Pyar Dosti Hee To Hai Yar

Hi friends plz Ignore mat karna.ek larki jiska naam Roshni hai Tb meri girl me ek b frd nhi thi whi meri phli frd thi. Mujhe to smjh me hi nhi aata tha ki kya bat kru, khu puchu. Fir ek din 17may ko mene usko prapose kra tha. Tb mene sirf yhi socha tha k sbki gf hoti hai meri b honi chahiye me tb usse pyar nhi karta tha. Aur usne mere praposal ko n to accept kra aur na hi ha kha. Aur frds isi bich me mujhe drink krne ka aur smoking ki buri aadat b lg gai thi. Ye bat mene sirf use hi btai.pta nhi q par dil ne chaha to bda diya. Me usse kuch b bat n chupta tha. Usne mujhe smoking aur drining chodne ka kha. Aur mene uski bat man li. Fir b kbhi kbhi smoke kr leta tha to usko bta deta tha aur wo mujhse bhut naraj ho jati thi sayad wo mujhse pyar krti thi,aur chahti thi k me sb chod du uske bad ha khe. Me uski hr bat manne lg gya aur usko hr ek bat btata sayad dosti, pyar me badl rhi thi. Yhi pyar hai. Fir Jb january me mera b\’day aaya to sbse phle usi ne mujhe wish kra aur usne mujhe kha ki mere jitne year pure ho gye usne jhapat gal par maro aur jor se. Mene uski ye bat b man li. Mene khud ko hi jor jor se 50jhapat mare. Aur usne mujhse pucha k b\’day gift kya chahiye to mene kha ki mujhe ek ques ka jawab do aur mene puch liya. Do u love me? To usne na kr diya.us rat me itna roya. Sayad meri life ka sbse hurt dene wala b\’day tha. Sayad tb tk me usse scha pyar krne lg gya tha. Agar wo mujhe kbhi ha nhi khti to me hmesa usi ka intajar krta. Par 6may2010 ko usne mujhe ha kh diya. Wo din meri life ka sbse happy day rhega. Jb hm first tm mile usne mujhe kiss kra. Us kiss k bad meri life badal gai. Meri life me itne dukh, dard the par uske aane se meri life me bhut si khusiya aa gai. She is very lucky for me. Me usse bhut bar mila, aur jb b uski godi me apna sar rkh kar sota to uski julfe mere chahre par, esa lgta jese me jannat me aa gya hu. Aur pta h dosto wo mujhe pyar se \”mera baccha\” khti hai. Jb b khti hai mujhe bhut accha hai. Har festival par hum milte the. Sirf holi par n mile q ki ! mujhe ho li khelna pasand n hai aur wo khelti thi agar me uske samne b aa jata to sayad wo mujhe color kar deti. Aur krva choth par b n mile. Sbhi soch rhe honge k krva choth kyu? Acha krva choth ka fast wife apne husband ki lmbi umar k liye rkhti hai aur gf b apne bf ke liye rkhti hai. Par mene apni gf ke liye krva choth ka fast rkha. Me apni puri life me kbhi esa din n rha k mene khana n khaya ho par us din mene khana to dur pani tk n piya sirf uske liye. Aur us din me usse milna chahta tha par n mil paya. Koi bat n wo mujhe hamesa k liye mil gai whi bhut hai.. Usne mujhe hmesa khus rkha par mene kbhi use khush n rkha. Hmesa me usko dukhi kr deta hu, rulata hu aur us par ghusa b bhut krta hu. Jb b hum bat krte hai me use n chahte hue b rula hi deta hu. God plz mujhe b hmesa rulana kbhi khush mt rkhna. Mene use bhut dukh diya hai. Me to mafi ke layak bhi nhi hu. Fir b i\’m sorry. Usne har waqt mera sath diya. Aur mene jb usko meri jrurat thi mene sath dene k jagh us par bhut ghussa kra. Me har bar uske sath esa krta hu sayad isiliye god ne mujhe sja di. Wo mujhe chod kr 3year k liye bahar padne chali gai. Use b bhut dukh hua par ab us par koi ghusa krne wala n rhega. Par jb aj me isi site par story pd rha tha tb uska call aaya. Aur pta chli k wo wapas ghar aa gai. Mujhe really itni khushi hui. 10din usse bat kiye bina use dekhe bina pta n kese nikle. 