Mera Love Hai

hi frnds m mani. i wish aap mere storiey ko samjhe ge.and plzzzz request to all plzzz prey to me ki mujhe meri pyar mil jaye. main ek normal ladka hu.jo baate bahut banata hai. par un baato ka kya matlb hota hai mujhe khud hi nahi pata hota. main apne frnds ko ye advice deta tha ki tm sb love mat karna warna tmhara time waste hoga. mai aisa hi kuch har bar bolta tha. par mujhe nahi pata tha ki mai bhi love me par sakta hu. mujhe fb par kisi se love ho gaya tha.haalaki main use janta tha par utne acche se nahi.main usase pahli baar april me mila tha,utna jaan pehchan ni thi. maine april last week kuch time ke liye fb use kar raha tha.then maine uski id dekhi maine isitarh use frnd request send kar di thi.usne accept bhi kar liya tha. 1-2 din usase baat hui fir uske baad maine fb use karna bahut kam kar diya tha(us time mai bahut fb use karta tha).fir maine apni id august ke month me use karna start kiay. wo mujhe kabhi kabhi online dikhti thi par mai oflline ho jata.mera man ni karta tha kisi se baat karne ke liye.aisa hi kuch month tak chala. ek din maine apna fb accont november ke monthe me use kar raha tha to maine dekhe ki usne mujhe msg kiya tha. hi… me-hi… she-hows u me-f9 n u she-me toooo she-waise tm offline kyu chale jate ho me-(waise main jaan bujh kar karta tha par maine usase bola ki)mobile se use karta hu na network problem ho jati hai. then usne mere studies ke baare e pucha aur maine usase.isi tarh chalta raha ham lagbhag roj chat karne lage. december me maine pure month me usasechat kiya hoga. dhire dhire ham bestfrnd ban gaye the.ham apni saari problem ek dusrey se share karte the.dhirey dhirey mujhe usase love hone laga main sare time uske baare me sochta tha.na jane mujhe kya ho gaya tha. bike ya cycle se ya walk karte hue jaate samay uske baare me jb bhi sochta tha to mere face pe ek smile aa jaati thi.bahut baar to mere frnds mujhse puchte bhai tu smile kyu kar raha hai. main unhe kuch aur bol deta tha. meri aadadt ho gai thi usase baat karne ki main usase baat kiye bina nahi reh pata tha. ek din usne mujhe bola ki main ab fb par nahi aa paungi,then maine bola kyu.usne bola bhai aane wale hai so fb kam use karungi.maine usase requst ki plzzzzzzzzzz thori der ke liye aa jana then usne bola ok.maine usase uska no liya tha. us time main 12th mein tha mera january-feb me practical tha nd use apne gahr se kahi aur shift hona tha.to maine usase bola ki main tmhe msg kar sakta hu.usne bola ok maine jaise sbhiko msg karta tha use bhi main msg kar deta tha. ek din usne mujhe call kiya maine cut kar diya. usne mujhe msg kiye tm phone kyu ni recieve kar rahe ho. maine bola isitarh…..usne bola mujhe tm se bbat karni hai.. me- yar meri voice sunogi to dar jaogo(mujhe lagata tha ki meri voice kaisi ho gi wo kya sochegi main ladkiyo se baat bahut kam karta tha, main bahut shy tha na isiliye) she- main nahi darungi me-ok then maine use call kiya.fier ham dono roj baate karne lage.feb ka month tha so main soch raha tha ki main use bol dunga ki main usase pyar karta hu. maine use bolne ki bahut kosis ki par mujhe dar lagata tha ki kahi wo mujhe na n kar de.isliye main kuch ni blta tha.fir ek di valantine ke ek din pahle maine use call kiya hamne kuch baate ki baate karte main emotional ho gaya ho mera dil teji se dhark raha tha, ki achanak usne mujhse pucha ki tm muhse love karte ho . mainek dam silent kuch der kuch second baad maine bola yes i loi. then usne mere studies ke baare e pucha aur maine usase.isi tarh chalta raha ham lagbhag roj chat karne lage. december me maine pure month me usasechat kiya hoga. dhire dhire ham bestfrnd ban gaye the.ham apni saari problem ek dusrey se share karte the.dhirey dhirey mujhe usase love hone laga main sare time uske baare me sochta tha.na