Sapno Se Jyada Apne

Hai friends myself Girish from Jipur. Friends main iss site ka ek continues reader hun , ab main apni love story tumhari sath share karne ko ja raha hun . Friends yeh baat do saal pehele ki hai main jab 10th class main padh raha tha tab main meri school aur tusion main ek schoolar student tha . Hamari tusion main ek ladki thi jisika naam dipa tha aur bo 8th class main padh rahi thi bo bahat cute aur beautiful thi . Ham log unke ghar per tusion hote the ham log ka tusion raat ko 8 baje suru hota tha . Ham dono ek tusion main padh rehe the likin ek dusre k saath jyada baat nahi karte the , kisi kaaran se hamari teacher ne uske paas bethne ko kaha . Pehele mujhe uncomfortable mehesus ho raha tha lekin kuch dino ke baad hamara friendship suru ho gaya . ham dona hamari tusion main bahat accha friends ho gaye the main tusion us ke saath mere life ki sab kuch secreat share kar ta tha aur bo vi ham dono ka friendship itna dur ja chuka tha jhan pe ek paal main uske paas juda ho jaun to mujhe accha nahi lagta tha tabhi main ajib sa mehesus kiya sayad bo hi pyaar tha lekin main nahi kaha kyun ki agar bo accept nahi kiya to mere dill tut ne k saath saath ham dono k bicch jo deep relationship tha bo vi tut jayegi bass isi liye maine nahi kaha thavi mera 10th ka exam suru ho gaya aur uske baad mera tusion jana vi baand ho gaya tha . Aur main usko dekhne ko pagal ho gaya tha bass use dekh ne k liya main uske ghar ke paas ek dokan hai main yahan pe rehe kar usko dekh raha tha . Uske baad mere ek friend ne iss baat jani aur bo mujhe force kiya ki ja usko i love you kehe de main uske baat per han bhar diya kar ta tha lekin sahas nahi hua tha . Iss ke bicch mera mera admission bhubaneswar main ho chuki thi . Main jisi din bhubaneswar ana tha uski yesterday night ko ek leter usko diya mere friend ki jariye se likin mere friend na kishi difficulty ke karan 3 din baad usok bohi letter diya . Lekin bo letter padh kar gusha ho gaye aur bo letter usiki family ko dekha ne ko chali gaye lekin meri good luck ki karan bo nahi dikhai Thavi main usko itna pyar karaha tha ki uski naam main mera haat kat kar lekh diya 3 months k baad maine meri mam ke saath durga puja ko jab ghar gaya tab bo aur bahat beautifull lag rahi thi lekin mere ko uske saath baath karne ko dar laga . Ham log javhi ek dusro dekh te hain to apni face niche kar chala jate hain . Mujhe bahat dukh hua mujhe lagta tha ki ham dona jidegi main kabi vi nahi baat kar payenge uske baad main bhubaneswar chala aya uske baad mujhe 6 month aur wait kar na pada main ne fir saraswati puja main fir gaya pehele 4 din aise hi chla gaya ek din sam ko main meri friends ke saath cricket khel raha tha uski ek friend ne aake mijhe baatai ki bo mujhe se baat karna chhati hai main bahat dar gayi thi main bass soch rehi thi ki saayad bo leter bare main baat kar na chhata hai to main ne ussi spot chod kar chali aye uske baad usiki friend ne bataya ki dipa ro rahi hai to main pucha kisi liye bo boli ki main uske saath baat nahi kiya bas issi liye . Uske ek friend ne aake mijhe baatai ki bo mujhe se baat karna chhati hai main bahat dar gayi thi main bass soch rehi thi ki saayad bo leter bare main baat kar na chhata hai to main ne ussi spot chod kar chali aye uske baad usiki friend ne bataya ki dipa ro rahi hai to main pucha kisi liye bo boli ki main uske saath baat nahi kiya bas issi liye . Ufriend ke paas iss baat sunkar mere dill ko thoda sa sukun mila aur main final ki jaane se pehele main uske saath baat kar ke jaungi ek din subhe bo uski friend ke saath jab school ja rahi thi main usko bola dipa bo hans kar bali kya tab mereko thoda sa confidence mila baat kar ne ko ham log baate kiye bo boli ki 10th class ke baad bo uski ghar chli jaye gi usi time main heran ho gaye agar bo nahi rahegi to main kis ko milne yahn pe aaunga aur bahat sare life ko lekar bate ki tavhi uska school ka begine hone ka bale baja jane se pehele bo mere saath hath millaye main ek photo uski shoot ki aur bo chala gai aur jate jate mujhe ghum kar ja rahi thi mujhe bahat rona aa raha tha aur iss aasu ko kisi taraha rakh kar main bhubaneswar chal aai tavhi main ne socha ki bo mujhe pyar karta hai . Main akela mere hostel main uski photo ko lekar birth day aur valentains day manaye aur sare yaado ko ek dairy main lekh kar rakhi . Iss tharaha 7 months chala gai bo din tha 12.12.2012 iss din ke saam ko main usse propose kiya lekin bo refuse kar diya main bahat raya aur tabhi jana ki mere love srif one side love tha . Ab uski ek boy friend hai ab bo mere baat nahi kar ti hai jab vi dekh ta hai nahi dekhne ki acting kar ke chla ja ta hai friends batao use ke bina main kese mere life gujarunga . Kyun ki agar main sarir hun to bo meri aatma hai bo meri sab kuch hai us k liya main aaj mere study carrier k saath compermise kiya hun . Main ek asi ladka hun main kisi vi kimat par mere carrier aur pyar ko nahi chod sakta hun kyun ki bo dono hi merechala gai aur jate jate mujhe ghum kar ja rahi thi mujhe bahat rona aa raha tha aur iss aasu ko kisi taraha rakh kar main bhubaneswar chal aai tavhi main ne socha ki bo mujhe pyar karta hai . Main akela mere hostel main uski photo ko lekar birth day aur valentains day manaye aur sare yaado ko ek dairy main lekh kar rakhi . Iss tharaha 7 months chala gai bo din tha 12.12.2012 iss din ke saam ko main usse propose kiya lekin bo refuse kar diya main bahat raya aur tabhi jana ki mere love srif one side love tha . Ab uski ek boy friend hai ab bo mere baat nahi kar ti hai jab vi dekh ta hai nahi dekhne ki hala gai bo din tha 12.12.2012 iss din ke saam ko main usse propose kiya lekin bo refuse kar diya main bahat raya aur tabhi jana ki mere love srif one side love tha . Ab uski ek boy friend hai ab bo mere baat nahi kar ti hai jab vi dekh ta hai nahi dekhne ki acting kar ke chla ja ta hai friends batao use ke bina main kese mere life gujarunga zindegi hai un dona bagera mere hai ki vi na rehene ka bara bar hai bas akhir main GOD se itna due mang ta hun ki bo jahn rehe khus rahe uski boy friend usko mujhe se vi jaada pyar kare bo hamesha succes ho GOD kare uska actress hone ki sapna vi such ho jaye aur main sari lovers ko kehena chahunga ki jisi ko vi pyar kere saache dill se pyar kare GOD bless all by friends

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