10din tk ye dil bina dhadkan ke dhadak rha tha. Par aj meri jaan wapas yhi par mere samne.. Agar mujhe wo nhi mili to me sch me mar jaunga. Uske bina jina to dur soch b n skta hu. Plz ap sbhi dua ki hum hmesa k liye mil jaye, hmari shadi ho jaye.. Mene pyar krke jana k bina pyar k life kuch b nhi hai. I can\’t live without her. I love her so much. Ye hai meri love story. Pta n dosti kb pyar me badl gai.. Par acha hua. Acha ye to aj tk ka tha iske aage ka bad me likhunga. Aur ha plz ap sb mujhe btana jrur k me kya kru, me us par n chahte hue b itna ghusa krta hu,rulata hu. Plz mujhe btana k me esa kya kru k wo khush rhe aur me kbhi use n rulau, kbhi ghusa n kru. Plz ! btana jr wo roj arpita se bt krne ki koshish krta pr arpita use mna kr deti bt krne se usse door jakr baith jati jb wo bt krne aata pr wo fir unke ps aakr bt krne ki koshish krta rehta wo jb bhi checkup k liye hospital jati wo hr br unhe wha milta acha ab aage ki story khud arpita likhegi m ne use btaya is site k bare me to usne bola k wo likhegi apni story phle thodi dukhi thi to mna kr diya tha ab wo likhegi m arpita m aj apni story likh rhi hu m ne ateek se 16-3-2009 ko phli br bt ki thi jb usne muje apna no. diya tha uske bad hm bte krte gye ek dusre ko jante gye ek dusre ki family k bare me jante gye 3-4 mahine tk aise hi bate krte rhe pr kbi mile nhi bs bte krte the. wo roj arpita se bt krne ki koshish krta pr arpita use mna kr deti bt krne se usse door jakr baith jati jb wo bt krne aata pr wo fir unke ps aakr bt krne ki koshish krta rehta wo jb bhi checkup k liye hospital jati wo hr br unhe wha milta acha ab aage ki story khud arpita likhegi m ne use btaya is site k bare me to usne bola k wo likhegi apni story phle thodi dukhi thi to mna kr diya tha ab wo likhegi m arpita m aj apni story likh rhi hu m ne ateek se 16-3-2009 ko phli br bt ki thi jb usne muje apna no. diya tha uske bad hm bte krte gye ek dusre ko jante gye ek dusre ki family k bare me jante gye 3-4 mahine tk aise hi bate krte rhe pr kbi mile nhi bs bte krte the. fir kuch din bad 3-4 mhine hone k bad hm phli br mile meri frnd k ghr k ps me ek park h wha pr ek ghnte k liye. bate ki fir hm apne apne ghr chle gye.fir hm dobara 4 mhine bad mile patelnagar k ps ek park me 2-3 ghnte k liye bhut sari bate ki ek dusre ko or ache se jana smjha fir ghr aa gye. tisri br hm fir 3-4 mhine bad mile or hm uske frnd k ghr gye jahan wo hua jo nhi hona chahiye the jo shadi se phle glt tha pr hua m ne mna kiya tha pr wo mana nhi bola hm log shadi krenge, or usne apne ghr pr hmari shadi k liye bt ki to uski mummy ne dhamki di k tune us hindu ldki se shadi ki to m zehar kha lungi,itna hone k bad b hm dono aise hi milte rhe uske bad 2-3 br hm park me mile uske bad wo muje fir apne dost k ghr lekr gya or fir se hmare bich whi sb hua m ne mna kiya to bola hm ek dusre se pyar krte h m tujse shadi krunga us time m ise rok nhi pati thi or na ye smj pati thi ki wo mujse shadi b krega k nhi . aise hi sbkuch chlta rha hm yuhi 3-4 mhine me milte rhe m use sachche mn se chahti hu isliye kbi use rok nhi pai kisi chij k liye aj 2 saal ho chuke h hmare relation ko.wo 5-7 mhine se bdl rha h dhang se bt nhi krta h ajeeb sa behave krta h jb use meri jrurt hoti tb milne aane lga dheere dheere mere sath bura brtav krne lga milne aaata or apna kam hone pr bose k bhane se k bose ka ph. aya h wapas bhag jata mujse dhng se bt b nhi krta or m use rok nhi pati or na kuch bol pati mera pyar muje kuch bolne hi nhi deta use ro rokr reh jati or ye mujse jhuth pyar dikhata rha pr aj muje iski asliyat pta lg hi gai aj 27-7-2011 hai . 