Love Is Not A Challenge

Hello My Name Is Roshni,main bhut hi smart and gud looking girl thi or mujhme attitude b bhut tha,collage jate hi bhut se ldke mujhse dosti krna chahte the pr main limited logo ke toch me thi,jb main 2year me pahuchi to 1chalnge ka shikar ho gai,mere 1classmat ne apne phchan ke 1ladke se jo ki bahr rahta tha us se chalenge lgaya ki soniya ko pata kr dikha,ye baat mujhe bhut late pata chali,us ladke me aesi koi quality nhi thi jo main usse impress hoti,isliye usne black magic ka sahara liya,aap logo ko ye bhut ajeeb lg raha hoga,par maine ye bhugta h,tb hi mujhe b bileve hua ki sab hota h,usne mujhse phone me baat ki stranger ban kr,kush din baat hui,1mulakat hui,usne mujhe 1chandi ki ring gift ki,or 2din me main uske sath bhag kr shadi kr li,mujhe aaj kud nhi pta ki maine ye kyu kiya,bs sab kush apne aap hota jaa raha tha,uske ghr walo ne hi hmari shadi krwai,thode hi din thi main waha yu mano narak ki jindgi cheli,itne faticher log maine kbhi nhi dekhe,us ladke ko mujhse koi mtlb hi nhi tha,lgbhag 10din hye the,1baar bangles utarte time maine uski di hui wo ring b utar di,kush ghnto k baad lga o my god,maine ye kya kr diya mere ghr walo ka kya haal hota hoga,main uske pas gai or pyar se kaha mujhe mere papa ki yaad aa rhi h 1baar baat krwa do,apne papa ko call ki or sorry bola kaha pls mujhe le jao or maine address bta di,ldke ko confidence me liya ki mere ghr wale hme accept kr lege,to use b koi problem nhi hui,next day papa aaye or mujhe mayke ghumne ke bahane le gye,raste me maine papa ko sab bataya or kaha mujhe ye shadi manjur nhi h,papa mujhe ghr laye sab kub roye,main to kisi ke pahachan me nhi aa rhi thi,pr black magic ke karan mujhe problem hone lgi,raato ko uthkr roti thi,meri body me kharach ke nishan hote the or bhi bhut kush,1muslim ko bolkr papa ne mera treatment start krwaya,3muths lge chutkara pane me,fir humne divorce file kiya,es bich papa ke force krne pr main studies continue rakhi,lgbhg 1saal lga divorce milne me,ab mere rishte chalne lge,main ab normal ho gai thi,hr baar ldko se milkr unhe rigect kr deti,mujhe koi pasand hi nhi aata,kai baar ldke wale mujhe bina dekhe hi mana kr dete,mere past ke karan or mere middle class ke hone ke karan,anginat ldke dekhe mom dad ne,1din achank kisi ne dad ko bola ki bahr se kush log aaye h 1baar dekh lo aap soniya ke liye jame to,jaldi se papa ne phone ke thrue us ladke ke home town se pta kiya,ki kese log h,family kesi h etc..ab mujhe us ladke se,uski mom and sister se milwaya gya,ldka kala tha,padha likha nhi tha,bhondu types tha,lekin uski mom or sister ka neture achaa tha unhe shayd lga ki mujhe ldka psnd nhi h,to uski sister bolti h hm dahej nhi lege,jo joda shadi me phnegi wo b hm dege,bhut kush rakhege,hme smart ldki chahiye jo hmara ghr sambhal paye or bhut kush,apne papa ki tarf dekha to wo b lachar dikh rhe the kyuki bhut garib the hm log,maine sochaa haa kr deti hu,ghr walo ki tention km hogi,maine haa kaha,ldke se ab phone me baat hone lagi,lekin uski kahi hui kush baate unki phle kahi hui bato se mach nhi hoti thi,ladka to tha hi bhondu,maine usse sari baate niklwa leti thi,kush bate maine notic ki or papa ko bataya,ki unhone apne buisness ke bare me juth kaha h,unlog fineshly ache nhi h,ghr bhi chota h or bhut kush,kyuki main gareeb ghr se thi esliye rich ghr me jana chahti thi,jindgi bhr garibi nhi chahiye thi mujhe,papa turant bin bataye unke shahr gye or sab pta kiya,bhut kush pta chala jo unhone hmse juth kaha tha,papa ne turant rishta tod diya,ab maine fir se life me move on kiya,issi bich bhar meri job lg gai MA k sath maine job b start kr di,new shahr me rahana apne aap me chaenge tha kher main argest ho gai,bhar rahkr bhut kush sikhne ko mila,mere rishte chal hi rhe the,tbhi mere ghr walo ne mujhe 1ladke se milwane bulaya,maine ladke se mili,2baar milne ke baad haa kaha wo