My True Love

hi friends I am Arun Singh , This is my Life,s truth ,, , I m from haider nager.i am 22 year old. ye baat us waqt ki hai jab main AACP mein study karta tha, main ba clear kar chuka tha. mere class mein 9 students the, aur do din mein hi meri unse doti ho gayi. ek din main class ke baad ghar ja raha tha tabhi ek ladki ne mujhse ek institute ka address pucha ye wahi institute tha jaha main padhta tha maine use institute ka address bta diya aur wo thanks bol k chali gayi.. main bhi ghar aa gaya aur uske baare main sochne laga kyunki wo mujhe kaafi achi lagi. raat ko main sochne laga ki kaas wo dubara mile. agale din main roz ki tareh institue gaya aur apni class main enter krte hi main chownk gaya kyunki wahi ladki mere class mein baithi thi usme mujhe dekha aur sayad pehchan bhi gayi thi.. maine thodi himmat ki aur ja ke uske bagal wali seat pe baith gaya. jaise hi main baitha usne mujhe hi kaha aur thanx boli maine bhi use hi kaha aur usase pucha ki aaj aapki pehli class hai usne muskurate hue kaha haa maine aaj hi join kiya exam aane wale hai. fir usne mujhse aapko kitne din ho gaye is class mein. maine kaha abhi 1 week hua hai..fir maine himmat jutaate ,ue uska naam pucha, main pehli bar kisi ladki se baat kar tha isiliye thoda nervous tha, khair usne kaha mera naam Ritika hai, maine kaha mera naam ajay hai, itne mera sir aa gaye aur hamari class suru ho gayi aur hum padhne lage . uske baad jb class khtm hui to usne mujhe bye kaha aur chali gayi. main bhi ghar aa gaya aur us din main kaafi kush tha pehli bar main kuch ajeeb si feelings mehsus kar tha. us raat mujhe nind hi nahi ayi, main bar bar uth kar time dekh raha tha aur soch raha tha ki jaldi se subeh ho jaye taaki main use dekh saku usase baat kar saku…kher agle din main jaldi jadli taiyar hoke 1 ghanta pehle hi institue pahunch gaya, kuch der baad mein class room mein gaya aur ritika ka wait krne laga thodi der baad wo ayi aur aake mere paas wali seat pe baith gayi maine use hi kaha aur usne bhi muskrate huye mujhe hi kaha. kuch din aise hi chalta raha hum dono mein kaafi baatein hone lagi, class ke baad hum dono kaafi time saath bitaate, ice cream wagerah khate aur ab hum ache dost ban gaye the, hum dono ab mobile pe bhi ek dusre se baatein krne lage.. aur isi beech main use kb like karne laga mujhe khud pta nahi chala. wo jb bhi muskra ke mujhse baat karti mujhe bahut acha lagta ,ek din mein class mein late ho gaya isliye mujhe usase alag piche baithna pda us din uske saath hamari class ka anurag baitha hua tha aur maine dekha ki wo ek doosre se baat kar rahe the, ye dekh kr mujhe jealousy feel hui..us waqt mijhe pta chala ki main use bahut like krne laga hu. class ke baad usne pucha aaj tum late kaise ho gaye maine kaha bs aise hi, usne kaha chalo kisi park mein chalte hai maine kaha mera mann nahi hai, main ghar ja raha hu, usne kaha kya baat hai kuch problem hai kya, maine kaha nahi bs aise hi..usne kaha theek hai bye.. sayad wo bhi samajh gayi thi ki main upset kyu tha.ghar aake mujhe laga ki maine usase theek se behave ni kiya, sayad usko bura laga hoga. maine socha ki kal use sorry bol dunga.. agle din wo class mein mili maine kal ke liye i m sorry, usne pucha kal tum upset kyu the, maine kaha pta nahi aise hi bs. Fir usne mujhse pucha tum cntr ke baad kya karoge, maine sase kaha ki main MA karunga usne mujhse iske baare mein puch maine use puri detail bta di.. usne kaha main PGDCA course karungi. maine kaha theek hai.. uske baad hum dono k exams aa gaye hum dono ke hi exam ache gaye, exam ke baad usne PGDCA ka form bhara aur maine bhi MA ka form Bhar diya in pbi. uni. pati.main . main hamesha uske baare mein sochta rehta ab main usase bahut pyar karne laga tha..aur lagbhag 3 mahine se use bataene ki koshis kr raha tha par meri himmat hi nahi hoti thi in maamlo mein main bahut kamjor tha. aur mujhe laga kahi usne mana kar diya to hamari dosti bhi na khatm ho jaaye is baare mein maine apne dosto ko bataya, dosto ne kaha saale jaldi se himmat karke bolde wrna uski shaadi mein table- kursi saaf krta reh jayega. unhone mujhe motivate kiya aur kaha kuch nahi hoga wo tujhe mana nahi karegi, tum dono itne dino se saath ho, ek doosre ko achi tareh jaanane lage ho tu usko bol de.maine apne frnd ke help se use jeh ehsaas dala diya ke main use like karta hoon . lekin jeh baat jainne ke baad wo mujhe ignore karne lag gaye . maine use kayi baar call kiya usne koi response ni diya. main bahout upset ho gaye ai.. maine fir usase SMS kar kar sub kush keh diya .usne ouse waqt mujhe phone kiya aur pucha ke iss sms ka kya matlab hai .. maine usase kaha ki agr tumhe hurt hua to i m sorry,but thats true ke main tumhe pyar karta hoon , mere dil se galti ho gaye , wo boli dekho maine tumhare liye kabhi aisa feel ni kiya, main tumhe sirf ek acha dost manti hu aur mai tumhare feeling ke kadar karte hoon and tumhe bliam ve nahi kar rahe ke tumne mere vaire mein aisa kyu soucha bs jehe kehna chate hoon ke mere dil mein tumhare leye aise koi feeling nahi.. aur main tu jehe chate hoon ke ajj ke baid tum mujhe kabhi phone mat karne aur mujhe bhool jaou.. lekin mene kaha ke hum ek dost ke tarah tu baat kar sakte hain usne kaha hain lekin dubara iss topic pr baat mat karna , maine kaha theek hai.. use baad usne ok bye keh kar phone kait diya . 15 din ho gaye iss batt ko aur mere dil uss se batt karne ko keh raha hai lekin himmat nahi ho rahe .…me ab bhi uska wait kar raha hu…..tu jeh the mere love story frnds …. kya mujhe uske saath baat karne cha he hai ja nahi???? plz tell me ;

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