Hi. firends Mera Naam Shivam hai. Me ek ladki se pyaar karta hu uska nam Ishita Me us ladki ko bachpan se janta hu ham ek hi tusion me padhte the par bad me wo ladki kahi or chli gay or hamari school Bhi alag alag thi to me kabhi usko dekha ni payaa par ek sal pahle wo muze diki or mene use phachan liya par wo muze nahi phachan payi esliye mene use baat ni ki fir me uske aage piche ghumne laga phle phle to me use like karta tha par fir muze us se pyaar ho gaya har roz uske school ke aage wait karne laga or me us samy collage me tha or meri collage hone se me use jyada time de nahi pata tha par use dkhe bina muze raha nahi jata tha eis liye mene apni collage chod di or bas usk aage piche gumne laga or ek din muze uska phone number mila phle to phone karne ki himat nahi huyi par 1 Month ke bad mene use phone kiya par usne phone nahi uthya or fir uske 1 ghante baad usja sms aaya ki kon hai aap to mene replay kiya ki Hiren to usne kaha me tumhi nahi pahchan ti to me use kaha ki me tumhai janta hu or tumse pyaar karta hu. to us ne kaha ki me kisise payaar nahi karti me use bahut samjaya par wo nahi mani. par ek din uska msg aya ki Hiren me tumhi samj sakti hu par me kisi or se pyaar karti hu or mera 1 saal se brekup hogaya hai. or aaj bhi usja wait karti hu. mene kahalki koi bat nahi lekin me to sirf tumse hi pyaar kar hu or tumhe kabhi nahi bhul sakta me tumse bahut pyaar karta fir uska msg Aaya ki me last time aapne b.f ko phone karti hu aagr usne phone nahi uthaya to me tumhari ho gayi par usne phone utha liya to me tumse pyaar nahi kar sakti. fir ek din baad uska sms Aaya ki Hiren me tumse pyaar nahi kar sakti plz.. muze bhul jav muze mera pyaar vapish mil gaya hai. me tumse pyaar nahi kar sakti or aaj ke baad muze sms mat karna tumhe meri kasam hai. Leki dosto me us ladki se behad pyaar karta hu me use kabhi nahi bhul sakta. ab aap hi batao me kya karu Plz..dosto muze kucha bato ki mem kya karu
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Meri khani ab suru hoti he..parth n mene milne ka plan bana liya .mere liye use milne jane ka matlab ye tha k me dekhu kn he ye banda jo etni badi badi bate krta he vakey etni anchi post pe job krta b he ya nai. Mene use juth kha or mene jo kapdo ka colour bataya vo badal k red colour ka bandej ka dress pehna or jo jga tay hui vha me jan buj k let gai.. Me jab vha pochi vha koi dikha nai jo 3 ladke sath khde the muje laga agar vo en me se koi he to aj k bad bat b nai krugi..mene use phn lagaya usne phn rvc kiya n hasne laga n kha agar me galat nai hu to ap red dress me ho…mene kha yes ab meri dhadkan tej thi muje laga ese to pata he me kn kya kha hu but ye koi mavali jesa ladka to nai..mene galti kr di aake ye sab mere dimag me chal rha tha mene use kha ap ho kha samne to aao kyu k ye bada mandir tha to yha kafi log the kafi grlsn boys n sab log.mene kha muje yha whiteshrt me koi dikhai nai deta… Phr usne kha ap jha khadi ho vha ruko me aata hu..meri dhadkan bhot tej thi me apne ap ko kos rai thi shreya ye kya kr diya.. Samne se ek ladka walk krte huae mere samne ake ruka…white shrt ofc k bag.n kha sooo ap shreya ho..jo suna tha use b jyda beautiful ho ap mene kha thax..mene dekha uski eye me ek confidence tha..vakey usne bataya vo aesi unchi post pe job kre aesa laga…dikhne me b ancha tha..short hair round eyes ..mere skin colour k samne use fair nai keh sakte but vo savla b nai tha..ham vha mandir k garden me bethe..mene kha to job k alava ladkiyo ko phn krne ka job b he ap ka usne smile di n kha ji nahi…usne kha ek swt family he mba khtm kr k job dhundh rha tha job mil gai sai darsan kar k sirdi se aya n nai nai job k khusi me dosto se mila to ap k frds k frd kunal jo mera frd he vo ap k bat kr rha tha..shreya ye na vo so jst aese hi ap ko call kiya mera erada kuch galat nai tha..ham ne ye sab bate k n ham vaha se nikle.. Rat ko uska phn aya kha …vakey shreya tum bhot khubsurat ho..but kya kre ap to ksis k karib ho pehle