My Love Pooja

hello dosto, mera naam Shiven hai, aur main andhrapradesh k ek towm ka rahne wala hu. Pahle mai apna introduction deta hu. Maine MBA kiya hai aur abhi job karra hu. Mai pahle se hi shant aur narm mizaaz hu. Aur ladkiyo se kabhi bat nai karta hu. Mai apni story par aata hu. Mere relatives me ek ladki thi jo ki meri dost b the. Aur hamare ghar wale b close frends the. Hum bachpan se me pale bade hai, mai pahle kabi us ladki par dhyan nai deta tha. Mai to naam batana 
hi bhul gaya. Uska naam hai pooja. To aisa tha ki wo zyadatar hamare hi ghar rahti thi, aur mujhe b unke ghar me ane jaane k liye koi restrictions nai thi, 


pahle to mai pooja par dhyaan nai deta tha, lekin jaise hum badhte gaye to mai muskaan ki ore attract hone laga. Pata hi nai chala ki kab mai use like karne laga. Mujhe uski har bat achi lagne lagi, aur mai to aisa hogaya tha k uske liye meri classes bunk marna shuru kardi aur ghar par hi rahta tha usko dekhne k liye aur usse bat karne k liye. Aisa 3 saal tak chala. Mai usko apni dil ki baat batana chahta tha kayi baar. Lekin hamari families k bich koi prblm na aaye is wajah se ruk jaata tha. Phir dhire dhire mujhe lagne laga ki wo b mujhe pasand karti hai. Phir aaya wo din jo bahot hi khubsurat din tha meri life ka, us din mere ghar par koi nai tha, mere gharwale bahar gaye huwe the, muskaan hamesha ki tarah hamare ghar aayi, usne pucha ki sub kahan gaye hai. Maine kaha ki bahar gaye hai. Wo wapas jaane k liye palthi to maine kaha ruk jao, chai peekar jaana. Mai aapko batadu muskaan ko meri mummy ki haat ki bani chai bahot pasand thi, wo jab b aati chai peekar jati mummy k haat ki. UsneAisa 3 saal tak chala. Mai usko apni dil ki baat batana chahta tha kayi baar. Lekin hamari families k bich koi prblm na aaye is wajah se ruk jaata tha. Phir dhire dhire mujhe lagne laga ki wo b mujhe pasand karti hai. Phir aaya wo din jo bahot hi khubsurat din tha meri life ka, us din mere ghar par koi nai tha, mere gharwale bah pucha ki aunty ne chai banakar rakhi hai, maine kaha nai, aaj mai banakar pilaunga chai, ispar wo has padi. Aur kaha bachu kabhi kitchen ki shakal dekhi hai, phir wo khud kitchen me gayi aur chai banane lagi, mai b uske saat khada hogaya aur batein karra tha. Maine usse pucha ki mai tumhe kaise lagta hu, wo has kar boli langoor, maine kaha seriously batao na, wo meri tarf dekhi upar se niche tak aur kaha langoor hi dikhte ho. Phir humne apoi chai li aur haal aakar bait gaye, wo abhi b has rahi thi, maine socha ki isse acha makha nai milega mere pyar ka izhar karne ka, maine himmat jutayi aur uska haat thaam liya aur uske saamne farsh par bait gaya, wo darr gayi, maine kaha muskaan mai tumhe bahot pasand karta, i love u muskaan, main tumhare bina nai rahsakta muskaan, wo apni ankhen jhuka k baithi thi, wo sharma k waha se chali gayi. Mai darr gaya, wo do din hamare ghar nai aayi, mujhse raha nai gaya aur mai do din bad unke ghar gaya, wo apne room me thi. Mai waha thodi der raha aur waha sd wapas agaya. Phir next din wo hamare yaha aayi, maine maukha dekh kar usse baat ki, usse pucha ki kya huwa, kuch to bolo plz. Aisa khamoosh mat raho. Wo boli k langoor mu Maine usse pucha ki mai tumhe kaise lagta hu, wo has kar