achaa tha,wesa nhi jesa ladka mere dreems me tha pr un sab se achaa inse aaj tak main mili thi,25din ke baad shadi ki date niklwa di gai,meri shopping start ho gai,us ladke ka bhi same mere jesa past tha jise wo bhul chuka tha,wo roj phone me mujhse baat krta or bolta i love u,u r my life,bhut jldi hi maine use pasand aane lgi.,jb shoping pe jati to bolta es coloure ki dress lena,ye lena,wo mt lena etc..sab achaa chal raha tha shadi ko 15din bache the,achank 1din nite me uski mom ki meri mom ko call aai or unhone mom dad ko milne ke liye bhula,main us ldke jo jb call krti jan ne ke liye ki baat kya h to usne call kt kr ke mobile off kr di,dil betha jaa raha tha,tb maine mom ko call ki ghr me main or meri choti sistre the,mom ne kaha inlog rishta tod rhe h,papa ne bataya mom waha behosh bhi ho gai thi,wo log bol rhe the jaha aapki beti job krti thi waha usne shadi ki thi or bachaa b abot kiya h,hm logo ke pero tale jameen khisak gai kyuki wo sab galat tha even maine ldke ko apni job profile,office address or residece address b de rakhi thi.mobile spiker pe thi waha bhut. Hi doston, ye meri pehli aur akhri love story hai,mera naam Armaan(naam badla huwa hai) hai ab mai apni story per ata hun ye story meri real story hai mai ek urdu school mai padhta tha 6th se 7th me maine apna admisson apne ghar se thodi dur kra liya leki 4mahine k baad mai us school se apne ghar k pass ek school me kra liya jab mai pehle din class gaya to mujhse sir ne mera naam pucha maine apna naam pta btaya phir mai seet pr baith gaya mai sermila tha to jahan mai baitha tha bagal me ek ladki thi use sir ne pucha naam kya hai to usne apna naam pari btaya(naam badla huwa hai) sir ne pucha iske pehle kahan padhti thi to usne usi school ka naam btaya jis school se mai aya tha to usne btaya wo phichle hafte hi school me admsn liya hai khair mai to tab tak kisi ko nhi chahta tha phir mai roz school jata ek din ek ladki ayi jiska naam nisha(naam change) tha mai use dekhte hi uski taraf dekhta rehgaya mere doston ne btaya ye ladki class me kisi se nhi bolti wo bahut kubsurat thi mai bhi usse jara bhi kam nhi tha to doston ne kaha tera aur iska joda sahi hai pahle to mai pari ko pasand krne laga tha phir na jane kun nisha ko chahne laga 7th se 10th mai kuch na kr saka jab mai 10th exam de kr araha tha to mera ek dost bola armaan tumhare pass Rs50 mai bola haan hai to use 50 rupye de diya wo romantic ho kr baat kr rha tha to mai pucha use kun hai to usne mujhe pataya pari hai to mai kaha sach me wo bola haan to mai ne kahan usse bol mera ek kaam kregi to pari ne han kaha aur puchne lagi arman kahan hai baat karao to mera dost me pass aya aur bola tere se pari baat krna chahti hai to maine bola theek hai to usne baat kraya maine usne hello kaha mai chup tha to usne kaha dar rhe ho kya mai ne kaha nhi to usne turant kaha bolo kya kaam hai maine kaha mai nisha ko chahta hun to usne turant kaha wo tumhein nhi chahti to mai kaha to kise chahti hai to wo pahle chup thi phir boli mere number per apne mobile se call karo to maine apne number se call kiya apne dost k jane k baad to usne kaha wo kisi ko nhi chahti to mai ne kaha theek hai jane do phir. raat mere number per ek unknw number se call aya mai ne helo bola to ek ladki boli ‘so rhe ho kya’ mai bola wrng number per laga hai to use kaha nhi sahi no lga hai mai pucha kaun bol rhi ho to usne kaha pari mai sock ho gaya itni raat ko usne kaha need nhi aarhi to maine kaha mujhe aa rhi hai aur mai phone cut kr diya 2 ghante k baad usne phir phone kiya mai ne kaha plz phone na karo to turant usne kaha armaan mai tumeh like krti hun aur usne i love u bol diya mera to hoss aur need udgaya mai ne kaha sachme usne kaha haan. Mai pahle talne ki kosis ki to usne karan pucha aur rone lagi mai majboor ho gaya aur i love 2 bol diya phir usne naya sim liya airtel ka is trah hamari baantein