se to hamara num nai lag sakta..mene kha ji bilkul Me parth ko etna important diya hi nai phr hamari msg se bate hoti thi vo b job me busy ths n me b mere frds k sath..vo samne se msg krta n phn b muje pta tha vo muje like krta he n maximum time muje deta he but phr b mera uski taraf jukav kam tha..sath me bethna bate krna ethar uthar k n lunch krna n dnr krna bus me use ek anche dost k tra bat kiya krti thi… Ab huwa aesa k me meri didi n jiju k gar pe reh k msc kr rai thi ..meri family ahmdbd me thi meri mom ko stone tha kidney me so uski davai chal rai thi ab dr ne batay k stone kafi bada he opratin krna padega .ye news milte hi me meri family k pas chali gai mene parth ko ek msg kr diya k mw ja rai hu mere mom dad k pas vapas aau tb bat krenge tum phn mat krna.. Usne kha ok time mile to msg krna..me bhot tens thi bcz me meri mom ko bhot pyar krti hu..opratin k date 21 dec.. In btwn parth k msg aate the me kuch khas dhyan nai deti thi..20 sam ko me bhot udas ho gai meri mom k taklif mujse dekhi nai jati thi unko bhot pain ho rha tha lagatar hospital k chkkar kat k me bhot upset thi.usi vact parth ka phn aya..mene rcv kiya n kha mene tume na kha tha kyu phn kiya usne kha jst tumari mom k health puchne phn kiya..m sock..mene use bataya nai tha usne kha are tumari frd se pta chala k tumari mom ka opration he ..kha shreya muje pata he tum mujpe bhrosa nai krti but me etna bura b nai hu ek frd to samaj sakti ho muje… Muje na jane kyu us din uske phn se kafi ancha laga..usne kha koi b help chaiye muje batana…phr dusre din subha mom ka opration ho gya..dr ne kha sab thk he stone nikal diya.. 24 th ko mere sab frds surat se ahmdbd ane vale the meri mom ko dekhne muje pta tha..mom abi tak hospital me thi unko discharge nai kiya tha. Sab frds aye usme path b tha mene use dekha mere face pe ronak aa gai..meri frd ritu se vo sab jankari leta tha kya hal he shreya ka..n jab use pta chala to usne b kha me b sath aaunga.. Me khus thi usne uski ofc me chutti kr k vo meri mom ko dekhne aya.. Ab parth k me respct krne lagi..me vapas surat aai n ab vhi silsile suru ho gye milna ..bate n masti..sab thk tha jannat si life..mera last year tha pdhai ka..meri b,day k din mene sab frds ko bulaya party di ek restorant me..bhot masti ki..us din sab frds ko kha dekho ye exam k bad me meri family k pas chali jaungi ukse bad meri sadi me sab ko ana he… Parth dekh rha tha sab after dnr vo mere pas aya n kha sry me koi gift nai laya tumne let bulaya so ofc se direct aaya mene kha its ok..phr kha so ab sadi ka plan he..mene kha ji ha .. Usne kha shreya i love u….muje ye sun k jara b jatka nai laga kyu k me ye bat khi na khi janti thi.mene kha ye sab bate mat kro phr usne kha…sunoo…mujse sadi krogi..muje hasi aa gai mene kha u r mad Dnr k bad sab apne apne gar gaye..mere dimag me parth tha n uski bat..mene use msg kiya sry m tired me bat nai kr sakti. N phn side pe rkh diya muje nind nai aa rai thi mobile mere pas hi tha me dekh rai thi parth ka koi reply nai aya tha. Me khus thi vo muje love krta he but me hakikat se b vakef thi meri family me mere dad k khilaf muje jana nai tha na meri family aj b nat jat me blv krti he me uski life khrab krna nai chahti thi’ Es liye me hamesa ek limit me reh k bat krti thi ye sab mere dimag me chal rha tha nind nai aa rai thi.etne me phn k ring baji muje pta tha parth hoga mene phn uthaya n kha msg nai mila m tired nai bat kr sakti usne kha jyda time nai luga. Phr kha agar tume koi or pasand he to thk he.mene kha bat vo nai he parth me meri family k khilaf nai ja sakti me janti hu mere dad ko unki soch ko.dusri ladkiyo jesi ajadi nai he mene kha agar me meri family k sath rehti hoti to aese roj mil b nai pati mere gar k kuch niyam he hame 7 bje k bad bahar jane k prmt nai he”tum samjo Usne kha ye sab nai ye batao u love me?? Mene kha mere pas koi javab nai he. Mene use msg krna kam kr diya uske msg ate the usne likha shreya kisi k sachi flngs ko aese mat