Bin kahe pyar karta hu

Hi mai Raghu Hu. Main delhi ka rehne wala hu aur  aaj main aapko apni real love Story in Hindi share karta hun. Aapne bahut sari Hindi Love Story padhi hongi isliye plz advise me, main kya karun?  Main Hostel me rehta tha mere class k final exam k baad main mere ek dost k waha ghumne gaya tha Siliguri. Kuch din baad waha se uske ek uncle k ghar aaye hum dono uncle k ghar me sab bahoot khus the hum sab raat ko baith k baat kar rahe the tabhi ek larka aaya aur mujhse baat karne laga fir usne kaha mere ghar chalo pass me hi hai maine kaha nehi baad me jaunga lekin usne zabardasti ki aur maine kaha thil hai chalo. Jab maine uske ghar me enter hua tab mera to hosh ur gaya maine dekha k ek bahoot khubsurat larki hat me kuch lekar aapni bed me baitha hua hai. Waha kuchh der rehkar me chala aya. Agle din wo uncle k ghar me aaya aur tabhi mujhse friendship hua mere dost ne usko sab kuchh puchha tabhi mujhe pata chala uski naam hai Sohana aur uska koi bf nehi hai. Tb mere frnd ne usse mob no. Liya. Waha 3 din rehkar hum Gangtok ghumne k liye gaye mera dost usse baat karta tha lekin main nehi karta tha. Fir hum wapas Kolkata chale aaye jab main train pe tha tb maine use kaha tha k main tumse baat nehi kar sakta fir usne mujhe ek msg kiya tha jisse mujhe malum hua ke wo mere liye roya hai. Tb se hum har roz baat karte the kuch mahine k baad hum dono bestfriend ho gaye.fir kuch mahine k baad uski ek frnd ne mujhe kaha k sohana tumhe pyar karta hai. Main kaha tumhe kaise pata usne bola k wo har waqt tumhare bare me hi baat jo karta hai. Uske baad usne mujhe ILU&IMU likh kar msg kiya maine socha frndshp k khatir aisa kaha. Fir maine ek din use ek msg kiya k sohana agar main tumhari Life partner ban jau to kaisa hoga usne reply kiya k mere aisa naseeb nehi hai. Tb maine samajh liye k wo mujh se pyar karti hai. Esi topic me baat karte karte hum dono me pyar ho gaya bina I Love You bol kar. hum dono bhut khus the kyun ki hum dono ka hi ye pehla pyar hai. Uski waha ek larka hai jo use 6 saal se pyar karta hai wo larka ek sharabi tha sohana ne kbhi use ha nehi kaha. Dekhte dekhte ek saal ho gaya ek din hum dono me ek baat ko lekar jhagra ho gaya aur 18 days hum dono me baat nehi hua fir kabhi kabhi baat hota tha wo lv u kehta tha main v kehta tha lekin jayada baat nehi hota tha fir ekidn Eid k baad usne mere behen ko cl karke boli k aapki bhaiya kya mujhe vul sakta hai behen ne socha k wo majak kar rahi hai. Maine behen ko kaha k use kehna k wo mujhe cl kare, 2 din baad usne mujhe miss cl kiya maine cl back kiya usne mujhe bola k Armaan tum mujhe bhul jao maine kaha kyun usne kaha k Main Rabbu (wo sharabi ladka) se pyar karta hu maine kaha tum aise nehi kar sakte mujhse tm koi majburi aakar aisa to nehi kar rahi ho? usne boli nehi aur kaha k Main rabbu ko bahot dino se bahot sataya bahoot duki diya main use aur dukh dena nehi chahta. Maine kaha mera kiya hoga main tumhare siba marjaunga jaan plz tum aisa mat karo. Tb maine bht roya lekin usne kaha k main use chhor k aur dukh dena nehi chahti. Maine kaha thik hai main tum dono ki jindagi se bahoot dur chala jaunga aur tumhe kabhi dstrb nehi karunga fir phn kat diya humne. Sari raat main so na saka sirf rota raha ghar wale sab kuch samajh jayenge soch kar main Hostel me aagaya. 