24-7-2011 ko iske dost ka ph. aya k wo tujhe dhokha de rha h wo to shadi shuda h uski wife pregnent h mere to pairo ki zameen hi nikl gai ro rokr bura haal tha or use cl krti to ph. hi nhi uthata or uthata to kuch bolta hi nhi pichle ek hfte se usse bt na krne k karan nind tk nhi aa rhi thi pr jbse ye sch pta lga h tbse ti jeene ki chahat or hotho ki hasni khi kho si gai h itna drd mila h pyar me k shayad kbi kisi se dobara pyaar na kr paun uski ye bewafaai kbi nhi bhul paungi . kl usne mera fir kuch din bad 3-4 mhine hone k bad hm phli br mile meri frnd k ghr k ps me ek park h wha pr ek ghnte k liye. bate ki fir hm apne apne ghr chle gye.fir hm dobara 4 mhine bad mile patelnagar k ps ek park me 2-3 ghnte k liye bhut sari bate ki ek dusre ko or ache se jana smjha fir ghr aa gye. tisri br hm fir 3-4 mhine bad mile or hm uske frnd k ghr gye jahan wo hua jo nhi hona chahiye the jo shadi se phle glt tha pr hua m ne mna kiya tha pr wo mana nhi bola hm log shadi krenge, or usne apne ghr pr hmari shadi k liye bt ki to uski mummy ne dhamki di k tune us hindu ldki se shadi ki to m zehar kha lungi,itna hone k bad b hm dono aise hi milte rhe uske bad 2-3 br hm park me mile uske bad wo muje fir apne dost k ghr lekr gya or fir se hmare bich whi sb hua m ne mna kiya to bola hm ek dusre se pyar krte h m tujse shadi krunga us time m ise rok nhi pati thi or na ye smj pati thi ki wo mujse shadi b krega k nhi . aise hi sbkuch chlta rha hm yuhi 3-4 mhine me milte rhe m use sachche mn se chahti hu isliye kbi use rok nhi pai kisi chij k liye aj 2 saal ho chuke h hmare relation ko.wo 5-7 mhine se bdl rha h dhang se bt nhi krta h ajeeb sa behave krta h jb use meri jrurt hoti tb milne aane lga dheere dheere mere sath bura brtav krne lga milne aaata or apna kam hone pr bose k bhane se k bose ka ph. aya h wapas bhag jata mujse dhng se bt b nhi krta or m use rok nhi pati or na kuch bol pati mera pyar muje kuch bolne hi nhi deta use ro rokr reh jati or ye mujse jhuth pyar dikhata rha pr aj muje iski asliyat pta lg hi gai aj 27-7-2011 hai . 24-7-2011 ko iske dost ka ph. aya k wo tujhe dhokha de rha h wo to shadi shuda h uski wife pregnent h mere to pairo ki zameen hi nikl gai ro rokr bura haal tha or use cl krti to ph. hi nhi uthata or uthata to kuch bolta hi nhi pichle ek hfte se usse bt na krne k karan nind tk nhi aa rhi thi pr jbse ye sch pta lga h tbse ti jeene ki chahat or hotho ki hasni khi kho si gai h itna drd mila h pyar me k shayad kbi kisi se dobara pyaar na kr paun uski ye bewafaai kbi nhi bhul paungi . kl usne mera ph. uthaya 26-7-2011 or kl usne apne muh se bol hi diya k wo shadi shuda h uski wife presgnent h ab wo use time dena chahta h. pyar ne aisa drd kbi kisi dushman ko b na mile aj itni dukhi hu k smj nhi paa rhi hu k wo shadi shuda tha to usne mere sath aisa kyo kiya th a m ne uska ky! a bigaad a th a kya karu smj nhi aa rha ro rokr bura haal h na nind aati h na kuch m vaise hi itni bimar rehti hu k puri umr dwai kha khakr nikali h mn e in halato me to sari umr nikl jayegi itna drd h k kya khu kya kru smj nhi aata aage m kuch nhi likh paungi use yaad nhi krna chahti ab bye…………………………………………………………………………………………fir kbi bt krungi ap sb frnds se apna dukh batne aaungi kbi…………………………………….dua krna use bhul paun or naye sire se zindagi shuru kr paun …u

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