aajmao me sab janti thi but me use dur jana chahti thi..besak muje vo pasand tha uske jesa ladka milna kismat k bat thi but mere me himmat nai thi family se bat krne k N me sab janti thi meri family k sock meri choti bhen b thi. Exam khtm hone k bad mene kha me ek bar tumse milna chahti hu kyu k me ab meri family k pas ja rai thi. Ham mile vhi bate hui..me mana krti rhi n mene kha plz ye band kro sab life me ek anchi yad k sath rhenge jha b rhe. Usne kha ye sab mujse nai hoga mene kbi tume frd nai samja..u r my life..ye sab frd ka natk mujse nai hoga. Mene kha kal me ja rai hu 11 bje k bas se..us rat puri rat phn pe bat k.. Dusre din jab me ja rai thi me kafi udas thi muje pta tha ab ye sab band ho jayega..sirf msg se bat hogi..bhot dukha tha..parth se dur jana nai tha kuch samaj me nai aa rha tha. Mene socha kal rat k phn pe huae jagde se vo naraj hoga es lye muje by kehne b nai aya. Me jese hi bus me bethi uska phn aya shreya kha ho knsi bus me??me dil khusi he jum utha..n vo bhagta huwa bus me aya bus abi start nai hui thi..bola sry so gya tha utha time dekha n bhaga.. Mene kha bus me ja rai hu ab chen se sote rehna.bola ab nind hi kise ayegi..mene dekha hamesa formal me rehne vala cute sa parth aaj t,shrt n trak me bikhre bal me or b cute lag rha tha..me chahti thi use gale milu n thoda ro lu…but nai ho paya.. Bus ab start hone vali thi mene kha ab jao usne kha dekho 5 gante pehle bata dena..jab kbi sadi krni ho mujse…mene smile di n kha jaoo…vo bola me nai jane vala..agar kho to ye bus se chala jau but life se nai jaunga..mene bat ko gumane k liye kha kitni garmi he tum plz ek pepsi k bottel le k aao… Vo niche gya n bus start ho gai mene use phn kiya vo phn nai utha rha tha..4 bar phn kiya ab bus road pe ane vali thi bus k speed badne lagi mene kha parth rehne do pani k bottel he bus nikal gai depo se bahar.. Usne kha kichdi k bahar dekhao…mene dekha vo bus k piche bike le k aa rha tha usne kha ye bottel le lo me de rha hu..usne speed badai n pepsi k bottel di… Vo lamha aj b yad aaye to aankh se aansu nikal ate he.. Me use dekh rai thi bus se..bus aage nikal rai thi..mene use esara kiya bus..ab bike k speed mat badaoo..sayas uski aankhe nam thi.. vo kbu ye jata ta nai tha k me mar jaungua n nai reh paunga..bus vo ye kehta tha shreya me tumse pyar krta hu sadi krna chahta hu… Jab tak ahmdbd aaya me uske bare me soch rai thi bar bar phn dekh rai thi.. Soch rai thi kya vakey mujse etna pyar krta hoga… Kya vakey mere kehne pe sadi k liye sab se lad sakega…n phir
Parth mere dilo dimag me tha..but hakikat se b me vakif thi..muje yad tha ek mere papa hi aese ensan the jinhone ye kha tha k me meri shreya me pura bhrosa krta hu use jha tak pdhai krni he vo kregi.. Mere dad ne hames mera sath diya he bus ek bat khi k shreya life me kbi aesa kam mat krna k tumare papa k log aungli uthaye Ye sab tha mere dimag me parth n papa ..dono ek sath mumkin nai tha..so mene fesla kr liya ab parth nai …. Ye b socha ancha handsome anchi job he koi na koi ladki mil jayegi n vo muje bhul jayega.. Parth se ab sirf msg se bate hoti thi…par na jane kyu uska msg ata me apne ap ko rok nai nai pati thi n reply kr deti thi. Ye sil sila chal rha tha….in btwn mera phn kho gya jab me mom n chachi k sath shoping pe gao na jane kha phn kho gya..me bhot ro rai thi bcz parth k msg the usme n me use kese msg krugi n all that. Dad ne kha usme rone k kya bata he ap ko nya phn lake denge…mera dil udas tha parth k msg… Dusre din sam ko papa ne ukhdi hui aawaj me mera nam liya shreya….tumara phn???? Mera phn?? Me sock…kya mera phn mil gya aesa??? Mene phn hath me liya n kha hello….samne se aawaj aai..parth her… Mere to hos ud gye …parth?? Mene dabi hui aawaj me kha have u gone mad or wht?? Ye papa ka num kha se mila??? Bola tumne kal se koi msg ka javab nai diya to tumari frd ko pucha n usne kha or koi num to nai he shreya ka but ha uske dad ka num he soo ye num le k phn kiya?? Parth bola kyu msg nai krti..mene