7din maine thik se kuch v nehi khaya har waqt rota rehta tha. 8din k baad usne mujhe ms cl kiya main rehna saka use cl kiya usse baat karte karte main bahoot ro raha tha wo v ro rahi thi maine kaha main sach me mar jaunga mujhe jhor k mat jao. usne kaha main kiya karu mujhe kuch samajh me nehi aaraha hai fir kaha k main v tumhe chor k ji nehi paungi. Sohana abhi kolkata me Doctor padhne aaya hai. Wo ghar jayega mujhe boli maine kaha ur Rabbu se bach k rehna. Usne kaha thik hai aur sab kuchh mujhe information dete rehna wo kiya kiya karta hai. Wo ghar me ja kar boli k wo mujhe bahoot dstrb kar raha hai maine kaha tm apni ammi aur abbu k bata do usne kaha agar maine uske bare me ghar me sab kuchh bol diya to wo hum dono k bare me sab kuch bol dega aur meri padhayi band ho jayegi. fir wo kolkata chala aaya hum log Saltlake Nalbon park me ghumne gaye pehli baar maine waha use kaha k jaldi aapna sim change karo usne kaha tm mujhe koi naya sim do. Maine kaha thik hai. Fir usne no. Change kiya lekin wo larka Rabbu uske ghar se uski naya no. Pata kar liya. Fir sohana ne uski cl reject me kar diya. Fir hum dono ek ho gaya main jab Sohana ko us larke k bare me puch ta tha to wo kehti thi k usne majburi me aakar usse pyar ka natak kiya tha. Maine kaha usne tumhe touch nehi usne kaha sirf ekbar usne mera hath pakra tha. Fir ek saal gujar gaya. Uske paas 2 sim tha maine ek sim usse le liya. Wo sim me on karke rakhta tha ekdin maine dekha Rabbu cl kar raha hai maine rcv nehi kiya. Tb maine sohana se pucha k rabbu ye no. Kaise janta hai? usne kaha k ekdin maine us no. Se ghar me cl kiya tha ghar se hi no. Liya usne. Sohana k ghar k har kam me us larke ki zarurat hota hai isiliye wo har waqt sohana k ghar me aata hai. Mujhe lagta tha k Sohana mar jayegi lekin wo mujhe jhut nehi kahegi. Ek din mujhe pata chala k usne mujhe 2 mahina pehle ek jhut kaha tha jab maine use kaha usne phn kat diya tab mere aankho me aansu aagaya tha fir maine cl kiya aur kaha mera jaan jise me sabse jayada pyar karta hu wo mujhe kabhi jhut nehi keh sakta tb usne mujhse mafi manga fir boli k mujhe pata nehi tha mere ek jhut pe tumhe itna dukh milega. Phir maine use maaf kar diya. Hum dono kolkata park me hamesa milte the Victoria aur Millinium park me jayada milte the. uski jo sim mere pass tha us sim me rabbu hamesa cl aur msg karta tha wo samajh ta tha k ye sim sohana ki frnd ka hai. Maine v msg karna shura kar diya jab wo cl karta tha to main rcv karta tha lekin baat nehi karta tha aur wo mujhe uski frnd samajh k sab kuch bolta rehta tha. Ekdin usne aisi ek baat kahi jise shun kar mera dimag ghum gaya aur ankho me aansu aagaya. Rabbu ne mujhe kaha tha k sohana aur wo jab ek dusre se pyar karta tha tab undono ne bahoot bar lip kiss kiya hai aur uski har jagah me rabbu ne touch kiya hai. Jab Sohana k ghar me koi rehta nehi tha tb wo use bulata tha aur… Sorry ye mein likh nehi sakta.. Rabbu ne mujhe uski frnd samajh k sab kuchh bata diya. Tab maine ye socha l sohana aisa kaise kar sakti hai un dono ka to sirf 2 mahina ka pyar tha aur sabse badhi baat ye hai k sohana ne to majburi me aakas rabbu jindagi bachane k liye jhuta pyar kiya tha wo aisa kaise kar sakti hai ye sb soch k mein bahoot ro raha tha aur dil me ek azeeb sa dard mehsus kar raha tha 1 din baad maine sohana se puchha k usne mujhe sab kuch kyun chhupaya?usne kaha ye sach nehi hai maine kaha natak mat karo sab kuch sach sach batao fir maine use pesar kiya aur wo boli k ye sab sach hai maine kaha aab sab kuch batao jab tum dono me relation tha to tumne kiya kiya gulo khilayatha uske sath to usne mujhe aisa kuch kaha jo rabbu ne mujhe nehi kaha tha. Sach me yaar main jise itna izzat karta hu jise main itna pyar karta hu wo itna besaram hoga me ye soch v nehi sakta tha.Fir maine use kaha tumne aisa kyun kiya jaan. Tab wo rone lagi aur mujhse maafi mangne lagi maine kaha tumne mujhe bahoot dukh diya main tumhe maaf nei kar sakta fir usne kaha k main mar jaunga