jane mujhe kya ho gaya tha. bike ya cycle se ya walk karte hue jaate samay uske baare me jb bhi sochta tha to mere face pe ek smile aa jaati thi.bahut baar to mere frnds mujhse puchte bhai tu smile kyu kar raha hai. main unhe kuch aur bol deta tha. meri aadadt ho gai thi usase baat karne ki main usase baat kiye bina nahi reh pata tha. ek din usne mujhe bola ki main ab fb par nahi aa paungi,then maine bola kyu.usne bola bhai aane wale hai so fb kam use karungi.maine usase requst ki plzzzzzzzzzz thori der ke liye aa jana then usne bola ok.maine usase uska no liya tha. us time main 12th mein tha mera january-feb me practical tha nd use apne gahr se kahi aur shift hona tha.to maine usase bola ki main tmhe msg kar sakta hu.usne bola ok maine jaise sbhiko msg karta tha use bhi main msg kar deta tha. ek din usne mujhe call kiya maine cut kar diya. usne mujhe msg kiye tm phone kyu ni recieve kar rahe ho. maine bola isitarh…..usne bola mujhe tm se bbat karni hai.. me- yar meri voice sunogi to dar jaogo(mujhe lagata tha ki meri voice kaisi ho gi wo kya sochegi main ladkiyo se baat bahut kam karta tha, main bahut shy tha na isiliye) she- main nahi darungi me-ok then maine use call kiya.fier ham dono roj baate karne lage.feb ka month tha so main soch raha tha ki main use bol dunga ki main usase pyar karta hu. maine use bolne ki bahut kosis ki par mujhe dar lagata tha ki kahi wo mujhe na n kar de.isliye main kuch ni blta tha.fir ek di valantine ke ek din pahle maine use call kiya hamne kuch baate ki baate karte main emotional ho gaya ho mera dil teji se dhark raha tha, ki achanak usne mujhse pucha ki tmve u muskan. ham dono roj baate karne lage even maine usase apne paper ke ek din pahle bhi baat ki thi ,wo mujhe bol rahi thi ki tm padhai me man lagao,maine bola jab tk tm se baat ni ho jati mera man nahi lagata hai. maine usase last time march ke half month me baat ki thi.us din ke baad hamne kabhi call par baat ni ki.ek din usne mujhse bola ki aaj ke baad main tmse kabhi baat ni karungi.maine pucha kyu to usne bola mere maa ko sab pata chal gaya hai. usne bola agr ham dono ko milna likha hoga to ham jarur milenge. maine usese request ki plzzzzzzzzzz yar dont do this.i can’t live wihout u plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz yar. par uski bhi kuch problem thi so uske baad se maine usae aaj tk baat ni ki.waise main roj apna fb account chek krta hu.shayad usne kuch msg likhe ho.frnds u know wo mujhe PJ bulati thi.(PJ means PAGAL JANAB)nd main use DJ (dost ji). frndssssssss ap sab se request h aap sb prey kijiye ga ki wo mujhe mil jaye. main usase bhut love karta hu. 1)Bandh Lain Hath Seeney Pey Saja Lain Tum Ko Jee Main Ata Hey Keh Taweez Bana Lain Tum Ko Phir Tumhain Roz Sanwarain Tumhain Barhta Daikhain Apney Angan Main Chanmbeli Sa Laga Lain Tum Ko Is Qadar Toot Key Humain Tum Per Pyar Ata Hey Bhar Lain Bahon Main Or Maar Hi Dalain Tum Ko Kya Ajab C Khawahish Uthi Hey Hamarey Dil Main Ker Key Faza Sa Hawaon Main Uchalain Tum Ko Hey Tumharey Liyey Kuch Kuch Aisi Haqeeqat Dil Main Apney Hathon Main Duwaon Sa Utha Lain Tum Ko Yeh Khawahish Hey Merey Dil Ki Key Tumhain Khud Sey Zyada Chahain Khushboo Ki Tarha Apney Man  Main Basa Lain Tum Ko Na Lagey Kisi Ki Nazr-E-Bad Tumhain Aye Merey Hamdam Apney Dil Main Is Tarha Chupa Lain Tum Ko 

2)Chiragh-e-Shab Ko Jaise, Aandhiyan Achhi nahi Lagti. Kuchh ayse hi Humain Khush Fehmiyan Achhi nahi Lagti. Jinhen Sone K Pinjre Me Ghiza Mil Jaya Karti hay, Unhain Phir Umar Bhar Aazadiyan Achhi nahi Lagti. Wo Jin K Dil Me Fasl-e-Gham Ne Dere daal Rakhe Hon, Unhain Pholon Pe Bethi Titliyan Achhi nahi Lagti. Mera Dil Chahta Hai K Unhain Aaina Dikhaon M0HSIN, Wo Jin Ko Dosron Ki Khobiyan Achhi nahi Lagtien.

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