gusse me kha..u chmpk.. phn rkhoo.mera phn kho gya he me new phn le k msg krugi tb tk tum phn krna…parth bola plz jaldi krna he..mene bina sune phn kat diya..ab muje dar lag rha tha dad kya khegenge dad padegi.. Mene dad k tarf dekh te huwe kha papa vo exam di hamne uske silsile me kam tha to phn kiya..papa ne kuch bola nai but unke face se me samaj rai thi k papa ye sab pasand nai krte.. Mene new phn leke pehla phn parth ko kiya n use gusse me bat k bhot data mene kha tum samajte kya ho…tumare jesa family nai he mera …tumari family me ek call ana koi badi bat nai but yha pata nai mere dad ne kya soch liya hoga..bhot jagda kr liya vo sun rha tha..meri bat khtm hone k bad bola…mene bhot kosis k but nai reh paya… Muje gussa b tha n khi khi se dil me ancha b lag rha tha..ab ye vapas suru ho gya msg pe msg… Parth ne kha me milne aata hu mene kha noo plz…tum yha mat aao me kuch krti hu surat ane ka… Mere liye surat jana koi badi bat nai thi kyu k vha didi n jiju rehte the jiju to job se jydtara bahar rehte the..mera surat rehna meri sis ko pasand tha..but ab study k bad meri sadi k bate chal rai thi so muje ahmdbd ana pada… Mene moka dekh k papa se bat k mene kha papa me french language k class krna chahti hu…abi time he jab tk sadi fix na ho kya kru… Dad ko prb nai thi but mom ne kha or kitni padhai krni he ham to ladke dekh rhe he tumare liye mene kha mene ap ko kab mana kiya ap dekho n koi ancha lage to bataoo hame…. Jese tese mom ko mana k mene surat ane ka fesla kr liya..ye bat mene parth ko nai bataii thi…muje khud pata tha mere pas jdya time nai he…kbi b sadi fix ho jaye n ye duiya he jo meri sapno jesi use bahar ana pade..me taiyar thi..apne ap se lad rai thi..path…mera pyar..n ek kadvi sachhaii Me ab surat aa gai..me parth ko surprise dena chahti thi muje pta tha vo ofc se 6 bje nikalta he..me uski ofc k side gai n vha uska wait krne lagi.muje pta tha vo yha parking me ayega …me use in btwn msg kr rai thi as usal jese me ahmdbd se bat kr rai hu.. Vo msg me puch rha tha kya kuch set huwa surat ane ka..kho to me aa jata hu ye sunday jyda time nai lunga n all that..mene kha msg se me kosis kr rai hu… Me ne use pucha kha ho..bola bus ofc se nikal rha hu..me wait kr rai thi besabri se…vo parking me aaya uske pas cigrate thi vo cigrate jala te huwe aa rha tha uska dhyan uski cigrate pe tha.. Mene jor se kha..kyu ap to cigrate chod dene vale the kya huwa… Usne dekha muje n bola shreya???? Tum?? Yha??? Mene kha pehle ap mere saval ka javab do…bola mene ye kha tha tum mil jao to cigrate chod du..tum kha mili ho??? Tum mil jaooo tooo… Mene kha bat ko gumana koi ap se sikhe..usne kha chloo bethoo….ham chai pene ja rhe he..raste me sab bataya vo khus ho gya k me yha aa gai.. Ab roj uski ofc k bad hamara milna n gumna…ye ek silsila ban gya..vo muje 8 bje gar k pas drop krta..n phr apne gar jata..use gar pe jate jate 10 baj jate..n phr hamari phn pe bate suru ho jati…hamne subha k 5 bje tak bate k hui he.. Mere pyar tab parvan chad rha tha..’lag rha tha duniya me bus ham dono hi he..har bat me khusi hoti thi… Pagal jese saval hote the..like parth aaj tum blue shirt pen na..agar nai pehni press me di hui he to jagda n uska mana na..kbi kbi meri kisi bat se ruth jaye to me manau.. Bus ye hasi jindgi ji rhe the.. Me uske pyar me thi..me soch rai thi ye vact yha tham jaye bsu ham aese hi khus rhe.. Ek din rat ko didi ne bataya kal ahmdbd jana he..ek ladka he sab ko bahot pasnd he bus tum dekh lo.. Mere dil tut gya..rat ko parth se bat k..but ye bat nai batai..me use janti thi ..vo kham kha gussa krega..mene kha kal ahmdbd jana he muje n sis ko me 2 din me vapas aa jaungi Bola sadi krne to nai ja rai mene bola ji nahi…. Phn pe bola oyyy shreya chlo na sadi kr lete he..mene kha rat k 2 bje he soo jaoo..n bat ko tal diya… Me n didi ahmdbd pohche..mom n chachi muje samjane lage aese bat krna thk se javab dena..ladka ancha he n all that.. Muje apne ap pe gussa aa rha tha..par