plz mujhe maaf kardo. Maine kaha thik hai main maaf kar sakta hu ek sart pe usne kaha k main sab kuch manne k liye taiyar hu. Maine use kuch sart diya jaise k mujhe kabhi jhut nehi bologi, rabbu k msg nehi padhogi usse kabhi baat nehi karogi.Usne kaha main tumse wada karta hu k aisa hi hoga main tumhe kabhi v koi sikayet ka mouka nehi dunga. Fir kuch mahina nikal gaye aur mujhe pata chala k wo rabbu k har msg padhta hai aur usse ek do baar baat v kiya hai fir maine use ultasidha kaha fir usne aapni galti k liye maafi mangi maine phir se maaf kar diya. Kuch din baad fir uski kuch jhut pakri gayi usne maafi mangi maine phir maaf kiya yaar main isliye use maaf karta tha kyunki main use bepanah mohabbat karta tha aur maine uske bare me aapni ghar me keh diya aur mere gharwale v razi tha. Yaar mujhe hamesa aisa lagta tha k main Rabbu aur Sohana k bich me aagaya hu aur aisa lagta tha k sohana v sayed rabbu se abhi v pyar karta hai agar aisa nehi hota to wo use har waqt hamare relation me kyun lekar aata hai. Maine use kaha tha lagta hai ekdin Rabbu k wajahse hi tum mujhe kho dogi usne kaha tha k aisa kabhi nehi hoga. Kuch din baad usne fir khuc galti k lekin maine kuch kaha nehi fir se galti ki maine kiya kya usse thik tarah se baat karna chhor diya aisa kuch din kiya fir 2din 3din baad baat karta tha aisa 3 mahina kiya taki use aapni galti ka ehsas ho jaye. Usne mere sab dosto aur mera adviser( mera senior abhi nokri karta hai) ko cl karta tha aur wo sab hame cl karke sohana se baat karne k liye kehta tha lekin main un sabko uski bare me kuch keh nehi pata tha. Ekdin mere adviser ne mujhe bahoot samjhaya maine v socha k wo hi to mera jindegi hai aur maaf karna to admi ki sabse badhi aakhlak hai. To maine use fir se maaf kar diya. Usne kaha k me ghar jaunga ek din mulakat kar sakte ho tab main bimar tha maine kaha thik hai karunga. Main 2din baad mulakat karne gaya hum dono bahoot khush the usne mujhe kaha k mujhe jhor jane ki baat kabhi na karna maine kaha kabhi nehi karunga sirf koi badhi galti kabhi mat karna usne kaha kabhi nehi karunga. maine kaha usne tumhe 3 mahine se ek v msg or cl nehi kya? usne bola nehi mujhe azeeb sa laga lekin pata nehi kyun maine uski baat par yakin karliya. Usne mujhe kaha k maine ek galti ki hai maine bola kiya usne kaha pehle kaho k naraz nehi hoge mujhse maine kaha thik hai batao usne kaha k maine rabbu se baat ki hai exam k result k bare me sirf 1ya 2din hi baat kiye the. Maine use kuch nehi kaha ye soch k ki usne mujhe sach to kaha.Tab maine dekha k Rabbu cl kar raha hai maine cl ko cut diya maine use kaha cl reject main kyun nehi hai usne kaha k cl to rjct me hi tha tumne hi normal kar diya maine socha ho v sakta hai tabhi usne ek msg kiya jisse mujhe pata chal gaya k har roz ye dono baat karta hai tab maine kaha sohana tumne phir se mujhe jhut kaha! Usne kaha mujhe maaf kar do main aur kabhi usse baat nehi karunga. tab maine kaha kya tum usse nafrat karti ho usne kaha ha bahoot jayada fir usne kasam khayi aur mere shar pe hat rakh k boli k main use bahoot jayada nafrat karti hu aur main usse aur kabhi baat nehi karunga. Maine use kaha aur kitna jhut bologi isse pehle do baar mere shar pe hat rakkhe tumne jhut bola tha agar tum mujhe sach much pyar karti kiya tum aisa kar pate. Phir hum waha se chale aaye. Mujhe direct rabbu se kuch kuch information mil jata tha jab wo mujhe sohana k frnd samajh k cl karta tha. 2din baad mujhe pata chala k sohana ne rabbu se phir baat ki. Mere adviser ne mujhe bahoot samjhaya aur maaf karne ko kaha maine kaha kitni baar maaf karu main usko.Maine socha k thik hai main cl karunga kyun ki