chalti rhi mai usse sacha pyar kr baitha kunki ager kabhi rooth jata to wo mujhe manane mere ghar chali aati thi kabhi kabhi uska number off hota to mai so jata tha pyar itna badh gaya tha ki bina baat kiye need nhi ati thi lag bhag 3 maheene baad maine roz ki trah phone kiya to uska no off tha maine turant uske purane no pr call kiya to waiting bta rha tha to usne turant mera call resive kr liya maine kaha kahan baat kr rhi thi to usne kaha masi se mai maan gaya dusre din phir wahi aisa lagbhag 15 din chala mai call krna chd diya phir usne call kiya mai silent kr ke so gaya subah utha to 86 miss call tha aisa maine 5din kiya phir usne kaha plz mujhe mat chodo maine kaha btao kahan baat krti ho to usne kaha tum sakki ho maine kaha meri kasam btao to usne kaha mai ek aur ladke se pyar krti hun mere pairon tale zameen khisak gai maine us ladki k bare me pucha to usne btao dur ka riste dar hai saadi me mile the to usne mujhe prpose kr diya to maine pucha ye btao kab usne btaya ki tmse baat krnse 1 saal phahle phir to mujhe gussa agaya aur phone cut kr diya phir mai phone on kiya to usne msg kiya tha ki “plz ek baar meri puri baat sunlo” tabhi uska call aya aur mai normal pucha kya hai to usne kaha “Armaan mai tumhe vicky se jada chahti hun mai wada krti hun ki usse kabhi baat nhi karungi mai maan gaya aur ek hafte tak usne usse baat nhi ki aur vicky ko uska dusra no nhi malum tha phir ek din maine 22 bar call kiya usne phone nhi uthaya to mujhe daut hua to maine uske nana k mobile pr call kiya qki wo apne nana k ghar hi rehti thi jab call kiya to no busy bta rha tha aur saari raat mai call krta rha 3 no per bech me uska call katta to ring jati pr wo cal ktne ka intejar krti jab mera cal kt jata vicky ka cal resive kr leti thi saari raat kt gai to stbah 6:15 per usne phone uthaya aur boli so gai thi maine phon kt krdi aur sim tod diya, phir new sim liya aur kisi kaam ki wajah se mumbai chla gaya 15 din baad mai jab wapas aya to pta laga ki wo roj ghar ati thi no k liye pr mera no kisiko pta nhi tha mai apni mummy ka mobile liya tha to uspr ek aur unknw no se cal aya maine resive kiya aur helo bola to phone cut gaya aur turant pari ka cal aya mai samajh nhi paya aur rsive kr liya usne rote huwe kaha ki tm itne nirdai ho ki ek pal me bhol gaye maine kaha dekho mai tmhen presan nhi krna chahta isliye mai baat nhi krna chahta plz tm vicky se hi baat karo aur pyar karo usne phr kaha mujhe maf krdo maine maaf kiya phir wahi huwa fir maaf kiya phir usne mujhse hi nata tod diya 6 mth baad usne mujhse baat ki aur phir hamne pahle ki tarah baat krna suru krdiya aur wo sirf mujhse baat krti thi uska call bhi ata to rsvie nhi krti thi, khair kahani lambi hai ab khatm krta hun ham dono phirse usi school mai naam likhaya tha jahan ham pahle aye the aur usi class me nisha bhi naam likhai thi nisha hamesha se meri taraf dekha krti thi mujhe lagta bhi tha ki wo mujhe chahti hai ek din nisha ki ek friend jiska naam radha tha jo ki mere hi ek friend ki gfriend thi usne mere friend se btaya ki Armaan pari ko chahta hai nisha Armaan ko nisha aur pari ek dusre ki best friend thin ek din jab jagda huwa to mai samajh nhi paya ki kun huwa mai ne pari se pucha to pari ne kuch aur hi btaya mujhe usne kaha ki nisha tmhen ulta seedha bol rhi thi to wo usse jhagda kr li, khair mere friend ne btaya ki Armaan tmko nisha chahti hai to mai danng reh gaya aur pachtata rha ki ye maine kya kr diya ab to sayad wo mujhe pyar bhi nhi krti hogi kunki wo jaangai thi ki mai pari se pyar krta hun lekin nisha ajtak kisi se pyar nhi ki ye mai janta hun aur mai use prpose kr bhi nhi sakta khair ab pari also left me wah chli gai apne mammy k ghar aur nisha city me padhne mai busness kr rha hun. Is kahani me maine bahut kuch nhi likha hai mai apko btaunga jo maine nhi btaya hai. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 