hakikat yhi thi me janti thi krna to yhi he shreya..parth k sath duniya basana ek hasi khwab k alava kuch nai… Mene ladke ko dekha..normal bat hui…krishna…nam jesa tha..ancha bhla…family b khus thi..mere pas na kehne k koi vje nai thi..kyu k jis study ka bahana kr k me sadi ko dur kr rai thi vo study khtm ho gai thi..sab ko ladka pasand tha.. Krishna ne b ha keh diya… Mene kha bus me mere class khtm kr k ahmdbd vapas aa jaungi..mere liye sab k ha me ha krna k vja ye b thi k muje vapas surat jana tha parth se milna tha.. Family k khilaf jana yani parth se thk se by b na kehne ka moka diya jaye.. Me surat vapas aai..me bhot tens thi parth ko ye khu kese… Mene use msg me kha parth sadi to muje krni padegi jha papa khe..usne direct phn kiya n kha..lao me tumare papa se bat krta hu..vo man jayenge..kya kami he mujme. Parth bhot aaveg me aa jata tha me use darti thi vo papa ko phn kr le aesa tha uska asar mere dad pe kya hota vo b muje pta tha..me kasmksas me thi..mene use kha parthh tum sach jo he use samjo..mujse jyda ummide mat rkho.. Ham anche frds b to ban sakte he..vo bola ye kya behki behki bate kr rai ho kya huwa he..frd vrd me nai ban sakta..mujse jutha natak nai hoga..aesa keh k vo mujse gusse ho k chala gya.rat ko phn pe msg aya..shreya me nai reh sakta tumare bin..me life me kbi kisi k samne nai juka meri jo b feeling he use samjo.. Mene msg read kiya n eyes me pani aa gya..kya khu?? Kya likhu.. Uska phn aya..mene phn nai uthaya.. N msg kiya parth..me abi ladka dekhne gai thi sab fix he… Uska koi msg nai aya.. Dusre din b nai… Mene use phn kiya ..phn pe kha..meri pith piche ye sab kr rai ho..pyar ka natak mujse n sadi kisi or se..tum ladkiya hoti hi aesi ho..mene use etne gusse me kbi nai dekha..hamesa uske samne me khus n masti kiya krti thi aaj uske samne meri ankho se aasu nikal aaye..usne kha jaoo shreya…muje tumari surat b nai dekhni..vo janta tha sab kuch…mene eyes ko chupate huwe meri gadi k karib poch chi….hamesa k tra vo piche pice mere gar tk drop krne aaya..mene dekha use…mene jese hi gar k age turn liya vo vha se chala gya.. Gar jake me bhot roi..kya kru…vo smajame nai ata tha..parth ko phn kiya usne phn cut kr diya..me pehli bar huwa usne mera phn kata.. 2 din aese hi nikle..na msg na phn….4 feb ko mere mobile pe parth ka msg aya….shreya tum mujse pyar krti ho??? Sirf ha ya na me javab do….. Mene socha ye saval ka abi kya mtlba he??mene type kiya..ye saval kyu??mene msg send nai kiya soch rai thi kya likhu..ye kyu pucha usne……n phr mene likh k bheja…k
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ki bahaar aane se pahle fiza aa gayi,
aur
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do phool ka bozh na utha sakti thi MUMTAZ,
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par
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Dosto
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9)SHAYARI OF A THIEF!
Mobile night plans ne to humein bhuka maar diya hai
Dosto
Jis ghar mein chori ke liye jao koi na koi aashiq jag raha hota hai!
10)Umar kya kahu kaafi nadan hai meri,
Has ke milna pehchan hai meri,
Apka Dil zakhmo se bhara ho to mujhe fone kiziye,
DILO ko Repair karne ki dukaan hai meri..
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phir..
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iodex khrido aur lagate raho.
17)Baagon mein phool khilte rahenge,
raat mein deepak jalte rahenge,
khudaa aapko saari khushiyaan de,
baaki takleef to hum dete hi rahenge.
18)Pucha mujh se chand sitaro ne
Tujhe bhula diya tere jigri yaaro ne
Maine muskurate hue kaha
Bhul to nahi sakte kamine
Bas lage honge kisi ko patane mein
19)Dil mein khuda hai,
Ankho mein nasha hai,
Bato mein maza hai,
Chahat mein ada hai,
Andaz bhi juda hai,
Dosti mein wafa hai,
Arey yaar.. Isiliye to sari
duniya HUM par fida hai.
20)Arz kiya hai ankho main nami thi,
Aur vitamin ki kami thi..
Wah! Wah!
Jis se raat bhar chatting ki woh
girl friend ki mummy thi.