mujhe pata tha k main uske siwa jee nehi paunga aur sayed wo v. Fir 4 din baad maine use cl kiya tb usne bahoot buri tarah se baat ki mujhse Aur cl cut diya fir maine cl kiya aur pucha k rabbu se tumne last baat kab ki hai usne kaha Aajtab maine kaha k sach me main tum dono k bich me ek diwar banke khara hu aaj se main tum dono k bich nehi rahunga. Kuch din baad usne mere frnds ko aur mere adviser ko cl kiya aur kaha k wo mere liye sari jindegi wait karegi aur mere ilawa kisise shadi nehi karegi. Aisa hi 1mahina gujar gaya. Tab mera v man kharab tha main soch raha tha k usse baat karu lekin ekdin Rabbu ne us no. Pe cl kiya aur kaha k mujhe pata hai tu Armaan ho mujhe Sohana ne sab kuch bata diya hai phir usne kaha k wo sohana se har roz baat karta hai aur kaha k sohana use hi pyar karta hai dilse lekin muh se manta nehi. Tab me soch raha tha k sohana ne mere shar pe hat rakkhar kasam khayi thi fir v baat kar raha hai. Fir kuch din guzar gaya 2mahina ho gaya ek din maine aapni ek dost ko kaha k use ek baar cl karona. To usne cl kya aur jab mere dost ne mere bare me puchha to usne kaha k wo jinda hai ya mar gaya hai mujhe ye v nehi malum aur mujhse uske baare me kabhi baat maat karna. Tab mera hal aur v kharab ho gaya. Fir 7 din k baad maine mera aur ek dost ko kaha k Sohana ko cl karo. Usne cl kiya jab mere dost ne mere bare me puchha tab usne kaha k main use aur pyar nehi karti hu. Agar wo wapas aana v chahe to me use accept nehi kar sakti ye hi meri decision hai aur ye kabhi nehi badlegi. Dost ne kaha tumne to kaha tha k tum uske liye sari jindagi wait karogi? Usne kaha k wo maine aise hi kaha tha bina soche samjhe. Dost ne kaha k jiske liye itna sab kuch ho raha hai usse kiya tum baat karti ho? Usne kaha k ha karti hu aur wo meri bahoot achcha frnd hai wo mera bahoot kheyal rakhta hai. Aur kaha k wo mujhse ekdin milna chahta hai sab kuch bawas lene k liye aur sab relation khatam karne k liye. 18/07/2013 tarikh ko main usse milne gayi Victoriya park me wo ek ghanta baad aayi.ek jagah par baith k maine use hamare kuch photo di usne sab phota far diya.main bahoot ro raha tha aur use ye keh raha tha k sohana mera pyar to jhuta nehi tha tum mujhse aisa kaise kar sakti ho main tumhe chhor nehi sakta jaan.Tab wo ro rahi thi aur boli k agar me is baar Rabbu k jindagi chala jau to wo jee nehi sakega. Aur kaha k mujhe malum ho gaya hai k wo mujhe kitna pyar karta hai. Usne mere samne Rabbu se baat ki aur mujhe pata hi nehi chala. Maine uske hat se uski mobile le liya aur dekha k MLR naam se ek cl aaraha hai tab main usse iska full from puchha wo bol nehi rahi thi tab maine kaha MLR ka full from My Love/Life Rabbu right usne boli haa. Maine use kaha k main tumhare siva kisi k bare me soch v nehi sakta lekin tum ye kaise kar sakti ho tum rabbu se kaisa pyar kar sakti ho mera 3 saal k pyar jhuta kaise ho sakta hai. Usne mujhe kaha k main tumse pyar karta hu lekin Rabbu main chhor nehi sakta. Hum 4 hrs. Tak victoriya me the phir wo chala gaya aur main v. Main sirf ye soch raha tha k wo kitna achcha natak kiya mere jindagi k sath. Uske baad v maine use cl kiya tha lekin wo mujhse baat nehi karna chahti wo Rabbu ko taklif nehi dena chahti. Dosto mujhe kuchh v achchha nehi lagta hai kiya karu kaha jau kuch v samajh me nehi aaraha hai. Kaise us bewafa ko bhula paunga use to me nafrat v nehi kar pa raha hu. Wo mera pyar ko nehi samjha yaaro main use bepanah mohabbat karta hu. Maine use kaha hai agar mera pyar sach hai to ek din tum bahoot pastaogi. Kiya wo sach me kabhi mere pyar ko samjhe gi? Kaise me use bhul paunga?

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