boli langoor, maine kaha seriously batao na, wo meri tarf dekhi upar se niche tak aur kaha langoor hi dikhte ho. Phir humne apoi chai li aur haal aakar bait gaye, wo abhi b has rahi thi, maine socha ki isse acha makha nai milega mere pyar ka izhar karne ka, maine himmat jutayi aur uska haat thaam liya aur uske saamne farsh par bait gaya, wo darr gayi, maine kaha muskaan mai tumhe bahot pasand karta, i love u muskaan, main tumhare bina nai rahsakta muskaan, wo apni ankhen jhuka k baithi thi, wo sharma k waha se chali gayi. Mai darr gaya, wo do din hamare ghar nai aayi, mujhse raha nai gaya aur mai do din bad unke ghar gaya, wo apne room me thi. Mai waha thodi der jhe b pasand hai. Meri khushi ka to thikana nai raha, mai khushi se jhum utha. Phir hum rozana batein karte the, raat raat bhar phone par batein karte the. Phir ek din mera birthday tha, usne mujhe treat di aur kaha k kya gift chahiye, maine kaha k mai ek bar tumhe hug karna chahta hu. Phir wo mujhe apne gale lagayi, such kahu dosto aisa laga k saari duniya tham si gayi hai us lamhe mein. Pata hi nai chala k kab ek ghanta hogaya. Dosto wo bahot hi khubsurat lamha tha meri zindagi ka. Phir kuch din bad muskaan k liye rishte aane lage. Aur ek din hum mile aur wo mujhse gale lagkar roone lagi, maine usse samajhaya aur bharosa dilaya k kuch nai hoga. Sub thik hojayega. Phir kuch din baad wo mujhe achanak ignore karne lagi. Mai pareshaan rahne laga ki kya hogaya hai. Bahot koshish ki usse bat karne ki aur puchne ki kya huwa hai. Par wo kuch nai boli. Mai andar hi andar pareshaan huwe jaaraha tha. Phir ek din mujhe pata chala ki muskaan ka rishta jam gaya hai kahi aur. Mai to bus aisa hogaya tha k kuch samajh nai aaraha tha. Kya batao dosto us waqt kya haal tha mera. Phir ek din uski frend ka call aya, wo mujhse mil kar kuch batana chahti thi, usne mujhe bataya k muskaan ki mummy ko pata chal gaya tha hum dono k baarein me. Aur wo muskaan ko apni kasam di aur kaha k mujhse kabhi bat na kare aur sub bhul jaye. Mai pareshaan hogaya ye sunkar. Mujhe kuch samaj nai aaraha tha k aunty aisa kyu kar rahi thi. Aur phir uski shadi b fix kardi gayi. Maine himmat karke aunty se bat ki, unse pucha k aap aisa kyun karre ho, mai muskaan k bina nai rah sakta, aur rone laga unke saamne, wo mujhse boli k dekho sahil jo mai kar rahi hu wo tumhare liye aur muskaan liye sahi hai. Aur apne families k liye bhi. Maine kaha aunty aap kya kahre ho mujhe kuch samaj nai aara hai. Plz aunty plz aunty aisa mat kijiye, mai marjaunga muskaan k bina. Unhone mujhe kaha ki tum is bat ko yahi bhul jao plz. Abi muskaan ki shadi fix hogayi hai. Aur yahi sub k liye thik hai. Meri har koshish nakaam jarahi thi. Mai to muskaan ko bhagakar b shadi karsakta tha lekin jisse mai pyar karta tha wahi mujhse bat nahi kar rahi thi. Phir muskaan ki shadi nazdeekh agayi, mujhse raha nai jaara tha, aur maine decide kiya ki mai dusre shahar chala jaunga, kyunki mai muskaan ki shadi hote huwe nai dekh sakta tha. Phir maine apne ghar Par bahana kiya aur apna bag pack karli. Dosto iske bad ki kahani mai apne dusre part bataunga. Plz zarur padhna dosto dusra part. Abhi mujhse bus itna likha gaya hai

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