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1)Chale Jaana Magr Thehro Zara,
Is Pair Ki Sargoshiyan Sun Lo
Ye Kehtaa Hai, K Aage Dhoop Hai,
Tum Meri Chhaon Saath Le Jao,
Hare Mausam Jb Aayenge, Me Tumko Khushbuen Bhejunga,
Meri Shaakh Aankhen Barg Aansu Roeynge,
Me Janta Hoon, Jb Hawa Hi Pr Bane
To Phir Parinde Rokne Se Ruk Nahi Paate,
Chale Jaana,
Magr Thehro Zara,
Ye Lawn Tm ko Yaad Krta Hai,
Yahan Shaam Ka Suraj Or Hamare Geet Ki Lai Aaj Tanhai Hai,
Tumhare Qehqahon K Phool Soukhi Tehnion P Jhulte Hain,
Titliyan Basi Dhuno Par Raqs Karti Hain,
Sadaayen Bujh Gayi Hain, Door Tak Ye Dhoop Hi Dast-E-Dua Hai,
Or Hawaeen Narm Lafzon Ki Tarah Koi
Duaa Tashkeel Deti Hai, Chale Jaana,
Magr Thehro Zara,
Ye Dar Ye Deewar Judai Ki Lughat Hai,
In Pe Likhe Lafz Ko Parh Lo, K In Bosedaah Deewaron Ki Aankho Mein
Tmhare Aks Roshan Hain,
Inhe Achhi Tarah Dekho, K Ik Din Tm Inhi Akson Ki Jaanib Lautna Chahoge, Lekin Waapsi K Saare Raaste Band Paoge,
Chale Jana,
Magr Thehro Zara,
Par Kya??????
Thek Hai Chale Jaiye.
Chale jaiye...
2)Socha Tha Ki Hum Tumhe Toot Kar chahenge
Tumko Chaha Bhi Bahut Aur Hum Toote Bhi Bohut
P
Socha Tha Ki Hum Khushbu Bankar Rahenge
Hum Mehke Bhi Bahut Aur Bikhre Bhi Bahut
P
Socha Tha Ki Hamesha Tumhare Dil Me Rahenge
Dil Toota Aur Mere Armaan Nikle Bhi Bahut
P
Socha Tha Ki Tumse Pyar Karna Sikh lenge
Aur Humne Tumhara Naam Kagaz Pe Likha Bhi Bahut.
3)Meri kismat ke har ek panne pe
Mere jeete ji baad marne ke
Mere har ik kal har ik lamhe me
Tu likh de mera usey..P
Har kahaani me saare qisson me
Dil ki duniya ke sacche rishton me
Zindagani ke saare hisso mein
Tu likh de mera usey.P
Aye Khuda aye Khuda jab bana uska hi bana
Aye Khuda aye Khuda jab bana uska hi bana..
4)Woh kehti hai
Mere hathon ki mehndi meinP
Meri ankhon ke kaajal mein
Mere honthon ki laali mein
P
Meri zulfon ke aanchal mein
Jane jaan
Har ek cheez adhoori hai
P
Ke jese
Tum mere bina
Aur
Mein tere bina
5)Rukhsat Hua To Meri Baat Maan Kar Gaya
Jo Us K Paas Tha Wo Mujhe Daan Kar GayaP
Bichra Wo Is Ada Se K Rutt Hi Badal Gayi
Ek Shakhs Saary Shehr Ko Weraan Kar GayaP
Dil-Chasp Waqia Hai K Kal Ek Aziz Dost
Apny Mafad Par Mujhe Qurban Kar GayaP
Kitni Sudhar Gayi Hai Judai Mein Zindagi
Wo Bewafai Kar K Mujh Par To Ehsaan Kar GayaP
Main Baat Baat Pe Kehta Tha Jisko JAAN ....
Wo Shakhs Aakhir Mujhe Be-Jaan Kar GayaP
6)Baat Din Ki Nahi, Ab Raat Se Dar Lagta Hai…
Ghar Hai Kacha Mera, Barsaat Se Dar Lagta Hai…
Tere Tohfay Ne To Bas Khoon Ke Aansoo Hi Diye…
Zindagi Ab Teri Saughaat Se Dar Lagta Hai…
Pyaar Ko Chor Ker Tum Aur Koi Baat Karo…
Ab Mujhay Pyaar Ki Har Baat Se Dar Lagta Hai…
Meri Khaatir Na Wo Bandnaam Kahein Ho Jaein…
Iss Liye Unn Ki Mulaqaat Se Dar Lagta Hai…
7)Bara dushwaar hota hai
Zara sa faisla kerna
Ke
Jeevan ki kahani ko
Bayan-e-be-zubani ko
kahan se yaad rakhna hai
Kahan se bhool jana hai
kise kitna batana hai
Kis se kitna chupana hai
Kahan ro ro ke hasna hai
Kahan hans hans ke rona hai
Kahan awaz deni hai
Kahan khamosh rehna hai
Kahan rasta badlna hai
Kahan se lout ana hai
Bara dushwaar hota hai
Zara sa faisla kerna
8)Mujhse kaha khuda ne:-
Mat kar intazar is janam me.
Uska milna mushkil hai.
.
Mene Bhi kah diya:-
Lene de maza intazar ka.
Agle janam me to mumkin hai.
.
Fir usne kaha:-
Mat kar itna pyaar bahut pachtaayega.
.
Muskura ke mene kaha:-
dekhte han tu kitna meri rooh ko tadpaayega.
.