1)Aghosh Mein Lelo Mujhe Tanha Hoon Main Basa Lo Dil Ki Dhadkan Mein Tanha Hoon Main Jo Tum Nahin Zindagi Mein Toh Kuchh Nahin Samaa Jao Mujhi Mein Ke Tanha Hoon Main.. 

2)Chaho to dil se humko mita dena, chaho to humko bhula dena, par yeh wada karo ki aaye jo kabhi yaad humari, Rona mat sirf muskura dena… 

3)Zindgi ka pahla pyar kaun bhulta hai Ye pahli bar hota hai jab koi kisi ko Khud se badhkar chahta hai, Uski pasnd uski khwahish me khud ko bhul jata hai, Hota hai itna khubsurt pehla pyar to na jane Kyu aksar adhura reh jata hai… 

4)Tammana se nahi tanhai se darte hain, pyaar se nahi ruswaai se darte hain, milne ki to bahut chahat hai par milne ke baad judaai se darte hain… 

5)Jab Kuch Sapne Adhure Reh Jate Hain, Tab Dil Ke Dard Ansu Ban Ke Beh Jate Hain, Jo Kehte Ki Hum Sirf Aap Ke Hain, Pata nahi Kaise Alvida Keh Jate Hain..! 

6)Dil mein har raaz daba ke rakte hai, Honton pe muskurahat saja ke rakte hai, Ye duniya sirf kushi mein saath deti hai, Isliye hum apne ansuon ko chupa ke rakte hai… 

7)Badalna aata nahi humko mausmon ki tarah Har ek rut mein tera intejar karte hain Na tum samet sakogi jise qyamat tak Kasam tumhari tumhe itna pyar karte hain…

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