Dost Tu ne shayad Mere Mehboob ko dekha hi nahi Mere Mehboob ki Aankhen hain Do Gehri Jheelien Jin mai khilte hain Mere waaste Chahat ke Kanwal Unko dekhoon to Mujhe Shayari karni aa jaaye Aur mai uske lye Gaaon Mohabbat ki Ghazal Wo Mere Dil ke Dharakne ki sada hai Mere Dost Tu ne shayad Mere Mehboob ko dekha hi nahi 




4)Mohabbaton mein agar koi rasm o raah nah ho Sakoon tabaah nah ho, zindagi gunaah nah ho Kutch aetedaal bhi laazim hai dill lagi key liey Kissi sey pyaar agar ho to bepanaah nah ho Iss ehtyaat sey mai terey saath chalta hon Teri nigaah sey aagey meri nigaah nah ho Mera wajood hai sachaaion ka aaina Yeh aour baat keh mera koi gawaah nah ho 



5)Meri Zindagi to Firaaq hai, Wo Azal se Dil k Makeen Sahi Wo Nigah-e-Shoq se Door hon, Rag-e-Jaan se laakh Qareen Sahi Hamein Jaan deni hai ek din, wo kisi tarah wo Kahein Sahi Hamein Aap khinchey Daar per. Jo nahi koi to Hum hi Sahi Sar-e-Toor ho, Sar-e-Hashar ho, Hamein Intizaar Qabool hai Wo Kabi mile, wo kahin mile, wo kabi Sahi, wo kahin Sahi Na ho Un per jo Mera Bus nahi, k yeh Aashqi hai Hawas nahi Mai Unhi ka tha, Mai Unhi ka hoon, wo Mere nahi to nahi Sahi Jo ho Faisla wo sunaye, use Hashar per na Uthaye Jo kareinge Aap Sitam wahan, wo abi sahi, wo yahin Sahi Usey dekhne ki jo Loo lagi, to ‘NASEER’ dekh hi leinge Hum Wo Hazar Aankh se Door ho, wo Hazar Parda-Nasheen Sahi 



6)Socha nahi acha Bura, Dekha Suna kuch b nahi Manga Khuda se her Waqt, Tere siwa Kuch b nahi Dekha Tujhe Chaha tujhe, Socha Tujhe Pooja Tujhe Meri Wafa Meri Khata, Teri Khata kuch b nahi Jis per Hamari Aankh ne, Moti bichaye Raat bhar Bheja wohi Kagaz usey, Hum ne likha Kuch b nahi Aur Ek Shaam ki Dehleez per, Bethey rahe wo Dair tak Aankhon se ki Batain boht, Munh se kaha kuch b nahi Do-Chaar din ki Baat hai, Dil Khaak mai mil jaye ga Aag per jab Kagaz rakha, Baqi bacha Kuch b nahi
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