Fir usne kaha:-
Chal tujhe jannat ki hoor se milaata hu.
.
Mene kaha aa niche, dekh mere pyaar ka muskurata chehra,
jise me jannat ki hoor bhulata hu.
.
Naraaz khuda ne kaha:-
Mat bhool apni oukaat, tu sirf ek insaan hai.
.
Mene bhi keh diya:-
To mila de mujhe mere pyaar se,
or saabit kar de ki tu hi bhagwan hai...!!
9)Sir jhukaany ki aadat nahi hay,
Aansoo bahaany ki aadat nhi h,
Hm kho gaye to pachtao gay bohat,
Hamaari Lout k Aany ki aadat nahi hay,
Terey dar pay Muhabbat k sawali ban jaaty,
Lekin Haath phelaany ki aadat nahi hay,
Teri yaaden aziz hen bohat,
Magar Waqt ganwaany ki aadat nahi hay,
Tum sakht Dil nikle kya gila kren hum,
Shikwa -e-dil lab py laany ki aadat nahi hay,
Bad’dua b kya kren HAQ men tumhaary?
Hamain to Dil b dukhaany ki aadat nahi hay
10)Dil udhaas hai bahut koyi paigaam hi likh do
Tum apna naam na likho, gum-naam hi likh do
Meri qismat mein gham-e-tanhayi hai lekin
Tamaam umr na likho magar ek shaam hi likh do
...
Zuroori nahi ki mil jaaye sukoon har kisi ko
Sare-e-bazm na aao magar benaam hi likh do
Ye jaanta hoon ki umr bhar tanha mujhko rehna hai
Magar pal do pal, ghadi do ghadi, mere naam hi likh do
Chalo hum maan lete hai ke sazaa ke mustahiq thahre hum
Koyi enaam na likho koyi ilzaam hi likh do..............!!!!!!
11)Juda hone ka andesha’ juda honE se pehle tha,
Wo mujh se intehai khush’ khAfa hone se pehle tha,
Junoon ka doar guzra to mujhe b bhool betha wo,
Namaz-e-ishq tha lekin, qaza hone se pehle tha,
Main kese soch sakta tha mujhy wo chor jayega,
Bohat hi ba’wafa wo bewafa hone se pehle tha…
12)Baat Din Ki Nahi, Ab Raat Se Dar Lagta Hai…
Ghar Hai Kacha Mera, Barsaat Se Dar Lagta Hai…
Tere Tohfay Ne To Bas Khoon Ke Aansoo Hi Diye…
Zindagi Ab Teri Saughaat Se Dar Lagta Hai…
Pyaar Ko Chor Ker Tum Aur Koi Baat Karo…
Ab Mujhay Pyaar Ki Har Baat Se Dar Lagta Hai…
Meri Khaatir Na Wo Bandnaam Kahein Ho Jaein…
Iss Liye Unn Ki Mulaqaat Se Dar Lagta Hai…
13)Rukhsat Hua To Meri Baat Maan Kar Gaya
Jo Us K Paas Tha Wo Mujhe Daan Kar GayaP
Bichra Wo Is Ada Se K Rutt Hi Badal Gayi
Ek Shakhs Saary Shehr Ko Weraan Kar GayaP
Dil-Chasp Waqia Hai K Kal Ek Aziz Dost
Apny Mafad Par Mujhe Qurban Kar GayaP
Kitni Sudhar Gayi Hai Judai Mein Zindagi
Wo Bewafai Kar K Mujh Par To Ehsaan Kar GayaP
Main Baat Baat Pe Kehta Tha Jisko JAAN ....
Wo Shakhs Aakhir Mujhe Be-Jaan Kar GayaP
14)Merey Barey Main Hawaoon Se Wo Kab Pochey Ga...
Khak Jab Khak Main Mil Jaye Gi Tab Pochey Ga...
Gher Basaney Main Khatra Hai K Gher Ka Malik ...
raat Main Dair Se Aaney Ka Sabbeb Poche Ga...
Apna Ghum Sab Ko Batana Hai Tamasha Karna...
Hal -e-dil Us Ko Sunain Gey Wo Jab Pochey Ga...
Jab Bicherna Bicherna Bhi To Hanstey Howey Jana Warna...
Her Koi Rooth K Janey Ka Sabeb Pochey Ga...
Hum Ne Lafzoon K Jahan Daam Lagey Baich Dia...
Dhair Pochey Ga Hameein Ab Na Adab Pochey Ga
15)Mujh Se Mat Pooch K kiyon Aankh Jhuka Li Maine
Teri Tasveer Thi Tujh Se Hi Chupa Li Maine,
Jis Pe Likha Tha K Tu Mere Muqdar Mein Nahi
Apne Mathay ki woh Tehreer Hi Mita Li Maine,
Ghere Rehti Hai Mujhko Ek Anokhi khushbu
Teri Yaadon Se Har Ek Saans Sajaa Li Maine,
Jis K Sheron ko wo Sun K Bohot Roya Tha
Bas Wohi Ek Gazal Sab Se Chupaa Li Maine...
16)Mujhe Ab nend ki
Talaash Nahii....
Raaton Tak Jaagna Acha
Lagta hai....
Mujhe Nahii Malum K
Wo Meri Kismat Me hAi Ya Nahii...
Magar KHuda Se Usy
Mangna Accha Lagta hai...
Pata Nahin Mujhe Haq H
Yaa Nahii,
Pr Uski Parvah Krna Acha Lagta h..
Usy Pyar Karna Sahi Hai
Ya nahi,
Per Is Ehsas Mein Jeena
Acha Lagta Hai..?
Kabhi Hum Sath HOge Yaa Nahii,
Par Yeh Khwaab Dekhna
Acha Lagta hai...
Wo Mera Hai Yaa nhii,
Per Usy Apna Kahna
Achaa Lagta Hai...
17)Sad English Poems
So Long For Now
You look so peaceful lying there
With your hands folded upon your chest.
You look like you are sleeping
But you are at eternal rest.
So Long For Now.
Not a hair out of place,
Your make-up nicely done,
A beautiful smile upon your lips -
For now you are with Absalom.
When someone special passes on
It does not mean they are gone,
Though they are no longer with us
Their memory still lives on.
It hurts so much to lose a friend -
Especially one that is trustworthy and kind.
Nan Legge, you were that special friend,
A rare and special find.
18)Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed
There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray
Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread
Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.
19)Wanting,
lusting,
to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart.
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,
hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for undying love.
20)Your beauty intoxicates all you encounter,
Yet you fail to notice,
This is your blunder,
You've had a rough time,
Though now it is over,
But yet you continue clinging to what is left over,
And in doing this your depression grows deeper,
Pulling you apart at the seams,
Causing you to unravel and fall to you knees,
Pondering desperately: "How much worse can it be? "
To ease your mind of your terrible burden,
You bargain with Satan (as if he cares),
Giving you a release, in turn for your soul:
That you believe tarnished and not worth much at all,
When all of your friends have been with you till now,
But here comes the crossroads up ahead,
They give you a choice: "Stand tall or fall down."
You have your beauty and charm,
Your intelligence and grace,
Good friends and your health,
What more does it take for you?
21)Every new beginning,
comes from some beginnings end.
Every time you kill me,
I am born again.
Every time you close that door,
Another door is opened.
And every time you say goodbye,
a different word is spoken.
Every time you look at me
my back is facing you,
And every time you ask to see me
I'll have something else to do.
Every time I join your game,
You're not playing fair,
And every time I really love you,
I pretend that I don't care.
22)I keep waiting for the phone to ring
Yet I know it won't be you;
I try to fill my life with busyness
Yet all I do is think of you.
What became of us
And all our dreams and plans;
How could you turn and walk away
As I watched our castles turn to sand?
Do you never even miss me
Don't you long to caress my face;
How could you forget so easily
And You I can't erase?
I want to be in your arms again
To see the laughter in your eyes;
But I guess the joke's on me
And Oh! Was I surprised!
23)She remembers it all,
All the people who had said
They cared, but did they really?
She remembers it all,
The sound of laughter and
How happy she'd been, but was she really?
She remembers it all,
His arms around her and
He said "I love you," but did he really?
She remembers it all,
The pain she'd felt when he left,
How her heart ached, but was it really?
She remembers it all,
The feeling of being so alone,
The feeling no one cared, but did they really?
But now they'll remember her,
Staring at the knife in her hand
How easy to slit her wrists, but will she really?
24)At first, remember how you promised?
It would be soft and tender,
A loving feeling to remember.
But, instead . . .
You made me feel like a whore,
My body laid out in front of your eyes to adore.
And I wondered how this could be,
We were finally together, you and me.
I was only a piece of flesh,
No loving thing,
And that was the night this angel was stripped of her wings.
You hurt me, caused pain
And what was I to gain?
This tiny life that is inside,
When I found out I could have died.
Something that once had the chance to be so sweet,
Turned out to be nothing to you but a piece of meat.
The pain I felt,
My heart you made melt.
This pain can never be recovered,
Because I will always have a reminder of my first lover.
Something he will not see for a while.
He does not know that we made a child.
25)My belt loosens slowly.
Reminders of you stay fresh
in murky ponds of suffocating tadpoles.
Wake me in the morning,
when the sun shines again.
It's frightening when all I know
falls apart.
And all I know is you.
Hunger squeezes me tighter.
My soul sags with exhaustion.
Ashtrays fill with sleepless nights.
Weeping intensifies my anxiety.
Can tomorrow come without you...
here today?
The cheap chandelier falls on my face.
The rose filled lamp explodes in my hands.
Pain is unrecognizable.
All I knew was you.
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